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Father Thomas was sitting at a large oak desk, writing in a ledger with a quill that he dipped into a pot of dark ink. Red Wolf, who was barely taller than the desk, stood on tiptoes to see better.

Blotting his work, the priest stood and peered at the new boy. The boy peered back, fascinated by the two circles of glass balanced in front of the priest’s bulging eyes.

“Better late than never,” he said, unhooking the wire frame from around his ears and placing the reading glasses on the desk. “George! That’s your new name. G-E-O-R-G-E, George.”

Red Wolf stared blankly at the strangely dressed man.

The priest spoke louder and touched Red Wolf’s chest lightly with his index finger. “George! Understand? You say it … George.”

Red Wolf, relieved to see that the man didn’t wear the rawhide strips around his waist, said nothing.

The priest sighed. “We can’t keep track of your heathen names, and anyway they’re too difficult to pronounce, so from now on your name will be George Grant.”

Red Wolf spoke in the language of The People, proudly telling the man in the black robe that his name was Mishqua Ma’een’gun. “I am named Mishqua for the red of the firelight that shone on my face when I was born. And I am named Ma’een’gun for the wolves who announced my birth with their howls. The wolves did not howl to claim territory, or announce a herd was nearby. They did not talk of loneliness, or hunger. They sang a joyful song to celebrate my birth. They said I am their brother and that my name is Ma’een’gun: Wolf. Mishqua Ma’een’gun: Red Wolf.”

He smiled, pleased with himself for telling the story so well.

The priest reached for Red Wolf’s hand and turned the palm upward. “This hurts me as much as it hurts you,” he said, smacking the ruler down across the unsuspecting child’s palm, “but it’s for your own good. You have to learn.”

Red Wolf snatched his stinging hand away and hid it behind his back. His bottom lip quivered and he wanted to cry, but he suspected that tears would bring more punishment.

The priest placed the ruler back on the desk, rested both hands on Red Wolf’s cringing shoulders, and lowered his face to the same level as the child’s. “Say George.”

The boy copied the sound hesitantly. “Saygeorge.”

The priest exhaled. “You’ll soon understand. Anyway, your name doesn’t really matter. In the school you’ll be known by a number. Your number is 366. Understand? I’ll write it on your hand so you remember.” The child struggled to free his hand from Father Thomas’s grasp.

“Don’t worry! This won’t hurt.”

The boy couldn’t understand the assurance, so he continued struggling, but this time there was no pain as the man inked numbers onto his flesh.

“You will find things different here,” the priest continued. “You will have lessons in the morning and farm work in the afternoon.” He looked at the long-case clock that stood in the corner of the room. “Oh, my, it’s nearly bedtime. You got here far too late!” He popped his head out of the door and shouted down the corridor, “Mrs. Hall!”

The house-mother promptly appeared with a pile of bedding. Before she shepherded the child from the office, Father Thomas knelt to look Red Wolf in the eye. He reached out as if to take hold of the boy’s hands, but Red Wolf was too quick for him and hid them behind his back. The man rested his soft white hands on the boy’s shoulders instead and spoke gently. “We are strict, not because we are mean, and not because we want to hurt you, but because you need to learn our language, our civilized ways, our Christian religion. Believe me, it’s for your own good. You’ll thank me one day. You see, you’ll never get to Heaven unless I save your heathen soul.”

Red Wolf had absolutely no idea what the priest said.

Red Wolf followed Mother Hall along the corridor, up two flights of wood stairs, along another corridor, and into a long room filled with two rows of rectangular boxes. There was a flurry of activity as boys scampered to them, jumped on top, and pulled grey blankets to their chins. They lay still and silent, their dark eyes staring at Red Wolf as he walked toward the vacant bed.

Mother Hall twisted Red Wolf’s arm so that the inked numbers on his hand were the same way up as the painted sign on the wall above the bed.

“Three-six-six,” she said. “That’s you!”

She quickly unfolded a clean bed sheet and sent it billowing into the air, allowing it to float down onto the horse-hair mattress.

“Watch how I’m doing this,” she said. “Next time, you’ll do it yourself. I’m not playing housemaid to you.” She tucked the corners and sides and smoothed it down, following it with a grey blanket. She slid the stained pillow into a clean pillowcase and then gave him a nightgown. “Here, take off your clothes and put this on.”

Red Wolf still had no comprehension of the words, but he understood what was expected of him. Mother Hall helped him with the shirt buttons and showed him how the day clothes were to be folded. She held the trousers upside down, making them crease down the front. Red Wolf’s heart leapt. The pendant will fall out. She’ll see it. She’ll hit me. She’ll burn it. But miraculously the pendant defied gravity. Relief washed over him. The trousers were folded and along with his other clothes were stashed in the box under the bed.

“Prayers, boys,” Mother Hall ordered.

The boys jumped from their beds and knelt. In unison they slowly recited: “Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep. If I should die before I wake, I pray the Lord my soul to take. Amen.”

“Bed!” Mother Hall ordered.

Red Wolf, who was accustomed to sleeping on a mat or fur laid on the earth, found it strange that he was expected to sleep on this platform in the air, but during the last few hours he had learned not to question things and to move fast when instructed to do something, so taking his lead from the other boys, he quickly climbed onto the bed and pulled the blanket up to his chin.

Mother Hall turned down the wicks of the oil lamps, plunging the room into darkness.

Red Wolf was exhausted and longed to close his eyes and sleep forever. But his mind wouldn’t let him go to that place of hiding. Around him boys tossed and turned, molding their bodies into the lumpy mattresses. They snuffled and whimpered and snored, but Red Wolf stared through the vertical bars of the window to the black sky. Before long a half moon rose and in his mind’s eye he saw his father. It had been the last night of their trek to the school. Just the previous night! It seemed so very long ago. “When you look up and see the moon and the stars, know that we are looking at the same moon and the same stars … and we are loving you.”

Tears pricked the corners of his eyes and he yearned with an intensity he had never felt to be back with his father and mother, snuggled under their shared blanket close to the fire. He fought to be the brave boy he knew his father wanted him to be.

HeWhoWhistles’ voice spoke again. “Every night before we go to sleep, we will ask Creator to watch over you. Never forget, my son, that Ma’een’gun is your brother and your guide. He will help you. And remember the story of your birth.”

In this unfamiliar sleeping place, raised above the floor, and without furs or family to keep him warm, Red Wolf tried to hear HeWhoWhistles tell the story of his birth. It was a story that had been told and retold on winter nights when the wind had whistled around the wiigwam and snow had blown down the chimney and sizzled in the fire; nights when The People had snuggled under bear skins, singing songs and telling the history of their tribe, going back to the very beginning. But he couldn’t concentrate on his father’s voice.

A horrifying thought struck him. Had his mother sent him away because he ate too much food? He was always asking for more. He saw StarWoman in his mind’s eye, smoothing the long strands of black hair that had fallen loosely around her face, gathering them at the nape and fastening them with sinew so they flowed down her back like a horse’s tail. He remembered the worried look on her face when the baskets of rice and smoked meat were empty, when his belly ached and he whined for food. He heard the shortness of her reply, “No,” then the softer reassurance that tomorrow HeWhoWhistles would check the traps again and would bring home a rabbit. But tomorrow would come and often there would be no rabbit, and he would complain again. Was that the reason she didn’t want him anymore?

He slipped out of bed and in the darkness felt through his clothes until he found the wolf pendant. Cupping it in his hand, he climbed back into bed and drew his knees to his chest, wrapping his whole body around his only possession. “Brother Wolf,” he murmured, “help me find my way home.”

Finally he slept and dreamed.

“Tell me a story, Mishomis,” he asked, nuzzling his face into Grandfather’s chest. “The one about Nanabozho … in the beginning …”

“In the beginning,” Grandfather started, “Creator made a world of —”

Red Wolf joined in, “Water… wind … Rock … and fire.”

“That’s right! And to the sun he gave the power to heat and light the earth.

To the earth he gave the power of growth and healing.

To the water he gave purity and renewal.

To the wind he gave music, and the breath of life itself.

After these things, Creator made animals and us, The People, Anishnaabek.

But The People had much to learn about how to live on this earth, about how to —”

“Hunt,” Red Wolf chimed in loudly.

“And how to —” Grandfather looked expectantly at the boy.

“Heal?” the child said hesitantly.

“Yes! The Great Spirit needed to teach us about kindness, honesty, and generosity. So He sent a teacher whose name was —”

“Nanabozho!”

“Looking at Nanabozho, you wouldn’t know that he was any different from you,” the old man continued, “but he was. He was half spirit and half human. His mother was Woman, and his father was the West Wind! And what could Nanabozho do?”

“He could do wondrous things,” Red Wolf answered proudly.

The weathered creases on the old man’s face deepened and a toothless smile stretched across his open lips. “When Nanabozho walked the earth, Creator sent Ma’een’gun, the wolf, to walk with him, to talk with him and hunt with him.”

“They were friends?” Red Wolf suggested.

“Yes, but they were more than friends. Nanabozho and Ma’een’gun became like brothers. But one day when they were hunting together they got so excited that they disobeyed the instructions and they killed more than they needed. They killed just for the fun of it.”

“That was bad, wasn’t it, Grandfather?”

“Yes, it was,” the old man affirmed, the strong, deep tone of his voice disguising the frailty of aging flesh and bones.

“And from that day forward, Creator made Nanabozho and Ma’een’gun, and all their descendants, both wolf and man, walk on separate paths.”

“They were not allowed to be friends anymore?”

The old man paused, working his tongue around his few remaining teeth while thinking of a way to answer the child. “It became a different friendship,” he finally said. “Ma’een’gun is still our brother. More than that — Ma’een’gun is our spirit guide. But wolves walk one path and we walk another. Sometimes the paths are close together. Sometimes not. Sometimes they go in the same direction. Sometimes not.”

The old man lovingly touched his grandson’s head, his aged eyes bright with love. “But when we need guidance the spirit wolves are always close by.

“Always.”