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CHAPTER FOUR

“WHERE’S JESSE?” he demanded.

The man standing before her looked angry. Jesse had said his brother was difficult. The word he’d used was tough. This man was older than Jesse, and perhaps an inch taller. He was a big man, but where Jesse was broad and deep-chested, this man was lean and tough looking as nails. Right now he looked like he could chew the zinc coating off a few.

“He’s gone to town,” Abby said, twisting her hands behind her. She wasn’t afraid of him but she’d seen the way he’d fought to keep his eyes from her waist, and it had embarrassed her. Not enough to shelter her belly, though. She was proud of her pregnancy; she wanted this baby. Husband or no husband.

“He’s in town?” Noah Winslow glanced behind her, toward the paddock. “And he left you here?”

“Yes.” She didn’t feel she needed to add any reasons, or justify Jesse’s behavior. He’d done nothing wrong.

Abby could hear the soft pad-pad of the mare approaching across the grass. With the foal, she hoped. She loved horses and as a child growing up had often wished she could have one. Her father regarded a horse as a poor investment. She’d been involved with 4-H, as many farm children were, but she’d always bought and raised a Jersey heifer, one of her father’s animals. Her father had put the money she paid for the calf into a fund for her and her sister’s further education. Then, when she and her sister sold their animals, they were expected to add to the fund.

Noah shot her an odd questioning look, then stepped closer to the fence, with what she realized was a rare flash of tenderness on his grim face. For the foal. Perhaps he reserved all his feeling for animals. He held his hand out to the mare and scratched between her ears. He looked briefly toward Abby. “What did he go to town for?”

It was a simple, direct question. As though he’d half expected to find her here. As though he already knew who she was, where she fit in. That she belonged to Jesse. She supposed Jesse had told him. But did he know how scared she was? Did he know how many second thoughts she’d had since Jesse had picked her up at the bus station the night before?

“He said he wanted to get the marriage license. and make a few arrangements,” she said, explaining after all. She took a deep breath, for calm. “We’ve decided we should get married as soon as possible.”

Then he looked at her waist. Abby had the distinct feeling he’d wanted to all along and couldn’t stop himself now. His eyes immediately returned to the mare, but she hadn’t missed the tightened jaw, either. “Makes sense,” was his noncommittal comment.

He reached out and tried to touch the foal, which jumped back at the last moment and went to stand at his mama’s flank. “I thought maybe he’d have taken care of that by now. The license, I mean.”

She met his level questioning glance. His eyes were a greenish-hazel color, not blue like Jesse’s. “He said he was waiting until I got here. That I might have some papers he’d need.”

“Uh-huh.”

Noah stepped onto the lower rail of the fence and threw his left leg over the top rail. Then he was inside, approaching the foal with a low, soothing tone, his hand out. The foal stood nervously, ready to run. Expertly, with slow, steady movements, Noah wrapped his arm around the foal’s neck and held him firmly. He bent and drew the lower eyelid down with one thumb, while the foal struggled futilely in his grip.

“Is something wrong with him? With his eye?” Abby moved closer to the fence, curious, her hands in her jeans’ pockets.

Noah didn’t look up. “He’s had a bad eye for a few days. Seems to be cleared up now.” He stroked the foal’s white blaze and then scratched between his ears briefly before releasing him. With a high-pitched squeal, the foal wheeled and galloped awkwardly to the far side of the paddock. The mare merely turned her head and gave her offspring a mild wondering glance.

Abby smiled. “She doesn’t seem too concerned.”

“No.” Noah glanced her way and for a second or two, she thought he’d smile, too. At her. Then he returned his attention to the mare. “She’s a good old girl. One of the best.” He patted her neck affectionately and the mare tossed her head up and down vigorously, almost as though she were answering him.

“What’s her name?”

“Peg.”

“Peg?” Abby thought that was a very ordinary name for a horse. “What kind of horse is she?”

Noah threw her a surprised look. “Quarter horse,” he said, his tone leaving no doubt that he considered her a complete idiot.

He came toward the rails of the corral. “When did my brother say he was coming back?”

“He didn’t say. Soon, I think.”

“I see.” He studied her briefly. Abby had the impression he didn’t miss much. “You settle in all right?” he asked.

“In the trailer? Yes, thank you.” She stepped back and watched as he climbed back over the rail. “I’m delighted. I didn’t know I’d have my own little place.”

He frowned. Perhaps he didn’t care for small talk. Surly brute. “You have lunch yet?”

“Well, there’s some frozen stuff in the fridge I planned to take out—”

“Come on up to the house,” he interrupted. “I’ll give you a sandwich or something.” He paused, hesitated, frowned again. Then he fell into step beside her. Abby heard the clang of metal on metal from behind the barn; someone must be working on some machinery back there. In a way—she didn’t know why—she was relieved to know there was another person on the place.

“Thank you, but I wouldn’t want to bother you. I’m sure you have plenty to do—”

“No bother. I’ve got stuff to do, yes, but I can’t let you miss lunch because Jesse’s gone off to town and hasn’t got back yet—”

Abby was going to protest again, then realized that, like many men, he probably thought she was in a fragile condition because of her pregnancy and couldn’t possibly miss a meal. The truth was, she was hungry. And when she’d looked inside the trailer’s fridge and seen only a quart of milk, a six-pack of beer, some margarine, a loaf of the most hideous white sliced bread and vinyl-packaged orangish cheese slices, as well as a freezer full of pizza cartons, she’d lost her appetite, despite her hunger. All she’d had for breakfast was a glass of milk. Since she’d gotten rid of her morning sickness in late March, she hadn’t suffered from any loss of appetite. Until today.

“All right.” She took a deep breath and glanced up at her future brother-in-law. He was only trying to be hospitable, in his straightforward way, she supposed. She had to do her best to make this new life work out, and one of the jobs she’d have would be to get along with all of Jesse’s relations. Including this brother.

“All right, I’ll have some lunch, if you’re sure it’s not too much trouble. Jesse should be back by then.” She didn’t add that she’d been alarmed when Jesse had come down to the trailer to tell her he was going to town to do some business. Somehow she’d thought their reunion would be a bit more romantic. That maybe he’d even take her to town, introduce her around. Still, his excuse to leave her behind—that she needed to catch up on her rest—made sense, too.

Noah nodded briefly and led her toward the shabbily painted white house on the hill—the house Jesse had told her belonged to his parents before him and was now his older brother’s. The house was surrounded by thickets of unkempt grass and unpruned rose creepers. The family home. From the look of the place, you certainly couldn’t accuse the Winslows of being house-proud.

ABBY DIDN’T THINK she’d ever seen such a shambles in her life.

The house wasn’t, well, dirty-although she was pretty sure it hadn’t seen more than a broom in quite some time—but it was a general mess. There were newspapers piled high on a rocking chair. There were magazines and jars of peanut butter and honey and sugar and jam and industrial-size cardboard containers of salt and pepper on the table. There had to be at least five or six calendars stacked behind the current one on the wall, all hanging from a six-inch nail. When the nail was full, did he remove the earliest calendars and discard them? Probably not.

The sink was full of rinsed-but-not-washed dishes, and Abby noticed that Noah retrieved clean plates and cutlery from the dishwasher. He was obviously of the philosophy that you took clean dishes out of the dishwasher until it was empty, then you loaded it back up with the soiled ones. This could take time. And for a single man, it probably meant several days with dishes stacked in the sink.

The concept of replacing clean dishes in a cupboard and keeping the dirty ones in the dishwasher, not the sink, was clearly a foreign one. Abby could relate—her father was like that. Not that her mother ever left her father alone long enough to have the dishes stack up to any degree.

There was an elderly dog asleep under the table. It didn’t move when they came in, and Abby hoped it wasn’t dead. The microwave looked well used, and two burners of the stove were covered with a metal tray holding first-aid materials—bandages, Mercurochrome, Vaseline, burn ointment, tweezers, disinfectant. She supposed that was because it was handy. It also indicated he didn’t cook much, or not with the range, anyway.

“Sandwich?” Noah waved her toward the table and stood with the refrigerator door open. She could see that it was well stocked.

“S-sure. A sandwich would be fine.” She sat down on a hard wooden chair.

“Grilled cheese? Hot Reuben? Ham, mustard and pickle?”

“Uh.” Hot Reuben? “Whatever you’re having.”

“Okay. Reuben, it is.” He glanced at her and again, Abby glimpsed the humor that lay beneath the man’s craggy exterior. He was probably joking. She was game.

Abby watched as he took rye bread from a cupboard—at least it wasn’t sliced white—and liberally spread four slices with butter and mustard. Then he piled on cheese slices—Cheddar, not Swiss or Muenster, but that was okay—and pastrami, topping the whole with some sauerkraut he spooned out of a jar he’d taken from the fridge. He only looked over at her once. “You can dump the junk that’s on the table onto one of the chairs, if you want,” he invited cordially.

She did; meanwhile he took the sandwiches to the microwave and nuked them for a minute or so, then retrieved two glasses from the dishwasher. “Milk, juice or beer?” he asked, holding up the glasses.

“Milk for me,” she replied. She found this whole process fascinating. He appeared to be very comfortable in his own kitchen, as though he’d traced the path from refrigerator to table to microwave so many times he could make a sandwich and get a beer in his sleep.

Noah brought two plates and another plate with the sandwiches on them. The bread was steaming—not exactly grilled, but definitely hot. Then he went back to the refrigerator and got out a jug of milk and a can of beer, which he held in one hand, the two glasses in the other.

Abby poured herself a glass of milk, while Noah settled himself on the chair opposite her.

“Eat,” he said, gesturing at her sandwich when she hesitated. Well, that was plain enough. No niceties here. He picked up his own sandwich and paused, looking her straight in the eye.

“So, you intend to marry my brother, do you?”

“Er—” Abby quickly put down her sandwich, which she’d been about to sample. “I didn’t come all this way not to marry him, did I?” She was annoyed at the direct question. More than annoyed. Really, it was none of this man’s business what she wanted.

“That doesn’t answer my question,” he replied, taking a bite of his sandwich.

She chewed daintily, ignoring him, then swallowed and sipped at her milk. “No,” she agreed. “I don’t suppose it does.”

He stared at her, then popped the tab on his beer can. “I guess that is my brother’s child you’re carrying?”

“Has anyone ever told you that you are an extremely rude man?” Abby snapped angrily, forgetting her manners. “In the first place, I had no intention of marrying your brother or anyone, whether I was pregnant or not. I am perfectly capable of having this child and raising it by myself.”

“I have no doubt of that,” he murmured, not meeting her eye. He examined his sandwich critically, then took another bite.

Abby was so mad she could’ve spit. She wished Jesse would get back. She certainly was beginning to get an idea of what he meant by “difficult.” For two cents she’d just walk out, but she wasn’t going to give Noah Winslow the satisfaction.

“So,” she said, after counting silently to ten, “what do you grow on this ranch?” A change of subject was in order.

“Grow?” He looked at her, astonished. “We raise cattle. Herefords. We also raise hay and some feed grain. We don’t grow anything. This isn’t a farm, you know.”

“No, Jesse did tell me that much.” She managed to mangle and swallow another bite of sandwich. The milk was cold and good, and the sandwich, she had to admit, wasn’t half-bad. “I’m from a farm, you see. We had Jerseys.”

“Uh-huh. What made you change your mind? If you don’t mind me asking,” he said.

“Change my mind? What—about the farm?” She was thoroughly confused.

“No. About raising your baby yourself.”

Abby stared at him and he stared right back. “As a matter of fact, I do mind you asking but I’m going to tell you anyway, as we’re going to be related soon and I see no sense in not doing my best to get along with you, rude man or not.” She paused, collected every ounce of teacher-trained serenity and went on. “Now, what exactly do you mean, ‘changed my mind’?”

“Why’d you decide to marry my brother, after all? Considering you figured you’d raise this kid yourself.” His gaze was level and cold as steel.

“Because your brother asked me to marry him,” she replied calmly, even loftily. “And I said I would. That’s why.” Thank heavens! Thank heavens that was the truth.

“You must have expected. he’d ask—”

“I had no idea he’d ask me to marry him. It never crossed my mind. My only thought was that he had a right to know about the baby. You can believe me or not, I don’t care. Has anyone ever told you how incredibly, detestably rude you are, not to mention nosy?”

“Once or twice. You hardly know him. I don’t mean in the Biblical sense—”

“I know him well enough to know he’s a kind, gentle, generous man!” she cried. “I know him well enough to know he’ll make a good husband and a wonderful father.”

“Ha!” Noah drained his beer. “I’m afraid I know him a lot better than you do, and I can only say I hope you’re right.”

“What’s that supposed to mean?” Abby was lost. First it seemed he didn’t want her to marry his brother; then it seemed he did.

“Just what I said. I hope you’re right. Woman in your condition doesn’t have a whole lot of time to check things out.”

Abby and Noah finished their meal in silence. Abby poured herself another half glass of milk, just to show that she wasn’t rattled in the slightest, drained it, then stood. “Thank you for lunch. It was very kind of you to offer,” she said, smiling sunnily, hoping the irony wasn’t lost on him. She was sure it wasn’t.

He stood, too. The dog under the table got up and waddled out, woofing softly. Then they heard a pickup drive up and screech to a halt outside. The dog barked twice. Footsteps took the porch steps several at a time.

Jesse!

“Noah? You here? Where’s Abby?” Jesse called through the open screen door. “She’s not in the trailer. You seen her around?”

Abby looked triumphantly at her prospective brother-in-law across the table. See? He’s a kind, generous man who cares. a great deal for me, just as I said....

“Come on in, Jess. She’s right here.” Noah stepped away from the table and walked to the door just as Jesse pushed it open and walked in. His gaze went swiftly from his brother to her. She smiled.

“Noah gave me some lunch,” she said simply. “Wasn’t that neighborly?”

Jesse beamed. “Hey, that’s great! Well, I got everything done in town—” He took a deep breath and turned to his brother. “Got the license and everything. We’re gonna get married on Friday.”

It was Thursday now. “Tomorrow?” she asked softly, unable to stop herself from a quick, indrawn breath. This was all happening so quickly....

“No, next week. Magistrate was all booked up until then. That okay, Ab?” Jesse looked worried for a moment.

“That’s fine.” She moved over to stand close to Jesse. Noah’s expression was skeptical. She took Jesse’s hand in hers, wishing he didn’t look quite so surprised when she did. “That’ll give me time to get ready. Buy a dress. Do some shopping. Write a few letters home.”

“You finished here? You ready to go back to my place?” Jesse asked.

“Uh-huh.” She glanced at Noah and then hated herself for the blush she felt rising to her cheeks. She knew Jesse only meant that she should come to his place to discuss their plans, maybe have coffee or something. She was a little taken aback by how distant he’d been, physically. He’d done no more than hug her when she got off the bus and hadn’t touched her since.

But that wasn’t what Noah was thinking... knowing him in the Biblical sense, as he’d said. He thought they were going to Jesse’s for some leisurely afternoon sex. She felt more acutely aware of everything she said and did around Noah than she did around Jesse, the man she planned to marry. The man who’d made love to her and who’d fathered the child she carried.

Everything was mixed up; everything was wrong.

“You going to the Dexters’ anniversary on Saturday?” Noah asked his brother. “Mona will be expecting you.”

Jesse smiled at her. “Sure am. Gonna introduce Abby to all the folks.”

“The Dexters?” Abby asked. “Who are they?”

“Oh, just some neighbors, Ab,” he replied, glancing at his brother. “Old Man and Old Lady Dexter been married fifty years and some of the family got up a surprise party for ‘em. At the community hall. We’re invited. Noah, too.”

“I see.” Abby smiled in return. “I’m looking forward to it. Shall we go now, Jesse?”

“Yeah. Let’s go.” Holding her fiancé’s hand, Abby left the kitchen, feeling completely silly about everything that had taken place there. She couldn’t help imagining she felt the heat of Noah’s gaze on them all the way to Jesse’s pickup, but she’d be damned if she’d look back to see if she was right.

And she didn’t. She’d finished looking back when she left South Dakota.