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chapter 11

B.E.T.A.A.H.F. V.2

Beyond Earth Time, at a Higher Frequency

Visit 2

Author’s Note

We could have mentioned this at your first glimpse of the higher-frequency realm, but Deuce was having such fun that we hated to interrupt. We do want to preface this visit, however, with the following points of clarification.

“Heavenly” beings live at a much higher frequency, and although their bodies may be recognizable in a somewhat-earthly form, they do not possess the same physical attributes. Their senses and perception are very different, allowing for a different awareness. Thoughts produce immediate results and are undisguisable, unlike earthly cerebrations which are often concealed with considerable finesse. Everyone shares an energy link, enabling instant “communication” and understanding without words, as well as the ability to be at multiple “locations” simultaneously. Time and space are artificial human constructs which do not exist at heavenly frequencies. With that in mind, heaven becomes not as much a place, or physical location, as it is a state of consciousness. For the purposes of this story, we have given the characters, including God, more “human” characteristics than they actually have, just to be able to write about them in terms that we all understand. Most of your contemporary religions have anthropomorphized God, reducing the divine essence to an entity with human behavior, which is artificially limiting. Our intent is for you to realize that God is far beyond any human characterizations, more like an energy field of absolute, unconditional love. The dialogue that we attribute to God is a storytelling convenience only. Likewise, although we characterize heaven as a higher frequency—a higher level of consciousness, if you will—some human terms descriptive of space and time are unavoidable.

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Deuce was ready for a change. “Enough of this English country manor stuff,” he conceded. “I’ve had quite enough of castles, horseback riding, and life in the country. It’s time for something totally different…I think I would like to be a woman for a while! I’ve always wondered what that would feel like,” he grinned somewhat mischievously, as he began the imago process.

Let’s see…how about a nice, sunny beach on a warm tropical island? Crystal clear water, pure white sand…oh, it feels so good between my toes! What color should my hair be? Hmmm…they say blondes have more fun, but also call them ‘dumb blondes’. Maybe the two go hand in hand. Ok, I’ll give it a shot. Shoulder length, slightly wavy blond hair—that’s good! And the skin? Gotta be golden tanned, like I swim in the ocean regularly, right? Have to be athletic—slim, fairly tall, and in excellent shape. Hmmm…speaking of shape, may as well go for the gusto! I’d like about a 40-24-36 figure with big luscious breasts, a slim waist, and nicely curving hips! It’s hard to imagine breasts being too big…I wonder if 40 inches is enough? Don’t want to topple over in the sand, though. 40’s probably ok. Just so they jiggle when I walk and show lots of cleavage when I bend over. Always wondered what that would feel like! I’m sure I would like to run in the surf, though, so they can’t weigh me down too much!

Of course, I’ll be topless—if you’ve got it, flaunt it, right? For now, I think I’ll just be lying in a beach lounger, watching the waves. It can be one of those European-type beaches too, even on an island. I want a fair number of men and women around to impress with my body, though. A gorgeous, topless tanned babe should do the trick for that! I’d like to feel a little sexually titillated too…get a little buzz goin’ here!

Guess I’ll need some tiny bikini bottoms—maybe just a string around my waist and between my buttocks with a little triangle of tropical orange-and-yellow fabric in front. Of course my vaginal area will be completely shaved—I know that wasn’t “in” when I was on Earth, but hey, it is now, so why not?—with just a small triangle of very white skin covered by my teeny bikini! Ummm…I’m getting excited already! I’ll have on shades and some sort of beach hat, no doubt drinking a piña colada as well…maybe my second or third…becoming even more loose now. I’ll slowly slip my hand under my bikini and begin to stroke myself just a little. Wow! That feels better than I imagined it would! Ummmm…I start to feel the juices flow and taste them on my finger—oh, this is good! An intoxicating mixture of sexual juices and coconut oil! The sun is warm…I close my eyes, listen to the surf, run my fingers back under my bikini, and just savor the sensations. With my eyes shut, I fantasize about a tall, slim, heavily tanned surfer walking up beside me. I know he’s watching, but that just adds to the pleasure. I stroke myself rhythmically now and gently moan as he kneels down beside me. He leans over and sucks on my erect nipples, grasping each breast alternately, kneading them like pastry dough between his fingers, and bends down to further tantalize my nipples with his tongue and lips. Oh my god, the sensations from my groin are indescribable! I arch my back and moan with pleasure—my fingers stroke faster and faster. I’m going to come…I’m coming!…

“Deuce!”

“Oh, what’s that? Just at the absolute pinnacle of ecstasy! Who’s calling my name? Uh-oh…”

Deuce’s awareness was suddenly filled with the presence of God. This probably doesn’t look too good, he thought to himself, realizing his somewhat-compromised position, but then he remembered…everything is good here. There’s nothing wrong with sex or physical pleasure—it’s part of our very nature! he reassured himself, still struggling to break some of his old earthly misconceptions about sex, and most certainly about the fear of God. He had learned here that all of creation was good, harmonious, and that God was nothing other than the energy of pure love—never judgmental or vindictive as anthropomorphically portrayed by many earthly religions.

Communication at the higher frequency was different as well. It came more through thoughts and intuition than actual physical speech, as the spiritual beings there were not the same as physical beings on Earth. There were no vocal chords to articulate sounds and no “ears” per se to receive them. Sense organs were unnecessary, as were physical bodies in the earthly sense. The energy of light and sound circulated freely with no need for translation.

Deuce sensed that God wished to communicate with him, and messages began to flow between them.

“Deuce, it seems you’re having quite a good time there—sorry to interrupt!”

“Well, timing could have been a bit better! How may I be of assistance?”

“I know that you haven’t been here very long, and your transition was a difficult one. I also recall that there were things on Earth that you really wanted to see through to their conclusion, especially your research. The timing of your accident was most unfortunate.”

“Indeed it was. Just on the verge of another breakthrough with K2. Lots of suffering on Earth without that bit of knowledge. I do see that a few of their scientists are beginning to get it now, though.”

“Yes, the lower frequency and the need for ‘time’ there seems to slow things down a bit, at least in their perception. It’s hard not to feel concerned in the interim, though.”

“I completely agree. The needless suffering bothers me a lot, so I’m sure it must be magnified many times over for you.”

“Yes. I have given them all that they need for health and joy, yet they just struggle so to realize it. They have advanced greatly in technology, especially information technology, but their diets have suffered as a result. I gave them beautiful bodies, and now they are almost all overweight and unsightly. They don’t exercise much anymore as a rule. The food they eat is not what I intended, and they suffer from needless diseases, resulting in poorly functioning bodies with unattractive appearances. Surely you, of all beings, can understand that! If they could realize that they are a part of me—that their destiny is nothing less than pure enlightenment and bliss…”

“They are an ignorant lot for sure,” Deuce interrupted. “Brilliant in some areas, but completely off course in others, particularly their own health, and what it takes to maintain their gift of life. They’ve made you into some sort of cosmic judge, taking sides with first one group, and then another. Honestly, I think it’s the human ego that’s the problem—puffing itself up, thinking it’s so important, so knowledgeable, and not realizing its connection to you and to all creation, really. Believe me, I suffered from that a lot there. I never really understood even a fraction of your love for me, or the potential that I had, if I had just let you express yourself through me, rather than struggling so hard on my own limited power. If I knew then what I know now, I could have done so much more with my life there!”

“Sadly, that is so often the case…”

Deuce felt a pause in the energy flow here. He sensed a certain sadness emanating from God’s essence—actually more like an empathy for the human condition. He suddenly felt a bit anxious, as if something very important was about to be transmitted to him. Then the ‘communication’ continued.

“Deuce, how would you like to go back to Earth for a while?”

KABOOM!!!! There is was, the bomb exploded! Deuce just knew that something big was coming. Now it was in his awareness…. God could use his help back on Earth again! Hmmm…a second chance? Really?

God sensed his surprise and uncertainty. “Remember your observations about the human condition—how different things would be if they only sensed my love for them, and realized their potential as creations in my image? I don’t do this often, but I would like to offer you the opportunity to go back there with that knowledge and effect a fundamental change on Earth. Doesn’t that sound like a bigger challenge than just lying on the beach here, and well, you know…pleasuring yourself?”

“Hmmmm…a bigger challenge maybe, but not near as much fun!” Deuce winked, hastening to add, “Just kidding!—I do love this new female body I’ve just imagined, though, and wow, what a sensation that was…”

“Deuce!”

“Sorry, sorry. Lost myself there for a minute. I have to say, though, those sensations I just experienced as a woman…Voilà! Fantastica!”

“And you’re just beginning to realize all the pleasures and joys of my creation! How about this, Deuce? What if I send you back to Earth as a woman—a very sensuous, yet highly intelligent woman? How about that?”

Deuce halted the flow of communication for a moment to regroup. “You’re kidding, right? Back to Earth as a woman? Really? A woman?” he repeated, obviously mulling the thought over in his mind. “And just when I was starting to enjoy it here…a woman, huh? Well, I guess that would be a different experience for sure—might even be fun! I do love my new body and how much pleasure it gives me. These breasts…these hips…”

“deuce!”

“Sorry! No hiding your thoughts and feelings here, that’s for sure! The woman thing is certainly a big draw, AND, I do want to finish my research, BUT…I’m certainly no preacher! Aside from that, dropping back to that low Earth frequency? Ugh! All that waiting, space and time issues, suffering, doubt, fear, sense of separation, and IGNORANCE that’s rampant down there! I just don’t know if I could do it again!”

“Deuce, Deuce…you still haven’t progressed too far! Surely you realize now that you are part of me, and that I am the essence of love. It’s not all about YOU! It’s about letting my love fill your consciousness and bringing the message back to Earth about who I am, who each person really is, and what life is all about. Isn’t that a big-enough challenge for you?”

If Deuce had still been in his human body, rest assured his cheeks would have been rosy red right about then. No embarrassment here, though. Everything was good. No experience was diminishing in any way. Quite the contrary. All choices led to an ever-unfolding expansion of consciousness and progression toward unity with the God energy. He continued his communication now, with full awareness of that reality.

“Would I have to go through the whole birth thing again? I just don’t think I can deal with the nine-month water balloon stuff even one more time. And that’s not the worst of it—look what they did to Jesus when you sent him down there! Crucified him one minute, and the next, hailed him as your Son! You know, if I let on how things really are, the same religious people will be so threatened that I could suffer a similar fate! And what will they call me after I’m gone—your DAUGHTER?”

“They do seem to be a hardheaded lot there on Earth, Deuce, you’re right about that. I’ve given them everything they need to be joyful and to learn about love, but they keep wanting to make me into one of them—judgmental, vindictive, giving some rewards and others punishment—you know the routine. I have asked many heavenly beings to help them—Krishna, Siddhartha, Jesus, and Muhammad just to name a few—but the impact hasn’t been as great as I had hoped. The humans inevitably start worshipping the messenger and miss the full message. Before long they have turned my words into yet another factious, exclusive, myopic sort of religion, where the believers are accepted and all others excluded and threatened with eternal damnation, all of which is the absolute antithesis of my nature! I created each of them as part of me, in hopes that they would use their earthly environment to grow their spiritual stature and learn the power of love and unity. Instead, they organize into little countries or religions and attack one another, often spending more on defending themselves than they do on their own well-being. Besides that, their technology has completely devastated the Earth, poisoned their natural resources, disrupted their food chain, and caused that epidemic of obesity and disease that we were just talking about. If I were human, I would be quite discouraged with it all!”

“Precisely my point!” Deuce responded. “Why would I want to return to that mess? If they’re not killing themselves with all their bombs and weapons, they’re doing it with their Bibles and Korans, or worse yet, their own knives and forks! Their greedy corporations have become so powerful that there is now very little leadership with any integrity. I’ll bet there aren’t a thousand people on the entire planet that really get your message of love and abundance. They will, of course, once they reach a higher vibrational state, but it’s a shame that all that opportunity on Earth has been largely wasted. AND if they’re not busy attacking and killing one another, they sit mesmerized, watching all their ridiculous, competitive sporting games, literally worshipping those with the greatest athletic prowess! You really want me to go back to that? I doubt that they would pay one bit of attention to me, and most likely attack me in some sort of reprehensible fashion!”

“That is a distinct possibility, Deuce, but I can’t just let them suffer in ignorance. It’s my nature to keep trying and to show them that their essence is love. I want to overcome their sense of separation from me—from the divine essence in each one of them—and reach a new awareness of the richness and beauty of all life. With all the communication networks they have created, the time is perfect for a quantum increase in global consciousness, and YOU could be the catalyst. Just look at the good the others did in spite of their negative reception by the religious leaders of their day. They had NONE of the communication technology that would be available to you, yet look at how their influence has continued! Those four men alone, rightly or wrongly, are still worshipped by millions. Think of what you and I could do together now, Deuce!”

“Well, I could certainly improve the nutritional habits of the planet, that’s for sure. I regret that I couldn’t finish my research on K2, because I know how important it is to human health. They’re catching on to vitamin D there now, but K2 is its kissing cousin, so to speak. I do think that I could do a better job of allowing you to work through me than I did before, but how much of all this will I actually remember?”

“As a rule, very little. The transition in vibrational frequency to the Earth’s level makes all you have experienced in this state largely inaccessible. Every now and then someone breaks through the barrier and is able to maintain some sort of communication with this side. What usually remains of your experience here is mostly what they call intuition—a sort of gut feeling that you’re on the right path. That’s the challenge of the Earth frequency, which is why people there just need to let my energy work through them. Their religious systems, cultural beliefs, and self-generated sense of separation all usually work against that process. I see that some spiritual leaders are emerging that finally seem to get it—that everything is connected and that I am a part of each and every aspect of my creation. If they could just stop fearing me long enough to trust me, Earth would be a much better environment. I think you could help with that. You don’t seem to be affected much by anything other than your own thinking, which, in a way, is a good thing—at least as long as your thinking is on track, that is!”

“Well, I am pretty much my own person, and I am a kind of universalist, which I think is what you must be looking for. I intensely dislike the little exclusivity games that most religions play. Since I’ve been here, I have learned to open my heart and to trust my feelings more. I also know now that I am a divine, eternal being because of that spark of you within me. I’m pretty sure that has been ingrained in my cells enough here that I won’t forget that. If you will stick with me down there, maybe we could pull off your plan. I know I’m going to need some help, though.”

“I am always there, Deuce. Always available to each and every person, if they would just seek my presence. It’s easy to get distracted on Earth—easy to follow the wrong path, and more difficult to quiet the ego long enough to hear me speak. You do have a robust ego, which would be my greatest fear putting you back there. Your energy and drive, though, could make a huge impact, if you can remember to maintain an open channel to my guidance. As for the birth concern, I can let you bypass that. There is a situation there that will soon develop into a golden opportunity for your entrance, if you are willing to do it. There are also several people who would be within your circle of friends who could help in areas that you are the weakest.”

“Well, it’s obvious that you want me to go and equally obvious that they are in dire straits there on Earth. Give me a little while to mull that over. It is such a paradise here that it’s very difficult to even think about leaving, even for just a moment, which I know this would only be, in the grand scheme of things. I have enjoyed putting my own ego aside and letting you fill me with your presence. That is truly heaven. I just hope that I can maintain that on Earth!”

“That’s always the challenge, Deuce. You think about it, and we’ll communicate again soon. Fair enough?”

“Yes, and I do feel the love that you have for all your creation there on Earth. It is a powerful motivator, even for me. You know that I will be willing to give it a go if you want me to—I really couldn’t do otherwise, after all you have done for me. Just give me a little while to get used to the idea, and you can fill me in on more of the details later. I must have the opportunity to finish my research, though—that’s a big motivator for me to return!”

“No problem, I can manage that. Now, you can get back to whatever I interrupted. I believe you were mentioning ‘coming’ or something like that!”

A blush of sorts managed to return to Deuce’s cheeks, but only momentarily, as her hand slipped down once again between her legs. Ah, this is heaven! she moaned to herself as her mind quickly drifted back to her new body and those incredible new sensations! Earth was back to being a distant bad dream…at least for now.