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Who Am I Kidding?

Here I am sitting by myself

once again

Who am I kidding when I say to myself

that I don’t want or need anyone

Everyone I know thinks that I am strong

and independent and that I never

ask for help of any kind from them,

If they only knew what I was going through

they wouldn’t believe it, not about me,

not Loreal.

I wonder why I am so proud

and why am I so conscientious about my wants

and needs. And asking for help.

I don’t think I’m better than any of them

I just don’t like to ask for help

I don’t like feeling unworthy of my own happiness

and I believe that I am a good and loving person

and that I will make the best of what life

throws at me, I always have and I always will

overcome even my darkest times,

I just wish that sometimes I would reach out

for help.