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Dear Maggie, good morning, my morning star, I hope you had a quiet night? I slept very well, my days were just beginning, but it made more sense when I started with you. I'm sorry the internet cut our conversation last night, although I have a lot to tell you. However, I would never tire of sharing my deepest feelings with the feelings of my heart. It has helped us to stay in touch, to be happy, to open up to each other, to be a means of comfort and to put ourselves in the foreground. Yes, that was my wish, I would never deny your love. If you wrote to me, it means a lot. I felt your sincerity, your feelings, your heartbeat, in some places I saw your smiling cheeks, the look in your eyes eager to be together. Yes, when I wrote to you, I never stopped, you knew that you weren't alone. It made us concentrate, it brought us closer, it strengthened us every day.

You made me feel special. I was your only one. You made me think that I was the star in the sky that illuminated your life. When I was near you, you hold me in your arms. You felt like an angel in the sky because you kept telling me how much you love me. You always illuminated my heart with what you did and what you said. When we spent the moment together, my happiness was completely reflected. In fact, true love would grow stronger every day, I said, because you were the true fact of that love. At the beginning of each day, the time spent in each other's hearts would become more meaningful and richer.

I love you so much, you were indeed the love of my life. It was difficult for me to explain my feelings. I've never felt anything like it. Who would have thought that I was still so emotional and romantic ... Lol ...? Now I laughed at myself, you changed me completely, you made me believe in love again, even though I don't think you would run away anymore. You were always by my side; I don't know how to pay you. Without your love and support, I didn't know what I would do. You were the most loving, compassionate, and magical woman I have ever met. You were an amazing woman, a "classic" like you, I know we should all be happy. You would dream of becoming true, I want to be your husband, lover, guardian, best friend, spend the rest of my life with you ... everything you could do made you happy, met you. There was only one man who wanted to make you a smiling man. I've never been so happy in my life. I was very happy, beautiful, very peaceful and thank you for entering my life and the life of Esther. I was proud of you all the time and you were slowly taking my breath away. You were a very strong person. We were powerful in many ways, which was really cool. We understood each other and felt. If you were hurt, I was hurt too. I was also very happy when you were happy. I love you very much, I never want to lose you I have put you in my heart now and forever, and my love and my life had been given to you.

I would start my day now, but I would assure you of my safety as always. At the same time, I wish you the best of luck on Monday. Your day could be fruitful. At the same time, you informed me in good time about the news from Lawrence C. Please did the necessary things when I was absent. I think you could handle it perfectly. But I would try to contact you so that I can follow the progress of things. Now I gave you a sweet kiss and my strong arms.

Your love, husband.

Dear Tom, thank you for your email, you touched my heart so deeply. I was ready to be your wife, lover, protector, best friend. I wasn't happy without you. I was very happy when you spoke to me. You gave me a song I want ... even though we were strangers but soon became friends, you told me that you loved me, I felt the same way ... Please make sure you are safe forever.

Your Maggie.

Tuesday, 04.07.2017

Dear Maggie,

I hope you slept well last night. My days have started, but I had to send you a short poem so that you could start a new day and know how important you were to me. I want you to smile.

Woke up in the blue sky and looked at each other, I know everything was fine.

Feel your warm arms and let my morning peak. I know that everything was wonderful.

I took a sip of coffee and looked at your eyes full of life, happiness, love and surprise. I know that everything was wonderful.

I heard the words on your lips (love), the people who Kisses me in the morning, I know that everything was wonderful.

I don't know what you're doing. But every act ... made me love you more. Good morning, you were my only one. A true love, you were my morning sun that rose from a height. On my daily journey you were my light, full of hearts in all aspects.

Because nobody else liked me that way. How did you awaken my sins, my goods were born for you? Nobody would be so loving and caring for me.

You bloomed like a flower in my garden forever.

This was the poem I wrote for you.

Because for those who appreciated it, you could choose a flower because my heart was eternal. If I took you on a new day, my love would always be yours because you would never go away.

I tried to contact you now via FB. So, when you played the piano, you let us share ... smile. I love you; I have always encouraged you to write because this was one of the best things that I expressed in your heart. I know how much you cared. When you left the computer, I was all you needed because you were the only one in my heart that kept me going. I love you with my whole heart. Nobody, I repeated, nobody compared to you. I wish you a good job. If you missed me and I wasn't here, please checking my information. When you read it was the way I was next to you. I love you. Bye, husband.

Dear Tom, after reading your email, your words touched my heart. I read it over and over again. My heart rhythm was too fast. Your words had warmed my heart. I was very happy to start my day. Tom, thank you for coming to me and loving me.

When you wake up in the morning or rest in the evening, you know that your love was there and you accompanied it to the end. When you think about the memories we shared earlier. Did you think about the future and there was more? When you look at my photos, I hope you smile because I was in your life. When you left work, I want you to think and know that you weren't alone. When you saw us, I hugged you tight? I would smile and tell you that I love you so much. To be strong, Tom, I knew you could and would always do because when it's over your life will be full of blessings and love. Kisses.

Your Maggie.

Dear Esther, this is Maggie. I got your information from your father Tom. I had no experience of mother-child relationships, which I found complicated because the mother seemed to be the role model for the daughter. When she woke up and saw that other women lived differently, she decided to imitate her mother or other important influences in her life. She could look down on her mother and think that other women are doing much better. Of course, she wasn't a grown woman, so she didn't understand her mother's challenges and decisions. Only if she became a woman herself could she fully appreciate her mother.

Ok, your father told me that you tried to write something for me and sent it to me, but everything had returned. OK, you knew, firstly, I was very happy to meet you, my daughter, and secondly, I was concerned that it could not be successfully broadcast. So, I asked your father to email me and I wrote to you first, then it would be an easy solution. Okay, Esther, after getting your picture of your father, I decided to love you even though I've never met you before. You were the key factor, let me accept your father and go to his heart. Before I came here to speak to you, I asked your father, "What identity should I speak as a sister, mother or friend?" He told me as a mother. Yes, if you could accept me, I would like to be your mother. I love you, my daughter Esther. If you wanted, you could share everything with me in school, relationship with classmates, emotions in your heart ...

Your mother, Maggie.

Dear Maggie, good morning, did you have a quiet night break? I missed you all night, but the dawn had always been incredible, I was looking for your face.

I laughed at myself after writing in Chinese. I hope it makes sense to you (smile). This was a way to show you what I would do to make you happy in my special way. No matter what happened and how long we separated, you would always be in my heart. Today I had to write to you and try to calm the feelings that had a big impact on me. One could not explain the painful consequences of love, which may have been more difficult than love itself. Missing one person meant seeing other people up close, touching the desire and repeating certain moments to restore the situation that strengthened our soul. Your presence lit up the room, love burned for you in my heart, that was a feeling that I could not survive.

I had to tell you how much I miss you today, how much I want to bring you to me, hold your hand, feel your breath, see your eyes. I miss these simple things. But since they sounded so simple, they wouldn't come true until you approached. I hope I would experience these delightful feelings again soon; I was yours. I love you deep in my heart. What made me sad, the only thing that made me sad was that we never met, but I wouldn't go into details because I know that all events in the entire universe would bring us together.

You taught me the meaning of love and being loved. As I wrote, tears ran down my cheeks because of your love. There was a time when I wanted to know if I should get so much love. Why did you love me so, but so far from me? You were the most beautiful, passionate and soulful person I have ever met. I love you because you were what I loved you more because you weren't. I undoubtedly loved you with all my heart. True love would never be given up, but you couldn't forget anything, you couldn't see anything, but your feeling of how you couldn't hear, but how did you understand not to let go when you were faced with challenges, how strong you were. You were my soul mate, you made my dreams come true, from now to the end I gave you my heart and soul. I promise you; I would never hurt you with words, violence or behavior.

I would leave it because I was very emotionally attached to you now. I hope you had a productive working day. Please remember to tell me after receiving the message from Mr. Lawrence C. I had all the strength to make myself a man, I love you. Took my hand, never let me go, because I wouldn't go without you. Didn't forget to eat today and stayed healthy because I needed you all. Your husband.

Dear Tom, you were so pretty. I want everything you sent me. I want to be your motivation and everything in between. I want to be the reason for your smile. I want to be the person you look up to and the person you want. The voice in your heart told you everything you need. I want to tell you that there are enough solutions to solve the different ups and downs of life. I hope you woke up every morning and needed me during the day. After your day was so tired, I want to feel your excitement. I need and want you all because only you could spend the rest of your life with me. I loved you more day by day. You wished me a good life. I need you all because my most valuable title was your wife. Assured me that you were safe and taking care of yourself. I love you, Tom. Enclosed my photos and

calligraphy. Your Maggie.

Maggie: Hello, after speaking to you this morning, I sat here alone and closed my eyes. A breeze blew in my face. I looked around and enjoyed the gentle and gentle rhythm of God. The trees were in full bloom. When the sun rose and a new day started, I sat quietly and started to pray. Dear God, please take care of my life and keep my daughter Esther and Tom safe. Give me hope and keep going, let me know you are around. Let me be strong and full of love, because love can overcome all fears. God replied: I am with you. I will never leave or throw you away, I am in your heart, I will be your guide. I will tell you how you can overcome life's difficulties and strengthen your heart.

I would be with you forever. I would never leave you. The sun would shine again, enjoy today's life and all the blessings associated with it. I love you, Tom.

Sunday, 09.07.2017

Hello Maggie, a nice weekend greeting from Esther. I was very happy that I could call you - “mother” like your daughter. I was very happy about your letter, but I had too much homework at school. I couldn't do anything other than homework. Papa told me a lot about you, he sent me your photos. Did he send you some photos of me? Mom, you look gorgeous, I want your glasses. I hope you could buy me a pink and I could mate with you if we go out together. Thank you for joining my father's life and my life. I was more excited than my father. I told my friends and showed you your photos. I want to be your daughter and best friend. I know that father would protect both of us because he took care of you. Papa always said that you are a special person, I want to be like you. I always made sure we were like a daughter and a mother, but Papa always promised me this time. Please didn't leave us, my father and I would never leave you. I was very happy, I know that you were also very happy, I love you too, now I could write to you, I would write more letters, please make sure that you always write to me and that you and Papa would come very soon and take me Home. I want to be with you, I want to learn your language and I heard the piano. I could play a little, I could learn everything you wanted to teach me. I love you, mother, now I had to think about what I wanted to tell you next time. Please pray, this time you received this message, please write to me again. Esther.