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Saturday, June 10th, 2017

Hello Maggie, I read your message on Facebook and was so excited. You cannot quantify the measure of happiness that I have deep inside of you. You are indeed a blessing, because every moment I feel stressed and tired from a frustrating day, you are always the special reason that gives me a cool smile. No regrets since I met you, instead of my appreciation grows day by day. Where have you been all my life? Sometimes I wonder why I took so long. I would not have forgiven myself, if I am negligent, I lose you to someone else who does not value you as much as I do. But now that I know how sweet your love can be and will be, I will show my sincere appreciation every day. I'm missing the words right now; I just hope you have a picture of that feeling that I have deep inside of you. I love you and I need you to be completely happy that we find each other. Please do not be afraid of love, because the greater harm comes when we deny it or try to run away from it. Love is magical and satisfying, if found, an individual should make sure she retains it. I want to keep you, because I adore and respect your every touch, statement, feelings, even unsaid words and expressions in your eyes and heart.

Ok, I do not want to give you too much, so I think I should stop here and then return to Facebook to find you. But the truth is, I can express myself better here than on Facebook. That's why I always come here to check if there is any news from you, and to express myself in the same way. I really love you, Maggie, I love you unconditionally, I want to share my life with you and live with you. Please hold my hand and make sure you do not let go of my hand, and I will not let go of your hand.

Hoping that this message finds you in peace, I'll blow you a sweet kiss and a gentle embrace. Bye, Tom.

Sunday, June 11th, 2017

Hello love, how did you go on Sunday? I think you had a quiet night and a sweet dream. I remember you said the same thing today. I know you had to play the piano. I think of a love song. Did my thought hit your heart? Did you see the smile on my face from afar? Do you know we found each other? Was there a reassuring smile? Ok, you didn't have to tell me. I had my own worries. My ears were wide open and when I noticed a warm smile fell on my cheek, why did you play? I know you play there. You were really cute and brought snacks into my soul that I had never seen before. Thank you for all of this, it means a lot to me, I prefer all the luck you brought me.

I wrote a special poem for you.

When the sun rose slowly in the morning, when I woke up from a sleepless night, I felt how much I missed you, it was burning.

I tried to focus on other things but it didn't work.

I still miss you with a deep longing.

I've been with you all day and haven't fled.

I stumbled blindly without realizing the surroundings.

Without you there was no meaning, no color, no shape, no words to create full meaning, no smell.

My heart ached, I missed you very much, my feelings were so sad.

When the sun slowly set at night, I still only think of you.

I miss you so much; I always miss you.

You were my love, which meant that you were everything.

I am very happy to be with you, all the feelings that I could not hide.

You were always in my heart and we couldn't stand the pain when we were separated.

No woman was as special as you.

I hope you found out my opinion about yourself.

My feelings would always be true.

I couldn't describe how much I cared.

If you need me, I would be there forever.

If you were sad, I would wipe your tears.

If you had moved, I would make you happy.

Please give me the chance to be your hero, I wouldn't make you regret because I wanted to share with you better than both of us.

I would never be a real man.

If I hid it from you, it would hurt me even more.

Ok, I would go to FB later to find you because I need some time ... I took a deep breath and it was really refreshing and I was able to express my own ideas. Bye, Tom.

Tuesday, June 13th, 2017

Hello Maggie, I hope your working day would not be so tight? My main occupation was because of the events in the region. Until the moment I told you, you were close to me because I put you in my head. Thank you for the admonition and opened my heart tonight. This was the best relationship to share everything without hiding secrets or anything. I could reply to your message from any sentence I shared. I promise you from the start and I would never refuse you anything. So, you always remembered that my thoughts and thoughts were open to you when you felt the influence of my facial expression. Love was a leap to find happiness and reality. I was the happiest person tonight because now I saw that I always felt a little bit of my feelings when I sat in front of you and wrote a letter or a messenger. Thank you for using that particular phrase ... "I love you." That means everything to me. If you send love out, love would always come back to you. True love, they said they would never return to the void, but they would only understand and find the way to return.

About defining our relationship ... Well, I hope you had this in mind tonight. "The best friendship is your best friend." I want to be your best friend, your companion, your husband, your lover and what you had. No gift could be more valuable than the gift listed. As you said, you are Esther's best friend who is dearest to us because we all needed it, Esther and I. She needs the warmth of her mother, best friend and companion, more like a sister or brother she has never had before. That means everything to you and me. The price of happiness could not be quantified or expressed in words. I hope you could see my heartbeat so quickly at that moment and I tried to express my deepest feelings tonight. In the sacrifice of life, it was the crown of partnership and undying love.

About your current relationship ... Obviously you broke up. This was the struggle for what you wanted, what made you special and happy. What was life without happiness, what was an unsatisfied relationship? You may not find a clear reason to be honest or a reality for him. Perhaps this was an opportunity for you to wait for this brave step. I would help you make every decision you made in this area so you were never alone. A relationship shouldn't have triggered what you did to that person at a certain point. There was reason to believe that everyone had a special person. About you, you had worked for over 30 years, that was the least problem we encountered. I was also a simple and patient person with vision and life goals. I couldn't be satisfied with that. When it came to my luck, I always followed this process. No time to wait for true love. A brave person would experience the worst things and follow a course that was most important to him. I hope and want to be your lover because you were right. What I wanted to ask was to give me the chance to take your hand and never let go.

I want to treat you well. I think you may always need a man who does everything. I want to love you as always. I hope you had a shoulder that you can rely on easily, that you can rely on, all your tears wiped away the best gift. I know that I was not perfect because you, I want to express the ideal state of our love. It was difficult for me to write down everything you gave me. How could I start writing down the love I knew? Did you let me describe what you gave me because text wasn't enough presents? I know that love had to flee at all ages and places, so there was no reason to tremble because life on earth had only a brief moment, a precious moment. I found that with you. Let me step into your life that has brought you more happiness than life. You have touched my life so deeply; You helped me laugh and knew me. I felt like I was looking for what my whole life and life expectancy really meant.

I would always be grateful for the extraordinary gift that we just shared. Deep in the heart, through the bond of love you would always have a place in my heart. And your meeting showed me how precious and fragile love was. I was ready for you. Time would prove everything; it was better than in your previous life. I couldn't imagine life without your touch and a warm hug, but I know that one day the distance between us wouldn't matter because I would be by your side. Before that, I want you to know that things behind us and things in the future were tiny things compared to what we had inside us. I know that life seems to be one fight after another. Our landscape was constantly changing, but one thing was constant ... my love for you. Please don't be angry with what life has done for us because it was the first time in my life that I was free. I just want to assure you that I was with you. I think I said more than enough in these five paragraphs and if you read it, I would allow you to digest it. Please think carefully, I hope you had the courage and the positive attitude towards this course. In the struggle for love and what we want, there was great faith, great effort and great faith. If it was worth fighting for, why didn't you do your best? I was deeply in love with you, I hope tomorrow we will live for another morning and plunge into this adventure ... Let me give you a reason why I would give you the nickname "treasure". At that moment I had to go on patrol. I hope you had a smile on your face when you put it down. The life they said was full of difficult decisions, which means the life of those who took this courageous step. I would give you a warm kiss and pray for you in my heart, I would definitely return at dawn. I love you with a perfect heart, nothing could change it. Bye, Tom.

Thursday, 15.06.2017

Good morning, I hope you had a good night's sleep and a dream from us. My dream was short but very pleasant because I had you in mind. It felt like before; your feelings have always been exceptionally calm. It made me happy. I know there was a sea between us, I hope it wasn't true. Every day when I got up, I tried to be with you. Even though there was a big thing between us, you were always in my head, in my heart, every night under the stars, I prayed that the day would never break. If my eyes were closed, if I were singing and dancing a love song, if I was checking my emails, I would think of you. If I were to sleep in the loneliness of the room and have a good dream, I would definitely think of you. I know that we would meet soon and spend the wonderful moments that we all wanted in this area, as well as little Esther. I've been waiting for someone like you, now that I've found you, I'd never let you go. I loved you unconditionally with a perfect heart. I just want you to hold my hand and make sure you never hurt my heart. You were my dream, so I would do anything to protect our interests and the families we wanted to share. I was a loyal person and I hope that this relationship could be better.

I wrote a poem for you.

Love was not always a love letter.

Love wasn't just poetry and love.

Love wasn't just a leap out of the blue.

Love didn't just throw stones at your window.

Love wasn't just a walk in the park.

Love wasn't just a spark.

Love wasn't just over.

Love wasn't just to believe in fate.

Love wasn't just a song.

Love wasn't just a late night.

Love didn't just endure your fall.

Love wasn't just about giving you flowers.

Love wasn't just with you 24 hours a day, 7 days a week.

Love wasn't just love.

Love wasn't everything.

Love was often these little things.

Love was watching you while you sleep.

Love made your heart beat faster.

It was love to remove your hair from your face.

Love made you feel different.

Love was little magical things.

Love was something special that two people shared.

It was love staring at your eyes.

Love was when you cried, I'm holding you.

Love was to share the conversations.

Love was about your needs.

Love was the touch of great feelings and romance.

Love was you want tomorrow.

Love was the only thing you give

Love was to help each other grow.

Love has been waiting for you through thick and strong.

Now I would attend an emergency meeting and then patrol. Please don't forget to make an appointment with your doctor today. Please do not take any difficult things and temporarily interrupt your yoga until your shoulders feel better. You didn't overwork, did you remember the food? I hope you enjoy reading these notes. This was a deep spiritual expression. I took the time to write it as a poem. Nothing was more important to me than you. I like everything about you and the good relationship that we shared. I promise to stay safe, okay ... I would kiss you now, please take care. I love you; You're the best. Your Tom.

Friday, 06 / 16/2017

How did you sleep last night? You couldn't imagine a smile on my lips. I hope your day starts with good grades? No matter what you challenged at work, I hope you had a big smile on your face and knew I had you. I had many challenges and even life-threatening challenges to overcome every day in my life, but when I thought of you and shared good memories, I was always happy and strong and hope to live and see you the day before! We didn't have to wait until everything was fine. We all knew it would never be perfect, but we could make it better and more remarkable. There would always be challenges, obstacles and incomplete conditions. However, this situation should not be torn apart. We needed every step to become stronger and more confident and to work together as a team. Since you entered my life, I felt very comfortable, I would want

to live this feeling again and again.

When I was lonely, I sometimes thought of this saying: It was not difficult for me to fall in love with you. The reason was that you were easily loved because of your beautiful qualities ... your understanding, your patience, your maturity, you were easy to talk to, your care and love. Your qualities pulled me closer and closer to you, I couldn't imagine a day without you because you did my best. The hardest thing was to leave you, but the best I know was when we were together. I longed for that moment.

Mutual help grows together with the soul and the soul. We may be separate now, but my love for you grew day by day. When I was deeply depressed, you were the only one who knew how to comfort me. Because we shared our hearts here, I felt particularly calm, I couldn't stop loving you. I was satisfied with it alone because I know that you would take care of Esther and protect her even if I wasn't there. The best relationship, because I have known for many years that you have never seen this relationship before. That was our story; I hope we could do our best. The meaning of time when I couldn't contact you and felt lonely, I closed my eyes. I think your arms would be wrapped around me, your gentle kiss and your sweet whisper. "I love you, my Tom"

All I needed was to make you and me laugh forever, hug you and share every moment with you. We went to the beach while listening to the beautiful wave of the sea. Drank a bottle when it came to meaning and fun. Today I felt very overwhelmed. According to my schedule, I still had 2 months and 7 days to lay off (retired). How happy I was to see the clock that brought me closer to the day. My eyes would hit your eyeballs in the right place that was mine. I thought about everything we said above, yes, we discussed everything, and I discussed all investment considerations with you because you were more professional because it was your area of expertise. I have respected you more now, you knew how smart and reasonable you are. In fact, a man who found a good woman found a good reason. I felt like a happy man, every time you said something when you opened your mouth I was impressed or when you tapped the phone button to speak to me. It came straight to my mind and there I closed every word in a certain place where no one could take it from me. I would put the pen here ... The patrol I was in was very short, it only took a few minutes. I was resting, now I drank a cup of coffee, I screamed - you wanted to drink with me ... Lol ... roll your eyes. At the same time, there was news that more and more American troops are coming to tackle these Taliban problems. In fact, that was good news, I was very happy the sooner I was going to succeed. I've been listening in the field now; I hope you read this when I came back. I love you, please stay safe and take care of yourself. Your Tom.

Good morning, I love you Tom. Yes, I slept very well. Ok, your words touched my heart. Every time you spoke to me, my heart beat so fast. I felt like a butterfly dancing in the garden. How beautiful my life was! Sometimes I sensed that this was just a dream, maybe I woke up the next morning and everything went away. I said I was just a normal woman; I didn't expect too much from myself because I hope I never hurt you. Of course, I hope to make my dreams come true. God brought me to your side and had to have his good will. Let us look forward to the future together. Knowing that your work was too dangerous, I was worried about you. But when I spoke to you, I had to watch it normally. I was very happy to know that you would retire in just 2 months and 7 days. Do you know that I loved you so much, not just you, but also like my father because you took my heart? I often want to know if you were a love, but after a while of talking you said that you only loved your beloved wife. I was wondering how many loved women you had. You could get my information; Of course, you could get others. You said you want and treat me like a queen. You knew it would touch me like that. You said I was your baby and your pearl. It was an honor. You were also my love and my pearl. As we spoke more and more to each other, we could understand each other better and better. Please allow me to stop now. I was very busy on Friday. Take good care of yourself. I wish you a nice and safe day! Your Maggie.

Tuesday, 20.06.2017

Maggie: Falling in love was one of my biggest feelings. This was an actual chemical process that took place in my heart. All the senses were stronger. When I fell in love with you, the colors looked brighter, the sounds were sweeter and the scent was more intense. Falling in love was really a great feeling. I never said what I felt. Basically, I kept everything secret. But you were different; I want to tell you, believe me, I tried ... my heart had died. Until I met you, my heart was again like the moon and the sun. Love is true. That's how I felt when I looked at you. Take good care of

yourself. Promise you are safe. I love you, Tom

Wednesday, 21.06.2017

Good morning, I hope you slept well and started your day well? I'm fine, not because the situation was better here, but because of you. You were an important reason for my happiness and luck. You were indeed my morning star, my evening moon, my pride, my escort, my best friend and my dream girl. With your support and encouragement to give me everything, you chose me as the man you wanted to spend the rest of your life and accept Esther. If you were to express your deepest thoughts, feelings and the kind of life that you wanted to live with Esther and me, every word from you would be particularly influential. The truth was, I always told you, everyone had a special person, I found you. I made the right decision and let myself be brought to you without remorse. If I wanted to do it again, I would still choose you. I know that I was not perfect, but I want to do the right thing by your side and prove that the world was wrong. You were a sweet soul. I don't want you to be sad about the past. What had happened was now a new stage. We owed all our happiness to our collective efforts and what we wanted in life.

I used this medium to tell you my words again, no matter what challenges I encountered in my daily activities, I would always take care of myself. Until now, life has only been a painful sigh, and love was something I couldn't touch. In some places I thought this was a fairy tale, I only saw it on the side of the novel or what I saw in the film. But then you came and showed that I was completely wrong. Now life had different meanings for me. When I woke up very well, I now had reason to stay active and watch the day. It took me a couple of days to hug you. If you shared it, the life you said was beautiful and I would like to share it with you because we wanted all happiness, simplicity and unity. I hope you have always been positive about what I shared with you because you believed that your heart was real and the reality in your life. Wrote this word in your heart and said it ... "If you worked hard for what you wanted, if not, the fight would come to you, you had to be strong and brave, know when to disappoint or criticize someone , you could do anything, just believe yourself and made something positive out of it. "I never remembered the past; I would never judge you for the past. I had learned to love you little by little. The last thing I had to do was let go of it ... Successful people have a positive eye for life, no matter what is going on around them, they have paid more attention to their success, not to the failure of the past. You had to take the next steps to get closer to your goals and not all the other disturbances that life left for you.

After telling me all of your fears last night, I want to share some things with you. I love you more because I know that you are ready to give up the past and bring unfortunate memories to my new life. There was a reason in my life, and so was you. Therefore, we would unite and fight for love and happiness. I have now left you because I had to take a young colleague to the exercise station. If you could, please write to me, even if I could not answer you immediately, you have thought that I took the time to answer. Your message had stopped me, so it never stopped, especially if you missed me. I didn't care how many letters I received in a day because it would never be too much. I miss you when I left, but I would remember you, so I don't miss you too much and you don't feel. Your lover, husband.

Dear Tom, your words have touched my heart. Loving you was my life's choice, even if the moth burned, I would love you. I've never looked back. I was on the edge. The wind was very fragrant. Blurred my hair. When I was near you, I felt that life was complete. I don't know what to say, but you made my heart beat faster. I promise to think positively and to fight for our happiness, simplicity and unity. Take good care of yourself. Don't forget to eat and relax. Kisses.

Your love, Maggie.