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My family not only sang for truly great ministers of God but also for some ministers who weren’t really serving

Him with their whole hearts. So I saw a lot of holy stuff and a lot of hypocrisy. I didn’t intellectually understand the

difference. But, as most children do, I sensed in my spirit that one was right and the other wrong. And like the world

war that had once darkened my parents’ life, the wrong I saw cast a shadow over mine.

A battle began inside me. Shaken by the good and bad I’d seen existing side-by-side in God’s people, I started to

question the possibility of ever really walking close to Him.

How can the sky be so dark and the stars so bright at the same time? It started out a kid’s question but as the

years passed it became a major spiritual dilemma. Although I would struggle with it for decades, when I finally

found the answer, it would keep me singing for the rest of my life.

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