Читать книгу A Child for Cade - Patricia Thayer - Страница 8

The next morning Cade woke up groggy. He told himself it had been the excitement of the party, of returning home after all these years. He was staying in his old room. Things hadn’t changed much, maybe a fresh coat of paint. The truth was, it had been Abby that robbed him of sleep.

By the time he showered and went downstairs, the family was already in the bright yellow kitchen eating breakfast. Hank sat at the head of the large trestle table, Cade’s brothers, Chance and Travis, in the same places they had occupied years ago.

“Good morning.” Cade took his seat.

“Well, it’s about time you showed your face,” Ella said, giving him a stern look, but her hazel eyes were smiling. The gray-haired woman was still housekeeper at the Circle B.

“Love you, too, Ella,” Cade teased. He took a swallow of coffee from the mug she put in front of him. He sighed, waiting for the caffeine to kick in.

“Gotta get you accustomed to ranch life again,” Hank said.

“In Chicago I’m usually up early because of the stock market.”

“Must be Ella’s cooking you’re trying to avoid,” Hank teased.

“Stop it, old man,” Ella said. “Joy’s been teaching me.”

Cade chuckled, recalling that the Circle B’s housekeeper had never been famous for her cooking. If she didn’t burn the food, it was a good day. “As long as I don’t have to eat my own cooking, it tastes good to me.” He winked at Ella. “It was just a late night.”

“Yeah, quite a party,” Travis said with a smile that didn’t reach his eyes. He quickly looked away to check the pager attached to his belt, then pulled out a cellular phone. He began punching the buttons as he got up from the table and walked into the pantry.

Cade watched his younger brother. There were only a few years’ difference in their ages, but Travis had been in college when he’d left. Now, eight years later, his kid brother was nearly as big he was. And he ran his own company in Houston. Something to do with computer security. Funny, he didn’t really know much about the business his brother had started. It must have been doing well. Travis’s nice clothes and the Rolex on his wrist left little doubt. He had even brought Hank expensive gifts.

So it seemed all three of the Randells had made their way in the world. Too bad their worlds had to be so far apart.

“How was your ride last night?” Chance asked from across the table.

“Good,” Cade said. “And there was plenty of moonlight to find my way back.”

“Wish I’d known,” Hank mumbled. “I would have gone with you. There were way too many people here to suit me. All that fuss over a silly birthday.”

Ella set a plate of bacon and eggs in front of him. “If you’d left, Hank Barrett, I’d have skinned you alive.”

“So would I.”

They turned as Joy Randell walked into the kitchen, carrying her two-month-old daughter, Katie. The petite blonde crossed to Chance and gave him a lingering kiss, then handed him the baby. “She’s been fed and changed.”

“Hi, princess,” Chance crooned to the child, and was rewarded with a smile.

Cade watched the loving exchange with envy. He was still amazed at their story. How Chance had met the widowed Joy Spencer in the abandoned barn of a neighbor. She’d been in labor, and he’d ended up delivering her baby. Not two weeks later, Chance had married her to keep the child from her in-laws. “Who would have thought it? My brother a family man.”

Chance cocked an eyebrow at him. “Don’t knock it, Cade. These two ladies are the best thing that ever happened to me.”

“I didn’t get a bad deal, either,” Joy said as she sat down next to her husband, her bright blue eyes full of love.

Cade had thought that way once, too. His attention turned back to Abby and how beautiful she’d looked last night. She could still make his pulse race. But he knew better than to pursue it. She’d made a fool out of him once, and he wasn’t going to play that game again. No, he’d stay away from Abby Garson.

Travis returned to the table, his expression even more troubled than before. “I need to get back to Houston. There’s a problem…with one of our accounts.”

“Can’t your partner handle it?” Hank asked.

“No.” Travis shook his head. “It’s something I’ve got to do myself.” He checked his watch. “I’ve got to get to the airport as soon as possible.”

“I’ll give you a ride, Trav,” Cade volunteered. “At least we can visit awhile.”

Travis nodded. “Thanks, Cade.” He turned to Hank. “I’m sorry I have to cut this short. I promise to be back soon. Next time maybe I can stay longer.”

Hank’s eyes misted as he stood. “I’m gonna hold you to it, son.” He hugged Travis.

Travis said his goodbyes to the rest of the family, then went upstairs to retrieve his bag. Cade headed outside and waited by the ranch truck. A few minutes later Travis came rushing out the door, along with Ella carrying a straw cowboy hat. “Cade, on your way back would you stop by the Moreau ranch and drop off this hat? Brandon left it here last night.”

No way was he going near that place. Tom Moreau would probably shoot him on sight. “The kid probably has a lot of hats. He’ll never miss it.”

“He’ll miss this one, though. His granddad gave it to him on his birthday—right before he died. Brandon never goes anywhere without it.”

“Tom Moreau died?”

Ella nodded. “About six months ago. Cancer. It’s been rough on Abby and that boy.” She shoved the hat at him. “Now there’s nothing there to scare you off. Or is there?”

Before Cade could answer, Ella hurried back into the house. “She’s got something up her sleeve, and I don’t like it,” he muttered as he and Travis climbed into the cab.

Cade started the engine and took off down the road toward the highway. He glanced across the cab. “I hope there aren’t any problems,” he said, trying to get his brother talking.

His brother jerked his head around. “What?”

“I said, I hope there aren’t any problems with your company.”

Travis shrugged. “There’re always problems.”

Cade didn’t like the sound of that. “Want to talk about it?”

Travis glared at him as he rested one booted foot across the other knee. “I’m not a kid anymore, Cade,” he grumbled.

“Whoa there.” Cade held up a hand. “I was only offering some help. If you don’t want to talk, fine. I’ll butt out. I just wanted you to know that I’m here if you need me.”

“I don’t think you would say that if you knew… Never mind.” Travis head jerked to the side window.

Cade didn’t want to “never mind.” He had a strong feeling his brother was in trouble. “So you’re going to be too stubborn to ask for help?”

Travis released a long sigh. “Hell, I can ask for all the help in the world, but it isn’t going to bail me out of this.”

Cade knew he couldn’t force Travis to talk about it, and the rest of the trip passed in silence. When they arrived at the airport, Travis was practically out of the truck before it stopped. But Cade had to give it one more try. Opening the door, he stood and rested his arm on the door frame. “Hey, Trav, call me if you need anything.”

Duffel bag in hand, Travis turned back to him and shook his head. “No, I don’t want the family involved in this.”

He looked so sad, so alone, Cade nearly went after him. “Whatever it is, it can’t be that bad.” He prayed his words were true. “Please, Trav, let me help.”

They looked at each other for a long time. “It’s bad. Just like it was with dad,” Travis said, then disappeared through the terminal entrance.

Cade knew the way to the Moreau ranch blindfolded. Not that he was ever allowed on the property, but he’d ridden by on horseback so many times he’d lost count. He’d always been hoping to catch a glimpse of Abby.

Cade drove the truck under the wrought-iron arch-way that read “Moreau Cattle Ranch.” He knew it had been one of the biggest operations in the area. Tom Moreau had other businesses besides cattle. He owned sheep and several pecan orchards, plus a few other properties.

No wonder the man hadn’t wanted his daughter to hook up with the likes of him—a Randell. If only he’d given Cade a few years to prove himself. But Abby hadn’t been willing to wait around for that, either.

Cade caught sight of the large brick home with its white wood columns along the porch supporting a second-story balcony. He parked the truck and grabbed the cowboy hat off the seat and climbed out. Maybe if he just left it by the door someone would find it.

Quit acting like a coward, he told himself. You don’t have to sneak around anymore.

As he approached the house, he noticed the peeling paint on the porch and shutters. He turned toward the other buildings. They could all use a fresh coat of paint. To his surprise, no one had come out to ask what he was doing on Moreau property.

He shook his head. No, this wasn’t his business, he told himself as he marched up to the porch and rang the bell. He was just going to drop off the hat and leave. But his plans changed when the door opened and a heavyset woman clutched his arm and tugged him inside.

“It’s about time you got here,” she scolded. “Ms. Abby has been waiting for you. Now go into the study and wait.” She motioned him into a room that Cade realized must have been Tom Moreau’s study.

Cade grinned. “Well, I’ll be damned.” He glanced at the portrait of the powerful rancher that hung above the used-brick fireplace. “Never could get over yourself, could you, Tom?”

It had taken Cade a long time, but men like Tom Moreau no longer intimidated him. He’d learned the hard way that if you had money, you had power, and you could play with the big boys.

Cade wandered over to the desk, the only place in the room that wasn’t in order. Curiosity got the better of him, and he glanced at some of the papers. Overdue bills seemed to make up one stack. On a notepad was the name Ted Javor, Accountant.

“What are you doing here?”

Cade refused to look guilty when he turned around.

At the sight of Abby, he found he had trouble concentrating for other reasons. Her hair was pulled behind her ears, her face devoid of makeup, and he could see the light dusting of freckles across her nose and cheeks. A pair of worn jeans covered her long slender legs and cupped her shapely hips. Her fitted white blouse showed off more than a hint of her full breasts. Damn, Abby Moreau, you definitely filled out.

“I was invited in,” he said. “In fact, your housekeeper practically pushed me in here.”

Abby looked unconvinced. “Carmen let you in? That’s hard to believe.”

“You can believe what you want. I’m only here because your son left this at the party.” He held out the cowboy hat.

“Oh,” she said, and some of the fire died from her eyes. She took it from him. “Well, thank you for bringing it by.” She folded her arms across her chest as if refusing to offer him any neighbourly niceties.

“Look, Cade, I’m too busy to stop and try to make small talk. You don’t want to do that with me any more than I do with you. You made that clear last night.” To his surprise she turned to leave.

“That wasn’t always true,” he said. “It was your decision…years ago.”

Her eyes flashed again. “I think you’ve overstayed your welcome.”

Cade knew he’d pushed too hard. “Wait, Abby. That was uncalled for. What I wanted to say is that I’m sorry about your daddy. I just heard about his passing.”

Abby didn’t need to deal with Cade Randell today, or ever. The man she saw last night and again this morning held no resemblance to the man she’d known so long ago. There was a hard edge to this Cade. He had the look of someone you didn’t want to cross. If he ever discovered the truth… Thank goodness the foreman had taken Brandon along on his errands.

“Thank you,” she said.

“Are you and Brandon getting along okay?”

Abby stared at him, surprised that he seemed concerned. “We’re fine.”

“I mean since the divorce and all. This is a big ranch for you to run by yourself.”

She didn’t want to discuss her problems with him. “I have help here,” she lied. Most of the ranch hands were gone now. All she could afford to keep on was Charlie and his wife, Carmen. Carmen said Abby and Brandon needed her, and she couldn’t leave without her husband anyway.

“I couldn’t help but notice the place seems deserted,” Cade said. His dark gaze bore into hers until she had to look away.

“My father was downsizing the cattle operation the last few years.” That was all she was going to admit to the man. “Look, Cade, I really am busy. I’m expecting someone.”

“An accountant?” he said.

She froze. “How did you know?”

“I expect your housekeeper thought I was him. She didn’t give me a chance to tell her any differently, and then I couldn’t help noticing what was on the desk. And Ted Javor’s name on the notepad.” He tossed her a grin, and for a second he reminded her of the boy she once knew. Feeling warmth spread through her, she realized her body was remembering, too.

Oh, God. She couldn’t do this. “Thanks again for bringing the hat by.” She walked to the door, hoping Cade would follow. He did, but stopped in the doorway and leaned toward her. He was close enough that she could see he had nicked himself shaving. Slowly her gaze raised to his, finding the golden flecks in the dark depths of his eyes, framed with long black lashes.

“If you’re having a rough time, Abby, I might be able to help. I’m a financial adviser.”

She stiffened. “I’m fine. And I’m more than capable of running the ranch.”

He started to say something, but nodded, instead. “Goodbye, Abby. I won’t bother you again.” He walked out, and she prayed that he was telling her the truth, because she didn’t think she could handle seeing Cade Randell again.

Back at the Circle B by early afternoon, Cade parked the truck outside the corral with plans of opening a beer and sitting around being lazy the rest of the day. Hell, it was his vacation. The first he’d taken in years. He didn’t need any more headaches from his brother or a woman from the past.

As he started for the house, he heard hollering from the barn and decided to see what all the commotion was about. Inside he found Chance and Hank by a stall, eyeing the latest addition to the ranch. A new chestnut filly.

Cade came closer and to his surprise he found Brandon Garson standing alongside Hank. For the first time Cade had a chance to see Brandon when the boy wasn’t scowling. He was a good-looking kid with dark wavy hair and big brown eyes. Maybe a little on the thin side. Cade smiled. Something about Brandon reminded him of Travis.

“Cade, you missed it,” Hank said. “Lady dropped her foal just after you left this morning.”

“I can see that.” He stepped closer to the stall and noticed Brandon move back. Was the boy afraid of him? He remembered what Chance had said about Joel’s treatment of Abby. Had he mistreated the boy, as well? Cade tensed, recalling his own daddy’s free-swinging backhand. It had taken a long time for Cade to trust other adults. He wasn’t sure why, but it was important he get Brandon to trust him.

“Brandon, she’s pretty cool, huh?” Cade asked.

The boy remained silent.

That didn’t stop Cade. “If I’d known you were going to stop by, I wouldn’t have taken your hat to your house.”

Brandon finally looked at Cade. “My hat?”

“Yes, Ella found it and said it was real special because your granddad gave it to you. So I ran it over to your place.”

The boy’s dark eyes turned hostile. “Did you see my mom?”

“Yeah, but she was too busy to talk.” He shrugged. “So I left.”

“Oh,” was all Brandon said.

Cade wasn’t getting very far. He turned to Hank. “What are you going to name the foal?”

“Not sure,” Hank said as he took off his hat and scratched his head. “I’ve named so many over the years I think I’ve run out.”

Cade studied the new filly. “What about you, Brandon? You got any ideas you can give Hank and Chance?”

“I don’t know.” The boy shrugged his narrow shoulders. Then he glanced up at the men towering over him, his eyes bright. “Maybe you could call her Princess Star. Princess for what Chance always calls his little girl and because the foal has a star on her forehead.” The boy immediately ducked his head and peeked back at the horses.

Cade watched as Hank and Chance exchanged a smile. “Hey, Brandon,” Chance said. “I think that’s a mighty fine name. When Katie gets a little older, I bet she’ll like it, too.”

“Then it’s okay?” the boy asked.

“It’s more than okay,” Hank agreed. “It’s great.”

Brandon’s face broke into a grin as Hank ruffled his hair. Something tightened in Cade’s chest as he watched the happy exchange. He found he wanted to get the same reaction from the boy.

The group broke up as the men started off toward corral. The Moreau-ranch foreman, Charlie, instructed Brandon to stay close to the stall.

“I’ll keep an eye on him,” Cade offered.

When they were alone, Cade still kept his distance. He knew that he and the boy had gotten off on the wrong foot, and he needed to set him straight about a few things. “You know, Brandon, I used to go to school with your mom.”

The boy didn’t react.

“In fact, I had a crush on her. I thought she was the prettiest girl in school.”

“She’s still pretty,” Brandon said.

Cade smiled. “Yes, she is.” He knelt down on one knee next to the child. “And I want you to know I would never do anything to hurt her. I was wrong to grab her arm last night. And I told her today I was sorry.”

Brandon still didn’t look at him. “My dad used to say he was sorry a lot. But he didn’t mean it.”

Cade tried to remain calm. If he ever got his hands on Joel Garson… “Well, I’m not like your dad. Hank raised me to respect women. That’s the reason when I got out of line last night, I apologized to your mom. But I swear I have never ever hit a woman. Only cowards do that.”

Brandon turned to him, his eyes guarded as they examined him closely. “Did you really live here?”

“Yeah, after my daddy went…away.”

“My grandpa said your daddy rustled cattle and went to prison. And you and your brothers were no good, either.”

Why would Tom Moreau be talking about his family? “Just because your daddy did bad things, does that mean you will, too?”

Brandon shook his head. “No.”

“Well, it’s the same with me. I went to college and then got a good job in Chicago. And I guarantee you I never rustled any cattle.”

The boy finally smiled, showing off the space from a missing front tooth. “Do you have a ranch there?”

“No, no ranches there, but I have a house. Chicago is a big city. I work on the twenty-seventh floor of a very tall building.

“Oh. Don’t you miss it here?”

“Sometimes. I miss my brothers and Hank and riding horses all the time. I even miss my secret hiding place.”

The boy’s eyes rounded. “You have a secret hiding place?”

“Doesn’t everyone?”

“I have one at my grandpa’s ranch,” he said. “Will you show me yours?”

Cade grinned. “Well, I don’t know. It wouldn’t be a secret hiding place if I showed it to you.”

“I won’t tell anyone, promise.”

“Double-spit-swear?”

Brandon looked confused. “I don’t know what that means.”

Cade stood, trying to remember how he and his brothers used to do the ritual. He raised his hands, spit into each palm, wiped them on his jeans, then made a cross over his heart. “Double-spit-swear.”

He watched in amazement as Brandon followed suit and looked up proudly. “Now can you show me?”

“Guess I’m gonna have to.” Cade started off toward the front of the barn, but before he got very far, he saw Abby come rushing in.

“Brandon,” she called.

“Hey, Mom.” The boy ran to her. “Did you come to see Hank’s new filly? I got to name her—Princess Star.”

She hugged Brandon to her side. “That’s nice, son, but we need to be getting home.”

Abby finally glanced at Cade. She was still wearing her jeans and boots. Her hair wasn’t as tame as last night. He liked it better this way.

“Hi, Abby.”

“Cade.”

“You should take a look at the new filly,” Cade said.

“Yeah, Mom. She’s real pretty.” Brandon tugged on her arm until she followed him to the stall.

Abby didn’t want this. Brandon and Cade couldn’t be together. She’d had no idea Charlie was going to bring her son to the Circle B when he said he had errands to run. She’d panicked when Carmen told her.

Cade came up beside her, standing so close she could feel his heat. She could smell him. No fancy colognes, just soap and the intoxicating scent of the man himself.

“She’s pretty,” Abby said, and stepped away from Cade. “Okay, son, why don’t you say goodbye and we’ll leave.”

“But why can’t I stay until Charlie goes back? Cade was going to show me his secret hiding place.” Brandon slapped his hand over his mouth. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to tell her.”

“That’s okay.” Cade ruffled Brandon’s hair. “She doesn’t know where it is.”

Abby knew all about secret places. Cade and she had shared one a long time ago. “You weren’t going to take him out to the valley, were you?”

Cade shook his head, then a smile appeared. “So you remember?”

She glanced away. How could she forget? Her son had been conceived there. And she had to keep that secret. “Some other time, Brandon. Let’s go.” She took his hand.

Just then Hank walked in with Charlie.

“Well, hello, Abby,” Hank said. “What a pleasure to see you again.”

“Hello, Hank,” she said. “I’m sorry we intruded on your workday.”

“Glad you did. Charlie helped Chance load up two mares to take back to his ranch.”

“Did you need me, Abby?” the foreman asked.

“No, I just thought I’d take Brandon home. I don’t want him to get underfoot.”

“He’s never that,” Hank said. “He was a big help today. Besides, I enjoy having him here.” He eyed Cade. “My boys are all grown-up.”

“You’re very kind, Hank. We’ll just head home now.”

“I got an idea,” the old rancher said. “Stay for supper. We’ve got tons of leftovers from the party. Charlie, you call Carmen and have her come, too.”

Before Abby could stop him, Hank had wandered off. Great, now she had to spend the evening here. How was she going to keep Cade and Brandon apart?

“Looks like you both are staying,” Cade said. “You want to come with us to my secret hiding place, Abby?” He cocked a dark eyebrow. “But first I got to double-spit-swear you to secrecy.”

“Yeah, Mom. It’s gonna be cool.”

She knew she should refuse to let Brandon go, but that might raise suspicions. More regrets flooded her as once again she questioned her decision years ago. “I think I’ll pass. I’ll just go to the house and see if I can help Ella with supper.”

“Too, bad.” He grinned, then looked at Brandon. “Looks like it’s just us guys, huh, son?”

Abby’s heart pounded.

“All right,” Brandon said.

“Be careful, Cade,” Abby said. “He’s just a child.”

Cade leaned toward her and whispered, “It’s only an old storage shed out back. In case you’re interested in finding us, it’s past the oak tree with the swing. Come on, Brandon. Let’s go see if my treasure box is still there.”

Abby watched the two walk off together. Did anyone else see the resemblance? The dark hair and deep-set eyes. Even their gaits were similar. Oh, God. How was she going to keep Cade from finding out? And would it be fair to?

They ate dinner in the kitchen at the large table. Just like one big happy family. Abby listened to the laughter and many stories. Brandon had always been relaxed around Hank and Ella. Now it seemed that Cade was his new best friend.

Then there were the quick glances Cade tossed at her. He made her nervous. And it wasn’t just because he was Brandon’s father. Why was he suddenly flirting with her when last night he acted as if he couldn’t stand the sight of her?

Cade knew he was playing with fire. He ought to steer clear of Abby, but he couldn’t seem to manage it. She still stirred his desires whenever she was around. He told himself it was natural because they had a past together. She had been his first love.

While the women cleared the table, Hank invited Brandon into his study for a game of checkers. Cade excused himself and went out to the porch. He sat with his coffee and enjoyed the sunset, golden and orange as the sun dipped behind the trees. Had the sunsets here always been so beautiful?

Now he sat in the absolute stillness, eyes closed, listening to the sounds around him. Off in the distance, a horse whinnied and a dog barked. He’d thought the quiet would drive him crazy, but in the past three days it only seemed to relax him.

“Cade?”

He opened his eyes to see Abby. Suddenly his pulse began to race again. Damn. Get over it. She’s just a woman. A woman who rejected you.

“Ella thought you’d like a piece of apple pie.”

“Thanks,” he said, and took the plate she offered.

She started to walk away.

“Aren’t you having any?” he asked.

“No, I ate too much at dinner.”

“Don’t tell me you’re one of those women who diets all the time.”

She straightened. “No, I’m just too full to eat any more. I’ll take my dessert home.” She started for the door again.

“Sit down and talk to me.”

“Cade, I don’t think that’s a good idea.”

“I told Brandon we used to be friends in school. I don’t want him to think there’s any hostility between us.”

“In other words you want us to lie.”

Cade put down his pie and stood. He went to her, took her hand and tugged her back to the porch. “I want us to act civil, Abby. I know we have some baggage from the past, but I’m only going to be around a few more days. Can’t we get along?”

Abby pulled her hand away. “Sure. When are you going back?”

“The end of the week.”

She walked to the railing. “Being here must be boring compared to Chicago.”

Watching her face, he felt his heart trip. The dusky light highlighted her hair like a halo. Damn, being this close to her was killing him.

“No, not really,” he said. “In fact, I’ve been enjoying my stay. I’m glad we got a chance to see each other again. Maybe clearing the air was a good thing. I’d like to put the past behind us and move on.”

She shrugged. “Cade, I put our past away long ago.”

She was lying. He could see it in her eyes. Or maybe it was just wishful thinking that Abby Moreau Garson still had some feelings for him.

“Let’s just test that theory.” He drew her into his arms and covered her mouth with his. He heard her sharp intake of breath. But it didn’t take long before her arms circled his neck, and she surrendered to the desire he knew now they would always share.

Then the bliss suddenly ended when Abby tore her mouth from his with a soft cry. Her eyes met his, and Cade could see a mixture of pain and longing in their emerald depths. Then Abby turned and dashed into the house.