Читать книгу Healing The Cowboy's Heart - Ruth Logan Herne - Страница 15

Isaiah Woods’ ranch was about the prettiest thing Char had ever seen, and that was saying something for a girl raised on an elite Kentucky horse farm.

She drove her van beneath a wooden arch that read Dancing Meadows and was pretty sure she’d taken a step back in time. An L-shaped rustic log cabin stood to her right, shaded by towering pines. Wind chimes hung from the braces connecting the wooden porch pillars. They jangled a mix of sounds into the afternoon breeze as sunlight bathed the western side of the house. The natural light deepened the golden tones of the wooden logs. The whole thing created a suitable-for-framing Western-ranch image. As she followed the graveled drive to a system of pristine barns, she angled the van to the left and then paused.

Three meadows spread out behind the barns. Two lay fairly flat, with an occasional dip and roll. The third went up a hill toward the deepening forest that served as the backdrop to this beautiful landholding. But it wasn’t the pretty green pastures that brought her to a stop.

It was the amazing array of colorful Appaloosas that made Char catch her breath.

Grays. Chestnuts. Buckskins. Blues. It was like viewing her favorite childhood poem, the one Corrie would sing to her, lulling a busy girl to sleep with promises of a new day coming. Hushabye. Don’t you cry... Go to sleep, little lady... When you wake, you shall have all the pretty little horses.

Her heart went tight, remembering. Corrie Satterly had cared for all three of the Fitzgerald girls, from the time her oldest sister, Lizzie, was a baby. She had surrounded Lizzie, Melonie and Char with faith, hope and love. And yet...despite Char’s love for her surrogate mother...it never seemed to be enough. Someday she’d have to take some time and figure out why. But not today.

“You like our horses?”

She turned, surprised.

A copper-haired boy faced her, and then he hopped up on the fence and pointed. “See that blue roan?”

There were several, but she saw the one he meant right off. “With the wider blanket.” To the right a gorgeous horse stood slightly apart. The blue-gray coloration faded as it reached the horse’s back, then merged with a wide blanket of pale cream, lightly speckled. “She’s a stunner.”

“She’s named after me. Liam’s Little Lady because we were born on the same day. Only I’m eight and she’s four.”

“A birthday present.”

His eyes shined when he looked at her. “Yes, that’s right. And I remember my daddy holding me up and saying, ‘Well, then, what do you think, boy?’”

“And what did you think?” asked Char.

“I thought we would be like that forever.” His voice went soft. He stared out at the horses as if suddenly watching a different kind of scene. “All of us here, with Uncle Isaiah, eating rice pudding and raising horses.”

Sadness wound through his words, enough to keep Char from asking questions.

“Doctor?” The teen girl—he’d called her J.J. at the Armbrusters’—came their way from a service barn. A big red-gold dog trotted alongside her, ears up, tail wagging. A family kind of dog, happy and healthy. “We’re over here.”

Char indicated the passenger seat to the boy. “Want a lift?”

The boy shook his head. “Uncle Isaiah says if you can walk it, walk it. And if you can run it? Better yet.” He dashed off in the direction of the older barn.

Wise words.

Char followed, then pulled the van near the broad, open doors facing the driveway. In a time when many old barns were in a state of neglect, this one wore its age with dignity. Three extra-large stalls lined the western wall, while neatly stacked hay and straw did the same on the opposite side.

“You came straight over.”

Oh, that voice. His voice.

It drew her, but it wasn’t just his voice. There was something else. Something in the firm, strong way he stood. His quiet demeanor. No excessive movements, as if simple stoicism meant more than meaningless activity. She didn’t mention that she hurried this way because Ginger’s prognosis was the trickiest. He already knew that. “I wanted to see her settled.”

He led her to a big stall. The floor was thick with clean yellow straw. The chestnut roan was snatching hay from a wall-mounted hayrack. Nearby a clean water trough was full. A broad Dutch door faced the outdoors. The top half of the door stood open, bathing the stall in fresh air and light, while the bottom half of the door was firmly latched.

“Hey, pretty.”

Ginger perked her left ear when Char spoke, but kept right on eating.

“I hate to interrupt the first solid meal she’s had in who knows how long.”

Caring. Kind. A man of conviction. Not exactly the kind of man she was used to. Was that her fault? Or theirs?

“Can we put off the testing for a day?” he continued.

She faced Isaiah as the two kids came into the barn. J.J. came their way. Liam hung back, close to the haystacks. The dog sat by his feet, quietly watching the scene unfold.

“My thoughts exactly. Let’s let her get her bearings, and we’ll run tests tomorrow. Right now good hay, fresh water and a clean stall are her best friends, and you’ve taken care of that.”

“That was all J.J.” He settled that look of pride on the girl again. “She’s my right-hand gal with horses and she’s already determined that Ginger’s going to make it.”

Char could write the girl a list of reasons why the horse probably wouldn’t make it, but they’d face those hurdles in the days to come. “I like a solid optimist,” Char told her as she extended her hand to the girl. “Especially when optimism is paired with a good work ethic. I’ll come by first thing in the morning and take some samples. In the meantime I want to do a general deworming and start a course of antibiotics for whatever is causing that runny nose and cough. We’ll go more specific if needed when we have the test results.”

“Shouldn’t she have a bath?” asked J.J. “I think she’d feel better after one, don’t you?”

“She’d look better to us, but for her comfort’s sake, let’s just worry about food, water and the cleanliness of her surroundings right now. I promise you if this works, she’ll look a lot better four weeks down the road.”

“I hope so,” said the boy.

He sounded worried. And when she shifted her gaze to him, his expression showed deep concern.

“She looks sad to be in here,” he explained. “All cooped up with scratches and things when all the pretty horses are out there.”

All the pretty horses. There it was again, from a child’s lips, a phrase from that beloved poem. “She can’t be near our horses right now, Liam.” Isaiah squatted to the boy’s level. “She’s sick and she might make them sick. That’s why we’ve got to keep her over here for now, okay?”

“Like when Grandma puts me in time-out?”

“No,” said Isaiah kindly. “This is more like being in the hospital. Separated so we can give her time to get well again.”

“If you’d behave yourself, you wouldn’t be put in time-out,” noted J.J., sounding so much like Char’s big sisters that Char had to add her piece.

“We all outgrow time-out, Liam.”

He lifted his brows, encouraged, and Char smiled at him. “It’s part of growing up. Do you help with the horses?”

Another look of disappointment darkened his face. “I want to but Grandma says I’m too quick and they’re quicker yet.”

“He helps with chickens over at Grandma and Grandpa’s house, up the road.”

“They smell,” Liam told her. “Like, really bad.”

“Especially during rainy times,” Char noted.

The boy wrinkled his nose and nodded as she administered the first dose of antibiotic. Then she offered Ginger a quick dose of dewormer.

“We had turkeys on our horse farm down south,” she explained. “It was a thing with my grandfather, to give turkeys as gifts in November. And in those long, hot and humid days of summer, tending the turkeys was not a whole lot of fun.”

Liam smiled when she flashed him a look of commiseration. “When is her baby due?” he asked. “Like soon?”

“Pretty soon. I can’t tell exactly, but I’d say sooner rather than later.” She finished the parasite application and tucked the empty vial back into her pocket. “We’ll do some measurements tomorrow.”

“Then I’ll skip camp and stay here to help,” J.J. declared.

Isaiah’s face stayed calm, but his voice pitched down. “Jodie June, I do believe we’ve discussed this.”

“You discussed it by telling me what to do, but you know this changes things, Uncle Isaiah,” the girl insisted. “She needs someone checking on her and caring for her. She’s got to be more important than equine camp, isn’t she?”

“Except the camp is paid for and you made a commitment. And we don’t take commitments lightly. But the horse does raise a significant problem these next few weeks.” Isaiah turned toward Char. “J.J.’s gone during the day and I’m knee-deep in work with hay and oats, on top of caring for our herds and dealing with scheduled visits of potential buyers. I can install a mare camera in here, but with her deterioration she shouldn’t be left without regular supervision. Would it be possible to hire your services for the next few weeks, between your other patients? Stop over here, supervise her care, make sure we’re not missing something vital because we’re busy?”

Char knew how easily that could happen during crunch time on a farm or ranch. “I’d be happy to.”

He didn’t smile, but he did look relieved. “Good. J.J., can you go check the pasture troughs for me?”

The girl gave a reluctant look to Ginger, but nodded as she moved toward the broad door. “Sure. I’ll make sure they’re clean, too.”

“I’d appreciate it.”

“Hey, Rising.” J.J. motioned to the big red dog. “Wanna come?”

The dog trotted after her, clearly at home. The slight swagger to his movements suggested his importance to the farm and this family. “Pretty dog.”

“That’s Rising,” Liam told her. “He was my dad’s dog.”

“Rising, huh?” She aimed a quizzical look at Liam. “How’d he get such a cool name?”

“Red Moon Rising,” said Isaiah. “My brother picked the puppy out of a litter up in McCall, and that night he saw a red moon rising so he used an old custom of integrating nature into the name.”

“But you don’t call him ‘Red,’ which would have been most people’s choice of a call name, wouldn’t it?”

“Probably. Andrew got the dog to round out our family, and he saw the dog and the horses and this growing farm as a new hope rising. So that’s why we started calling him ‘Rising’ and it stuck.”

It wasn’t just a good reason to nickname the dog. It was a great one.

Isaiah had turned back toward the boy. “And, Liam, how was summer school today?”

The boy’s face answered that clearly.

“That bad, huh?”

“I don’t know why I have to go to stupid summer school when almost everybody else in the whole world has vacation. I think Grandma just wants me out of the way.”

“Liam—”

“I think you know it, too,” the boy went on, “because little boys are too busy, too noisy and too pesky.”

“Are you?” asked Char.

“Am I what?”

“Too busy, noisy and pesky?”

He frowned. “Sometimes. I guess. I just don’t like being alone mostly.”

Oh, she understood that kind of a problem too well. “So the good side of summer school is not being alone. The bad side is that it’s school, right?”

“Half days. Then lunch. Then nothing but me stuck at Grandma’s. With the chickens.” He shoved his two little hands into his pocket and trudged off, the image of a lonely child.

“Ouch.”

Isaiah winced, watching him.

“So, Isaiah.” She was probably going to regret what she was about to do, and she went right ahead and did it, anyway.

“Yes?”

“Here’s the plan. You do whatever is needed first thing in the morning. Text me an update. Then I’ll come around late morning and hang out. What time does his bus bring him back?”

He followed her gaze toward Liam. “You mean Liam?”

“Yes.”

“No bus, we carpool with one of the other families whose kids take summer classes. He gets dropped off at eleven fifty, but he’ll be with my mother, up the road. And she’s not going to let him come down here and help you. Not at his age.”

“So, your mother is his guardian?”

That question got his full attention. “No. I am.”

“Then as his guardian, why not bring him over here for the afternoons?”

“It’s complicated.”

“Only if you make it complicated,” she supposed. She walked toward her van as she spoke. “A simple ‘yes’ could make it quite easy. He’d be company for me and out of Grandma’s hair.”

His face went tight. “My mother loves Liam.”

“Even though he’s busy, noisy and pesky.”

She knew she hit a nerve when his eyes narrowed.

“Just a thought,” she told Isaiah as she climbed in and started the van. “He’s obviously lonely and sad and wishes life was different. I thought a change of pace might be good for him.” She pulled away, but when she glanced into the rearview mirror, he was standing there. Not watching her. Not watching anything, really. Just standing there, looking as sad as the little red-haired boy now sitting quietly on the beautiful front porch.

* * *

So, she thought changing things up with his mother would be easy?

Dealing with his mother was never simple. Stella Woods was a stubborn personality, from tough Native American roots, and when it came to children, she drew a firm line. Especially with boys.

That realization cost him sleep that night.

She was tougher on Liam than J.J. He’d chalked that up to maturity, but the veterinarian’s words were a wake-up call.

Liam wasn’t a happy child. He didn’t act out. He didn’t pester others. He loved to ask questions, and Isaiah liked answering questions, so that worked out well. But there was clearly a problem with the boy’s current situation. Unhappy in school. Unhappy at his grandmother’s. Unhappy with summer.

He climbed out of bed early the next morning. J.J. was already up and at the barn, checking on Ginger. The stall was freshened up. So was the hay and the water trough. She was inside the stall with the emaciated horse, whispering encouragement while she ran a gentle brush over the horse’s body. “You beat me here.”

She flashed him a resigned smile. “I wanted some time with her before Mrs. Rodriguez picks me up. I know I need to go to camp.” She kept her voice soft as she stroked the horse’s side and back with the soft bristles. “But I don’t want to leave her alone.”

“I’ll be close by for the next few hours. And I got the camera installed last night.” He motioned to the inter-barn system they used to monitor pregnant mares in the big barns. “I can keep an eye on her even if I’m not right here. And the doctor’s coming later this morning.”

“I’m glad she wasn’t afraid to try to help the horses after Dr. Hirsch wanted them all put down.”

“You heard that?”

“Yes. So did Brian and Jamie and Alex.”

Her three best friends on the planet, and they all liked to talk, especially when it came to anything equine-related. “Professionals don’t always agree on things,” he reminded her. “And she seems to realize this is a dicey business for all of these horses, but for Ginger in particular.”

“Well, I like her. She’s not afraid to speak her mind.”

J.J. was right about that, but Isaiah wasn’t stupid. Going against Braden would have repercussions that could ripple across the tightly knit horse community and make things difficult for the new veterinarian. Braden had friends on ranches and farms, and a few in high places, and he wouldn’t be afraid to use them.

He was also close with Isaiah’s parents. He’d grown up next door to Isaiah’s mother. Their families did everything together. On top of that, he knew everything about Ginger. Before too long Isaiah’s parents would realize he was helping an old foe. And there would be reckoning.

His reckoning. And theirs.

He owed the horse. From the moment he realized who was lying in that field, he understood his need to face the guilt of the past.

A text from the veterinarian buzzed in. He opened it as he went back to the house to get Liam to school. How’s she doing?

Holding her own, he texted back. Still eating and drinking. All functions appear to be working.

Good. ETA eleven.

I’ll monitor until then.

A thumbs-up emoji came back to him. He put away the phone and smiled.

He stopped smiling when he spotted Liam’s face smooshed against the front window, as if dreading the day.

Should he be forced to go to summer school? Was third-grade reading readiness that important? What if he was just a late bloomer?

How many battlefronts can you maintain at once?

Isaiah heard his grandfather’s voice in the mental question.

Adam “Gray Cloud” Woods knew people even better than he knew horses, and no one knew horses better than him. He died too young—Isaiah could use a dose of that aged wisdom right about now.

“Do I have to go, Uncle Isaiah?”

The fact that Liam didn’t cry, whine or carry on should have made the decision to say yes easier.

The opposite was true because a healthy, happy boy might have raised a ruckus about being shipped off to the three-week program geared to help students who were struggling in school. His quiet resignation showed how unhappy he was.

Would he mess up Liam’s future by keeping him home? Keeping him here? Was he tempted to baby the boy because he’d been orphaned over two years before and still seemed to be floundering?

Yes. Which meant he should send him. “Not much longer, pal. Then you’ll have almost a month of summer vacation left.”

Liam said nothing.

Chin down, he got up from his seat at the broad kitchen island and picked up his backpack.

“Do you have your snack?”

A quiet nod. Then the boy walked slowly to the car.

Silent sadness.

The very worst kind, Isaiah realized as he climbed into the driver’s seat. The kind that wore a person down like water on rock. It could either smooth out rough edges or turn the rock into sand. Which was it doing to his brother’s precious son? He longed for the former, but something inside of Isaiah sensed that the boy’s hopes and dreams were being withered away, and he wasn’t at all sure what to do about it.