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I would never commit suicide, would I?

What is not meant, is the relentless destruction of global living space. The thing, the cause, we're talking about here, is so simple, one could well despair. What is a suicide?

"Someone who decides, that his life should come to an end."

Agreed? Good. You have just reaffirmed your suicidal thoughts. Please do not feel led behind the light - it is actually just a tiny mistake. In modern terms, one could also say: incorrect programming of the operating system. Because it was, and is told to you in a very profund way - the thought is primary basis - “We are dying. Death is the end of this life.”

Everything has to die -, that's the cycle of life, isn't it?

That is absolutely correct so far. Cells are subject to aging, at some point they become useless and can no longer perform their tasks. We think of this - carefully - as the meaning and purpose of our life, as a foundation, as an indispensable premise. A guiding principle by which we align our entire existence. It's about creating "something" in a limited time. Our life drive is death.

Do I dare to look at death?

And nobody dares to really look at him. The fear of this waxy face is too great. So we accept it, this basic idea - and continue to try to make the best of it. There is a fixation on the body, the aging, the ailing, the aching body. The beautiful, young, healthy or the ugly body. And only death, the Godfather will make them all the same. We are afraid for our body, that keeps us alive.

Then the basic idea of our life would be fear?

It seems to be fatal. Sit a little apart from yourself, see what makes up your daily life. Fear of illness, of a healthy body, existential fear of money, fear of the social situation, the living space. The fear of death sums it all up. But what is the cause of these fears, including this fear of death? Your thoughts!

So I'm thinking of my suicide?

You live it! It is firmly anchored in your chaotic carousel of thought, it is a large cogwheel, a flywheel, that fragments your thinking more and more and makes it even more confused. 80 years at most - then it's over. So you line up, in the funeral procession of the people, towards their death, wrapped in black and full of sadness. "What, oh - should life be - if it ends in ashes?"

What are these fears and where do they come from?

This funeral procession of the living people towards death experiences their life in fear of God. "God-fearing" says the Catholic Church. Fear bare things waiting there, whether the sins, that you have committed. Or it's all just over, say the atheists. (Also causes fear). Only if you do everything right will you go to heaven. How do you do everything right? - The fear of doing wrong.

But thoughts can change?

Think - what if all of these apprehensions, threats, and fears didn't exist? What if this was all just a "dream"? From which you wake up and, because you are thirsty, drink from a fountain with refreshing, crystal clear water. For a loving Creator, would the life of his children in fear, be worth striving for? It's your free choice. Because there is nothing else than the freedom, that love can give to its sons and daughters. But you created, in your thoughts of this free will, the hell, a punishing God, presumed judgment of good and evil, you proclaimed sin.

Thoughts are not static?

A thought, that arose out of free will, is not static. It can be changed. But what could make these thoughts - the reason for the fears - disappear, steer them in a positive direction? Thoughts of fear find their real cause in the fact, that nothing in the world we experience shows the slightest semblance of a constant. Because - everything is fleeting.

Where is the constant, that takes fear away from my life?

The constant is - it really is that simple - love! What is love? How does it define itself? What do you mean by love? Love is love is love. It is absolute. It permeates everything. It's called uncon-ditional trust. We miss that in our life. When we look at the concept of love - not the nonsensical quarrels with a physical partner - we see, that it dissolves. All guilt, all self-doubt. “Can love be a sin?” No. Sin is dissolved by love - it cannot be in it.

Are We Sin Free?

So we are - children of absolute love, born of it - completely free from sin. Our guilt is an illusion. Thought chaos. Who would be afraid of such an inflated something consisting only of prejudices, manipulated opinions, crude principles? As soon as we - a parable speaks of an abyss before which we stand, we only have to take a leap into nothing to land on a golden rock - in the trust, in the love of creation, we are certain, that nothing can happen to us. All of this only happens out of love. Everything we do is good.

Where is the sin?

In the past - the future. In other words, in images, that no longer exist, or those, that have yet to be thought. In the now, the actual now, we will not find it. A good argument for its non-existence. Because the images from the past and the future - these are just our thoughts - finely coiffed, in a tuxedo, in an evening dress. Or in sackcloth and ashes, covered with ulcers.

But do I still have to pay my electricity bill?

You live your life , as good as you can. If you go into dependencies, other dependencies arise. Always, no matter where you stand with your belief or non-belief, you are surrounded by the care of creation, guarding you in your dream, in your thoughts, that generate this dream. That is the only thing, which is not subject to your free will. Try to believe in love from a pure heart - not to go ahead, not to try to force things, to believe, that you can manipulate events like God - but simply trust the Father to follow creation, whose hand you are at. He took the lead. Quite astonishing, light gates will open up for you.

Is the demarcation from love separation?

People's suicide does not consist in the fact, that they ruthlessly exploit and destroy their planet. This is only the distant consequence of the established principle, that death exists. The reason for believing in death is lack of trust in creation. We limit ourselves to decay, to mortal.

Are we living in a misinterpretation?

We distance ourselves from love, from God, separate ourselves in structures of thought, that we have created ourselves, which are called death, sin, guilt, greed, jealousy, illness - in fear. This is the breakup. Since Adam and Eve. Since the beginning of the creation story. And none of these thought constructions has any solid ground - they are all just a product of misinterpretation. In addition, they are constantly changing.

Summary

Death is the ego's paramount argument. In his chaotic, unpredictable theater of feelings, convictions, moralisms, guilt and atonement, the personification of the ephemeral is the protagonist. But the ego knows how to hide this fact with the fearful thoughts it generates. If we could see this structure of thought - and nothing else it is - crumble, the standing light of creation, of eternal love, would appear behind it.