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I had this chance today – to get to know you better, but what do you think after today? Just now, I know I am happy. Of course I am afraid to lose, but at least you paid attention to me. Maybe I should be happier, treasure this luck, and take a chance to get to know you much better. Maybe you secretly like me, you gave me a clue, but maybe it just means friendship and has nothing to do – nothing to do with my secret dream of you! Maybe you just were curious, I just can’t figure out, I gave you a clue, but I didn’t speak out – didn’t speak out the meaning behind it. It is just too early to tell you about it, and if you will agree, maybe other boys will be jealous. If your feeling is strong enough, can you give me more clues, then I will let you know, that I need you. I shouldn’t be too fast, we just have met, and now I had some moments with you. I am so grateful I had this possibility. I never thought that it would be like that, now I think of the future, and I wonder myself, do you have any sympathy or do you feel we are not matching? I am afraid you will tell me we don’t fit, but if you will ask me first, I don’t know if I will accept. But just now I don’t dare to confess to you, and hope you will ask me to be together, then I should accept, because I love you. At first, I didn’t want to believe my feeling, but when I’m with you I just feel good. Maybe tomorrow will show it, but maybe tomorrow nothing will happen. I think you have once paid attention to me today before we met later. It was you who talked to me first today, so I know you want to know me, but what will we be? Should I be more optimistic? Maybe I think so negative, because I just miss you so much. Tomorrow is coming soon, please join my breakfast, and until that time I will surely continue my dream of being with you – just you and me.