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MONDAY

Dealing with shame

Read: Luke 15:11–32

People who find themselves in financial trouble often identify with the emotions expressed in this parable when the son chooses rather to sit with the pigs than to go to his father. One gets the impression that this son is embarrassed. He is also proud. At first, he tries to solve the problem by himself. He hires himself out, hoping that his attempts would restore his dignity. Instead, he finds that his efforts and his shame and his pride do not leave him any better off. Shame is an emotion that we would rather experience by ourselves. The fear of others being ashamed of us, or disappointed in us, keeps us locked in a state of helplessness. But then, the son comes to his senses and acknowledges that he has a problem and that he cannot solve it on his own. Does his story sound familiar? Perhaps you can recall how you have slipped into a place of financial difficulty and now feel embarrassed and ashamed. Your plans to recover may have come to naught and your pride and shame prevent you from interacting with those around you. Take the first step today and acknowledge the problem. As you recognize your pain, you may very well find arms that are welcoming and uplifting and not judging and condemning.

Prayer

Almighty God, I am in trouble. I haven’t spoken to you or anyone about it, because it makes me feel unworthy of belonging. My problem is that…

I know that as I offer myself and this prayer, you in turn offer me your love and the assurance that you will never leave me. In your most holy Name, I pray. Amen.

Suggestion

Make a decision today not to keep the feelings that cause you shame to yourself. Admit to yourself that there is a problem. Name the problem. Reflect on how you have come to this point. During this day, continue to bring your feelings of shame, anxiety and fear to God. Talk honestly and openly to God and know that God hears your prayer.