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I. AN INTRO OF SORTS

This writing for this moment is structured as a conversation with you—wherever you are located with your own political consciousness—and myself. I will try to find and expose everything I am thinking so that I build a trust with you. I hope that you will read this and it will help you feel courageously defiant and hopeful. Even if you are not sure about the probability of success, you know that the unbearable suffering in this country and the pain across the planet must be ended. And maybe my offering, my deeply felt intellectual political polemic, will allow you and us to expunge the hate, the exploitation, and cruelty that floods communities across this nation.

I am a white woman who benefits from a structural system of white supremacy and privilege but also suffers its misogynist roots/routes. My imaginings of an abolitionist socialist feminism then demand the uprooting of white supremacy along with an assault on the patriarchal structure that supports both. I will sometimes use misogynoir, the term coined by feminist writer Paula Moya, to express this intimate connection between race and gender. And I will continually look for my own complicity in these punishing oppressions.

As I write, I am thinking about my sister friends of color and my love and debt to them. It is this debt, in part, that pushes me to write in these fraught times and say to them that many white people do and can turn against their own privilege, can and do love you even if Trump and his cohorts are working hard to convince you otherwise.

I also write to white women across class divides to say that you should take a stand to abolish the exploitation and hatred that plagues this country and the globe. White antiracist women, and the men they bring with them, young and old, trans and nonbinary, gay, disabled and not, have to become a part of this uprising. Immigrants, people of color, Blacks, LatinX, South Asians are already rising.

My optimism is key to my argument. So, also, is my belief that people are able to change themselves. And that we must catch up with the possibilities that are unraveling today rather than let them pass us by because we do not see the urgency. The massive political and weather calamities displacing and killing millions of us give us no other choice.

I offer my queries as a guide for action and not for simple pondering. Our actions, while forming tenuous connections, will offer new answers yet unknown. I loop through related thoughts and sometimes repeat them so they can be seen in their repetitive formation; I wind and rewind in order to see how race and sex and gender and class protect and expose each other.

I ask you to see my method as illustrative of the incompleteness of political history. In a sense, I mimic the ever-present nature of white misogynist privilege by calling attention to it again and again. Structural inequities recur repeatedly in slightly differing fashion, and not enough critical theory puts this in the bold, allowing us to see the nature of the problems more clearly. If I keep returning to naming the problem, I do so to make sure we are readying to see and act. If you get annoyed with this method, think about how the millions suffering oppression feel daily.

My method asks all of us, but especially white people, especially antiracist white women, to open both our eyes and our minds and our language to see deeper into the structures of racist, sexist, and class power. Listen especially carefully to women of color who most often know and have experienced more of the oppression. Most often, the more power you have, the less you know of oppression, the less you see and feel it.

Be ready to engage and risk yourself. Stop wondering if you are comfortable with change and instead change yourself to wonder how to create fairer and more just lives for the most injured. I am sure of nothing other than it is time.

a bit of intro to me

My political history, like most people’s, is deeply personal. Our lives are defined by the contexts we inhabit—by the stories we hear and have absorbed and tell—alongside the happenings that are so often not of our own making. I am writing from different coalitional sites that are shifting and changing. My own history pushes me hard to see through to revolutionary actions and alliances for these times.

I grew up in a communist household with my three beloved sisters, Sarah, Giah, and Julia. The civil rights movement defined our lives. Saturday mornings we regularly arose to the call from our parents that it was time to get up and demonstrate. We would get dressed, have breakfast, and leave to join the picket line at places like Woolworth’s, where lunch counters were still segregated.

My parents continuously lost their jobs due to red-baiting. We never lived anywhere longer than two years, and always lived in mixed race and Black neighborhoods, which meant we were seen as race traitors by many whites. Our support network was the Black and civil rights community and each other. Today I have seen the language of “comrade,” which we always used in our household, shift to “ally” or “accomplice” and wonder about this. Ally or accomplice seem too separate and apart and safe to me. Allies or accomplices support the struggle but are not fully in or of it. For me, I am in it.

In grade school in the 1950s, my schoolmates tormented me and my family for being dirty commie Jews. I pondered how they knew. And since my family was atheist, I wondered what exactly they hated about my Jewishness. Was it just because I easily shared my milk money with others at school? Or because I was the only Jew in North High School in Columbus, Ohio, so it was easy for the bullies to taunt me? This hurt, and I felt alone, but it did not destroy me.

In 2015, when a Black teenage girl was thrown to the ground and manhandled by Texas police at a pool party, I was reminded of the time all those years ago in Columbus when I asked my parents if I could go to a swimming party at a local private pool. They said no, because although the pool was not legally segregated, it was obvious that Blacks were not welcome. I was alone and without friends, and I was angry at them. There were no exceptions or leniencies in my parents’ world. You did not ever get to pretend that racism did not matter.

After Dad was denied tenure as part of the red scare at Ohio State University, we moved to Atlanta, Georgia, for what was to be my senior year of high school. Our neighborhood was segregated and Black, except for my family, living in Atlanta University housing. I was so tired of all the upheaval. I knew no one on arrival. I went to Brown High, the newly-so-called integrated white working-class school that was the closest to where I lived. The only Black person at the school was Clemsy Wood. By speaking with him, I isolated myself further.

No one from school would visit my home because it was in the Black neighborhood. When there was a boycott of downtown stores because of their segregated hiring practices, I was not allowed to buy a prom dress, although no one asked me anyway. (A movement friend of my mother’s living in New York City sewed one for me and sent it anyhow.)

I had a lead role in the senior play, but my father said he would not attend without family friends, who were Black. As I noted earlier, the school was all white minus one. I asked him not to come and start a race riot, to no avail. Avoidance was not an option when it came to racism. Neither was compromise. My mother was diagnosed with breast cancer the next year. She chose to have her friend, Dr. Asa Yancey, do the surgery, but he was Black so he did not have operating privileges in the local white hospital. She was therefore operated on in the Black hospital. Years later, in my mother’s FBI file, I saw that she was identified as Negro. I guess Black hospital meant Negro woman, even if her name was Fannie Price Eisenstein.

By the way, the Barbara Streisand character in the movie The Way We Were was based on my mom. She and Arthur Laurents, who wrote the screenplay, were students at Cornell University together. Mom had won a full scholarship; she was otherwise too poor to have attended. Among other activities, she founded the Young Communist League there. Laurents writes that Fannie fascinated him, although my mother would always say that the political activist in the movie was nothing like her. This was true, but we loved teasing her about it anyway.

I went off to college and graduate school and came to full adulthood in the US feminist movement of the 1970s, with Black socialist feminists and lesbians of many colors as my comrades: bell hooks, the sisters Barbara and Beverly Smith, Angela Davis, Hortense Spillers, and Ellen Wade, to name a few.

It was with this antiracist socialist sense of self that I moved through both my early feminist activism and the several decades of activism that followed, when feminism took on more dispersed forms with no organized women’s mainstream present. Meanwhile, the feminisms of women of color were percolating and reemerging both here and abroad. I supported Obama against Hillary Clinton in the 2008 primaries, my entrance into electoral activism.

Next came my antiracist feminist activist rebirth in two campaigns initiated by the legal scholar Kim Crenshaw and the African American Policy Forum, which she cofounded. These actions were developed in response to Obama’s all-boy initiative, “My Brother’s Keeper,” and the #SayHerName campaign, which sought to bring to light the police killings of Black women. The interracial camaraderie of this work with Kim and Eve Ensler and journalist Laura Flanders directed me towards an abolitionist socialist feminism.

Then came the painful 2016 election. My socialist self supported Bernie Sanders in the primaries and then reluctantly turned to Hillary Clinton after decades of criticizing her because Trump was so obscene.

This skeletal look at my journey brings me to the present moment, to this book. The repetition of oppression is exhausting and the time for abolitionism is now. Whatever your political persuasion—liberal, leftist, progressive, climate activist, gay, indigenous, disabled, antigun activist, trans, whomever—the time is now.