Читать книгу Песнь. Song - Зиновья Душкова - Страница 20

I have so many sins, but short is my life.

When can I turn it to the path right?

The ones that pushed me

To sin are like stones to the feeling free.

What must I do? I don’t want

To live together with the dark spot!

I want to be spotless, clever, fine,

But sins are pushing all the time.

How to cope with them? I can or not?

Who’ll be the victor in the endless fight?

Sometimes it starts an offensive

Sometimes deviates from the adversary.

I’m a strategist, who is observing

How sins are fighting with odd stagger.

I often have been winning in life,

And always I have dreamt to say: “Good bye,

My last sin, and never return!”

I am building a house of precious stones.

Around will grow a million white roses

And never sin will trample underfoot the flowers.

To live in sin, – I never wanted

To live in Love, – my dream! And thinking

I’m all the time about the lovely morning.