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Hello, World

I never knew my father. He died when I was two. I have been amused all my life by the accusation — my mother was the strongest person I have ever encountered and I had two older sisters — that I prefer the company of females to the male species. I find most men dull.

I am a Saskatchewan boy. I was born in Rouleau Hospital at the height of the Depression on August 31, 1932. Rouleau (later the site of TV’s Corner Gas) was the closest town with a hospital. Hearne, where my family lived, is fifty miles south of Regina. People from Hearne are called “Hearnias.” In fact, the town was so small it couldn’t afford a village idiot. Everyone had to take turns.

The population of Hearne was twenty-six: one street, one general store, one blacksmith shop, a church, and two grain elevators. As with most of rural Saskatchewan, there was no running water, no electricity. The name comes with appropriate heritage — named after Sir Samuel Hearne, who joined the Royal Navy as a captain’s batman at age eleven and was knighted after becoming the first European explorer to reach the Arctic overland, and then spent his final days in a Paris prison.

My mother, Edna, was one of eleven children of the Clarke farm family. She had seven brothers (Dick, Jim, Dale, Harvey, Jack, Les, and Lloyd) and three sisters (Dora, Ruby, and Irene). Having married young at nineteen, something everyone tended to do on the Prairies during the Depression, Edna had four children in five years. I was the third in line, first son.

On the day of my birth, three of her seven brothers set out in a truck to drive her the seventeen miles to Rouleau. There hadn’t been any rain on the Prairies for three years. It was as dry as a bone. The ground was like icing sugar. When it finally did rain, it was like chocolate fudge. They called it “gumbo mud.” Needless to say, it rained the night of the truck ride. A mickey of rye accompanied the three soon-to-be uncles on the trip. It was tough going.

The truck went into the ditch four times because of the gumbo, while my mother was moaning in the back. And then it happened. The sky went completely black. It was a total eclipse of the sun. They didn’t know what to make of it but carried on, eventually getting to the hospital.

Once I came into the world, the brothers crept into my mother’s hospital room and asked what she was going to name me. “Murray Allan,” she replied.

“Shucks,” said Uncle Jack, “we were hoping you were going to call him ‘Gumbo Eclipse.’” (In later life I thought that would have made a great byline in the New York Times: “By Gumbo Eclipse Fotheringham.”)

I heard the story of my birth many times from my mother. I always thought that with time the story became exaggerated. However, many decades later, a girlfriend of mine, Marilyn Freer, gave me a very special gift — a leather-bound copy of the New York Times on the day I was born. There on the front page was the story and a map about the total eclipse of the sun that occurred across the continent, including that gumbo road to Rouleau. I apologized to my mother for ever doubting her story. In retrospect it all seemed fitting.

With my siblings Donna, Irene, and Jack in front of our home in Hearne, Saskatchewan. I have on the long pants and the funny hat.

I was named after James Allan, my great-grandfather. Here is his story.

In 1845, James Allan, seventeen years old, and his younger brother, William Allan, aged fifteen, lived as orphans with an aunt and uncle in Antrim, Ireland. They suffered a miserable existence that prompted them to run away to the Port of Belfast. Somehow they managed to board a sailing ship and hide themselves as stowaways.

The uncle discovered their departure and traced their disappearance to the sailing ship. Along with the captain, he searched the vessel and apprehended William, the younger brother. James Allan wasn’t found, and thus sailed away as a stowaway, arriving in Canada penniless and homeless.

This was the parting of the two Allan brothers.

A history tells us that they did eventually establish a correspondence by mail, but it had been neglected in the later days of their lives.

Great-Grandfather James Allan started a career in the lumber trades. First, he hauled logs by oxen, then eventually he had his own sawmill powered by steam. James Allan died in 1905, spending his last years living in Ontario among his family of seven children. He was buried in a cemetery in Shelburne, Ontario.

William, the younger brother, spent his career in the British military, serving in many parts of the world, including the newly developing territory of Canada. Despite his diligent inquiries and search for his brother, James, they were never together again. On the death of Great-Grandfather James Allan, a chance contact was made by his offspring to their Uncle William. He was then brought to Canada from England and lived out his remaining years with the children of his brother.

Upon his death in 1911, William was buried in the same plot with his brother in the cemetery in Shelburne. Finally, the Allan brothers were together again after sixty-five years. (A coincidence of life is that three generations later, my son, Kip, is in the timber business.)

My mother was three weeks from her twenty-fourth birthday when I was born. Brother Jack came a year later. My father, John Scott, ran the local grocery store. I have been told by my aunts that he was a fine man and that he and my mother were madly in love. I don’t remember him; as mentioned earlier, he was rude enough to die when I was two. He died in my mother’s arms in Rouleau Hospital after a botched appendectomy. He was thirty-one.

His death shattered my mother’s life. Here she was, twenty-six, with four children under the age of five in the heart of the Prairies in the middle of the Depression. How could this tragedy happen to two people who were so happy with each other? It toughened her. It gave her an inner strength she never knew she had. In order to support the family, she took in washing. Because she had taken violin lessons in high school, she was able to give lessons for 50 cents an hour. Half the students couldn’t pay.

The post office needed someone to run it for the area. My mother took on the position and turned our house into the local mail stop for the farm families that surrounded the hamlet. Ottawa paid her $35 a month. With the help of her father who had the farm, she was able to get fresh vegetables and milk, and so we got by.

As a child, I was fascinated by what was placed in the small boxes in the post office. Mother filled these wickets from the kitchen side of our house. After she stuffed the wickets with the mail, I snuck out the magazines and flipped through them, making sure to put them back before the rightful owners came to collect them. On more than one occasion, I retrieved an atlas and put it on the floor, leafing through various continents, telling my mother that someday I would go to all of those places. And I have.

My parents’ wedding day in Saskatchewan — everyone in their Sunday best.

When it was time to go to school, my sisters, Donna and Irene, and my brother, Jack, and I travelled three miles to Amherst, a one-room schoolhouse in the countryside. During the winter, Mother drove us in the Plymouth. When the weather got warm enough, we walked home, cutting across the wheat fields. Irene remembers that I always walked a half-mile behind the three of them. Many years later she said, “We knew then that you were the weird one.”

There were thirty kids spread over grades one to nine. Only two were in grades one, two, and three — Kenny Newans and me. Kenny, skinny and undernourished, came from a big family. I remember that his folks were so poor that each of them would bring white bread slices with lard in the middle to make a sandwich. That constituted lunch.

Kenny grew up to become sports director of a Calgary TV station. Two children in the same grade out in the middle of nowhere and both eventually going into the media business. How strange.

One of the major projects Kenny and I worked on was to snare gophers. First thing in the morning, the teacher handed out assignments to each grade. When they were finished, we were allowed to go outside. Kenny and I were prepared. We had binder twine and water ready for the catch. The field by the school had plenty of gopher holes. One of us poured water down a hole while the other was ready at the other end of the tunnel. When the soaking-wet gopher poked its head out of his hole, he was snared by the binder-twine noose.

After we snared two gophers, we took them back to the classroom and tied them to the legs of our desks. As Kenny and I sat across the aisle from each other, we watched and manipulated them as the gophers fought furiously. To us it was great sport. No wonder Kenny became a successful sports director.

Of course, there was always a scandal in a school so small. In those days in the Depression, there was no money to pay the schoolteacher, who was usually a woman. So one of the farm families provided her with room and board. That was her pay. The farm families were very protective of the teacher. After all, she was responsible for their darlings’ education.

Our teacher, Lillian Moen, at the end of one school day was in the barn outside where the schoolboys put their ponies each morning. One of the boys (I think it was Uncle Dick, who was in grade eight) took a stick and, showing off in front of his pals, stuck it up the back of Miss Moen’s skirt. This, as could be imagined, was the scandal of all scandals in the community.

One day we little guys in grade one or two were astounded, not knowing anything about the incident, to see all of the senior boys, including Uncle Dick, go to the front of the room and apologize one by one to Miss Moen. Their fathers had heard about the deed and laid on the punishment. My Uncle Dick never mentioned that day to his death. (No wonder he was my favourite uncle.)

And, like today, when school kids watch a hotshot pull into the school parking lot with a Ferrari or a Porsche, we little kids gawked at the big boys as they came in on their ponies. The star was a guy who rode a pinto stallion pony, black and white, which snorted and had wild eyes and was hard to control. That guy was the star like the kid with the Porsche today.

My first recollection as a young child (about three or four) was of a large cactus across the only street in Hearne. I said to my younger brother, Jack (who must have been two or three), “Let’s see who can sit down closest to the cactus. You go first.” I can almost remember thinking at the time: How dumb can you be to take that offer?

As soon as he squatted, I, of course, shoved him into the cactus. He ran screaming home, and my mother almost killed me as she had to pluck out all the offending needles. That was the start of a long-standing feud between Jack and me.

Jack and I once played on the same basketball team at high school in British Columbia. When we went to practice from our home three miles away, I stood fifty yards distant from him hitchhiking, and he had to hitch a ride with a different car. I was captain of the team then, and when we came out on the floor, we had to pass to each other before hitchhiking home again separately.

We shared bunk beds, and once during a disagreement, I took all his clothes and threw them out the bedroom window onto the roof while it was raining. At one point, for a whole year, we didn’t say a word to each other. A feat unto itself since we shared the same bedroom, and bunk beds at that. (I suppose it was due to the Irish blood we had both inherited — Northern Ireland Protestant, of course.)

When I was supposedly a grown-up adult, I asked Mother why she thought Jack and I fought so much. She surprised me with a very calm, reflective answer. “Because,” she said without a moment’s hesitation, “without a father in your lives, you were fighting for the attention of your mother.” I thought that was a very wise (if obvious) Freudian statement.

It is said that when you lose your father at a very young age, your mother becomes your whole universe. The bond between the children and surviving parent becomes greater than if there are two parents. The parent gathers strength due to the children, and the children rely solely on the surviving parent. To this day, I think my mother has had the greatest influence on my life. She was not only the strongest woman I have ever met, as I have mentioned, she was also the strongest person I have ever met.

As is the nature of growing up, all children innocently experiment with sex. In my case, one day when I was about eight, all four of us were out and saw two dogs “doing it.” A group of men stood around watching and laughing and using appropriate words to describe what was going on. We all came home and mother was out. When she returned, I was lying naked on top of a naked Irene who was on a circular carpet in one of the bedrooms. My mother shouted, “What are you doing!”

I said, “We are fucking,” having just learned this new word from the men. Fade to black.

Eight years went by before my mother was noticed by the only bachelor in Hearne. His name was Doug Fotheringham, and he lived across the street. He was a quiet man, religious and a teetotaler — apparently because his father was a bad drinker. Before long they became an item. We were mother’s world, and she was ours. I didn’t think there was any room for this intruder.

The courtship wasn’t hurried; there was no need to hurry. The family rule was that the first daughter to marry inherited the family china. Since my mother had previously jumped the queue by marrying my father, she already had the “family jewels,” which angered her sisters.

However, the day came when Mr. Fotheringham joined the Canadian Army at the start of the Second World War and was to be transferred to Regina (they couldn’t transfer him to anywhere else on the bald prairie). I don’t know whatever possessed him to take on four brats, but he proposed to my mother and she accepted. Although my sisters disagreed with me, I felt that my mother wasn’t so much “in love” with him but married him to get us out of Hearne and not become dirt farmers. I was wrong. Her mature love for him in later years was apparent to everyone.

Memories of Hearne? I still remember Grandfather Clarke on the farm, calling out “Jim … I mean, Dale … uh, Jack … no, Dick … er, Lloyd …” before finally settling on who he was looking for: “Les!”

What does a boy remember? Getting left behind at a Hearne church picnic at the Moose Jaw Zoo and winning three races and 75 cents at an adjoining church picnic until rescuers from Hearne arrived back hours later. A survivor? Hint of a future life path?

And the most evocative memory of all, that tells everything about Saskatchewan in the Depression years: of weeding in the cornfields at Grandpa Clarke’s farm and whenever a car went by — perhaps two or three in a day a good fifty yards away on the road — there would be an instant wave from whoever it was, a total stranger, and all the kids in the field would wave back wildly. A very lonely land but a very friendly land.