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Ten o’clock on Monday morning. Sitting at my desk. Anastasia Sudbury, our accountancy partner, is walking towards me, flanked by Sebastian, who is carrying a cardboard box. What can she want? Except for our assessments, she doesn’t usually communicate with staff as junior as Sebastian and me. She normally looks through associates as if they are air.

They arrive at my desk, Sebastian grinning like a fox.

‘Good morning, Miranda,’ Anastasia says.

That’s something. I didn’t think she could remember my Christian name.

‘Tax and Acquisitions are merging together for a new case, and Sebastian is coming to work with you for a while,’ she says, gesticulating towards him with her right hand.

He nods and his grin widens. Over-whitened teeth so perfect he should be in a toothpaste advert. She points at the empty desk space next to me. Sebastian sinks into his new chair and starts to unpack his box.

‘Notes on the acquisition you’re dealing with,’ Anastasia says, thumping a thick manila folder onto the middle of my desk. ‘Seb’s dealing with the acquisition cost. You’re sorting out tax liability.’

‘What about my current tasks?’ I ask.

‘Obviously they’ll have to be kept in the air too,’ she snaps.

I sigh inside. I’m already so busy. But what Anastasia wants, Anastasia gets. I know from experience it’s best not to argue with her. Although, for my sins, I’ve tried to no avail on a number of occasions. However difficult it is, I must cope with this.

‘OK. Fine. I’ll get on to it, right away,’ I reply.

‘Please do. I need the first indicative briefing in three days’ time.’

Three days. Doubtless I could do with three months. She saunters away through the junior office, back towards her lair, ignoring everyone as usual. Everyone pretending to ignore her. Silence reverberates across the thin layer of pretence. As soon as she has gone, happy background chatter begins again. I turn to Sebastian. He is still unpacking his files and papers.

‘Welcome,’ I say and try to smile. But I am worried about how much work Anastasia has just asked me to do; and about having to sit next to him. So the smile doesn’t manage to spread around my face. ‘When did you know about this?’ I ask.

‘I’ve known for a while, but Ana asked me not to say.’

‘Ana? Are you on familiar terms with her then?’

‘Is anyone?’ he replies.

I laugh. ‘Well, talk to you later. I really need to get my head around this.’

I open the file in front of me. The largest tax and acquisitions merger in the history of Harrison Goddard. Hours and hours of work. I close my eyes and try to stop thinking about all the other things I need to do. But I can’t. Tax accounts for Edmonson’s International, Berlin Bank, J. J. Cohen solicitors, Abe Pharmacy, AJT Consultancy, march across my mind. I need to keep calm and get on with it.

At first I can’t believe what’s happening. I feel a hand stroking my inner thigh. Thinking I must be imagining it, I grab it instinctively and push it away. Then I feel it again. I open my eyes. Sebastian. His hand is on my inner thigh. He is leaning towards me, grinning.

I gasp for breath. ‘What the hell do you think you’re doing?’

He doesn’t reply.

‘Sexually harassing me?’

‘No.’

‘What are you up to then? Making a pass at me?’

‘Giving you an opportunity to feel a real man’s hand on your body.’

I try to think of something clever and witty to say, to demean him. But my reactions are too slow. Instead, I jump up and rush to the toilets, locking myself in the first cubicle, putting the lid down and using the toilet as a seat. I sit, head in hands, trembling. I have never been sexually harassed before.

I’m not sure what to do about it.

Well I am sure.

I need to complain, immediately.

But Sebastian is my sister’s boyfriend. And she is so vulnerable. I can’t believe this has happened. I need time to think. Why did he do that? What’s the matter with him? I can’t tell Zara. If I do she won’t believe me. If she does believe me, the knowledge of what he’s done will destroy her.

I sit on the toilet seat for half an hour before finally leaving the sanctuary of the ladies’ lavatories. I know, however difficult it is, I must try to get Anastasia Sudbury to move Sebastian to another task. Breathing deeply to keep calm, I manage to wheedle my way past her PA, into her office.

‘Please can I work with the other new associate rather than Sebastian? He’s my sister’s boyfriend. Our relationship is too close,’ I beg.

Slowly, slowly I watch her eyes harden to granite.

‘You’re wasting my time.’ There is a pause. ‘I don’t appreciate pointless interruptions like this.’ She pushes her hair back from her eyes. ‘Sebastian has far more experience in the relevant areas than the other associates. That’s why I chose him.’ A shrug of her slender shoulders. ‘It’s a simple choice. You work with Sebastian or you leave. Decide what you want and please leave my office.’