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1. 5:00AM
ОглавлениеGormless youth
lurking.
Evil, bloodied, pockmarked moon.
Tree nesting
– some weird bird
Chin resting
absurdly
On branches so flammable
That at their core
they wait
To burn like hell –
But more than that
You're somehow both
Under my skin and
in front of me as
I walk the dogs down Birdwood Avenue…
This moment is sharp
your bloated face
smirking on
knowing far too much
gloating even.
I move the dogs on
rubbing my arm
feeling the skin
you now lurk beneath.
You've seen too much what we do with fire -
Invite it into our homes
The whole long winter,
Introduce it to the food
We are about to consume as if
It is a living grace.
And now you've made this
ill-conceived
desperate, disgraceful plan
To force on us
All the fire you can.
And now I am feeling you
Bulging out my chest
It's becoming hard to breathe
As I stare you down and breath
Escapes me…
But I can't impress upon you nor
Get it past your strange, round face
That the gift you give of all fire
will destroy us.
Twisted deity.
Fire has been there all these centuries
For us to honour you but
It was never there for you
To use it back at us like this…
To summon up, after being so long unworshipped
Your own sacrifice.
I move the dogs on
The dawn tries to rise
They find
their next pissing spot.
Your uncanny brightness
Feeds already
On all the corpses
That will be made this day.
You move back as if now
You're giving us
All the space we need
For our great tragedy
Waiting in the wings.
You're ready to quit the stage knowing
Your will is set
– and that over us
A sun will beam down
through smoke, for months
– not like a sun
– but more like you
– all moon.
So, by your gift to us you'll become
The ruling monarch of our fate
- and this great false star
will be made doubly great
By both the flames of the sun
and our burning flesh –
your second reflection.
In homage to their new god
pensively and with
a vacant stare
They salute you –
and with their back legs.