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2. 5:23AM
ОглавлениеSitting in the garden –
trying to wake,
nursing coffee,
hands warm.
The breeze comes at me
– turns into a wind, suddenly,
strong as a boxer
It’s been sparring like this all night –
finding its strengths.
Dawn’s cusp - and to confuse us all
It’s cool and refreshing now
– but by 10
Hot, blistering.
A divine wrath to ensure
all undergrowth is dry like
hell is dry
ready for new life
transposed
ecstatically
in flame.
By 4 this afternoon:
– all the hairdryers of the world turned on
– all roads hot coals
– all trees baked cores
– and this ancient, leather, bellows,
sky and earth, wheezing up,
creaking back into use
– a global blacksmith’s forge
gusts and black/red coals
all night long
and hammer falls of heat
and sparking collapse
re-smithing our minds into
one single thought: flame
and how far flame will spread.
But here, now
just before dawn
Some great audience sits,
and silently…
Already the memorial concert.
Paused at its breathless, quietest peak.
The ballad of the new sun begins and they all
Hold their lighters, their candles high…
It’s November
But more like Easter
Crowds of souls carrying lights
Circumambulating the great
cathedral
that will be this day…
By terror-filled and awe-filled rite
The flame begins to pray to itself.
It asks once more to be larger than life,
To apocalypse us all, to ensure
That only flame itself
is our salvation…
because
Only when we are burnt completely
Will we be safe
Only then, holocaust;
the fully charred offering made –
Will there be
at last
peace
and nothing left to burn.