Читать книгу the first conversation the sun had with the moon - jason a. kendall - Страница 3
when we became parents
Оглавлениеthere's something more important
than us
holding with the tiniest of fingers
the strings to our hearts
and we have no idea how to keep him alive
our instincts are valid as the swelling
eventually subsides
we begin to notice the best
and the worst
parts of ourselves are magnified
in his fragile (yet sturdy) little body
gratifying? yes
but the thoughts that run quietly
through our heads, keeping us up
at night…
we are not ready
we can't do this
we are not enough
then
he looks up to us with curious
and forgiving eyes
and we realize
we are not alone
he falls a hundred times
before one day letting out a pleasing laugh
as he wobbles across a notable stage,
one foot
in front of the other
we are convinced he knows everything
and we, the grown-up versions of ourselves,
talk him out of it
we should stop more often
listen more clearly, because
time is a thief of our youth.
it's not about coloring between the lines
or wearing matching socks
it's not about
perfect hair or a clean room
it's not
about being on time or
orchestrating a sane mind with a skillful wave
of the baton…
we give in
and reconnect with our own
desire to explore
and discover relevance
in an otherwise mundane world -
messing up along the way
falling flat on our faces
(we all know we only care when
someone notices) then
we get up and try again. with
ambitious legs,
until we wobble
until we walk
until we run
not forgetting to laugh
all the way across this notable stage -
wherever that may be…