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I’D ALWAYS WANTED TO BE in the movie business but the chances of that happening were remote. I come from Boston, Lincolnshire, which is on the east coast of England. That’s where the American Boston got its name. But the buck stopped there and Boston, England, was a backwater.

I was born in 1931, the result, so they told me, of a Masonic dinner. My mother’s family was in the seed business. I had two older siblings, Hazel and Dick. We all lived a stable, typically undisturbed, middle-class life. My father was managing director of the family printing concern, Fisher Clark, and I was supposed to be a printer when I’d finished my education at boarding school. That was my destiny.

Fisher Clark was a fairly big firm that employed around 700 people. It was the largest business in the area; its specialty was printing labels for any old thing, but mostly clothes. Every time you buy a bit of clothing, it has a label on it, which is thrown away by the purchaser. There was a lot of money to be made printing labels.

My father was also very interested in photography and cinematography, so, when I was ten, he gave me a silent movie projector. My grandfather was a major shareholder in a couple of cinemas in the town—The New Theatre and The Regal. When I was eleven, he gave me a special pass, which meant I could go any time for free with a friend. Many boys and girls, barely known to me, rapidly became my best friends.

So I became more and more interested in cinema and film and, as I got older, my interest intensified and I got involved with a group called the Federation of Film Societies. Everywhere you went in the forties and fifties, there were film societies because television didn’t amount to much and you couldn’t see foreign films easily.

People got together and ran 16 mm copies of the best French, German, Scandinavian, or Italian films. I started two film societies, one at Oundle School and another in Boston, and little by little I became more and more involved in these societies, which eventually brought me to London quite often for committee meetings, and the annual viewing sessions that would run for whole weekends. I met people who were in the business of actually making films.

Eventually, one of these people, who was working at a documentary house making industrial films, offered me a job as a trainee “gofer,” doing bits and pieces of everything. The company was Industrial Colour Films, located in King’s Cross. It was very small and had only five employees.

Having obtained a job in London, I was full of trepidation as I approached our house in Boston. I entered the living room where I found my parents listening to the radio. I came straight to the point. “Well,” I said, “I’ve just come from London and I got myself a job.” Horror! Although my mother was absolutely stunned that I’d done such a thing, my father actually gave me his blessing. I think, in the end, Father realised that I was doing what he’d always wanted to do and he was very supportive.

So I packed up the Rover car my father had given me for my eighteenth birthday and drove to London where I moved in with Dr. Booth and his family, good friends who were now living in Ealing. I occupied a flat in their house and worked as an assistant cameraman, editor, and general dogsbody for £3 a week. But after a year, Industrial Colour Films went bankrupt. Suddenly I had no job and didn’t know what to do. I was twenty-one years old, had no film union membership, de rigueur in those days, and didn’t know anybody in the business who could help me.

Good fortune, however, came to my rescue. Dr. Booth was the medical health officer for the Borough of Ealing and, seeing the predicament I was in, told me he had a doctor friend who occasionally went to Ealing Studios whenever somebody was injured or sick. “I’ll ask him to put in a good word for you with the personnel manager,” he said.

I was summoned to the office of Baynham Honri, who I presumed was the personnel manager. He was a short dark man with very thick glasses who had been in vaudeville before entering films and he asked me many questions about my ambitions, interests, and other aspects of my life, while cleaning his nails. I didn’t leave there feeling I’d made a good impression, but I did tell him that my chief interest was in editing and left him with a piece of paper outlining my experience. We didn’t call them CVs or resumes in those days. I left the studio without any certainty of ever entering it again.

Some weeks elapsed. My parents were worried about me. Finally the studio called. It was some sort of miracle. God and Bay Honri were smiling on me. This was a Friday afternoon, and I started work at Ealing on the following Monday morning as a trainee in the cutting room.

Ealing Studios

So much has been written about Ealing Studios but I have rarely read the truth of what it was like to work there. Contrary to glowing rumour, it was not always a cosy, maternal studio. It was suffused with pride for a start and, once there, you were expected not to leave, unless you had the misfortune of being told to do so.

Ealing was a microcosm of British society, reflected in the pictures they made. The celebrated Ealing comedies were mostly written and made by public schoolboys or university graduates, and major decisions were made at roundtable conferences chaired by Sir Michael Balcon, who was responsible for Ealing’s rise and fall.

The studio was class ridden. You knew your station and stayed in it or incurred wrath in high places. It was such a small world that everyone knew everyone else’s business. A big sign exhorted us to great effort, just like something you might have seen in China during the Cultural Revolution. It read “The Studio That Pulls Together” and was in big black letters up on the wall of Stage A.

I was in the cutting room with sound editors Mary Habberfield and Nick MacDonald. They were preparing tracks for The Titfield Thunderbolt, one of their lesser comedies that was directed by Charles Crichton. My duties were largely centered around the rewinder. I had to rewind the reels and also learned how to use the Bell & Howell foot joiner, a massive iron pedal-operated device. This was a machine you had to respect or it would have your fingers.

I was so thrilled at being there that I would willingly do anything but I soon learned not to give opinions or to be even faintly critical. I also learned to fear Mrs. Brown, the massive head of the “cuttin’ room.” Mrs. Brown never sounded a “g” in her many pronouncements. Her office was at the far end of the cutting block on the first floor, up a short flight of stairs. Her sister was in charge of the negative cutting room as Ealing always cut it’s own negative.

Mrs. Brown bullied her sister dreadfully. In fact, she bullied everyone under her, while bowing and fawning to those above, particularly Sir Michael, whose rushes were always at 12 noon precisely. Mrs. Brown presided over the rushes (the first prints made of a movie after a period of shooting) and would not hold back her feelings if anything went amiss or, God forbid, any assistant was late delivering the material.

It was always an anxious time for us. Perhaps the labs had delivered late or the first assistant had problems syncing them up. Whatever the reason, there was usually a queue of frantic assistants waiting to leap onto the joining machine, dash through the reel, and hope that the joins would hold. Sometimes they flew apart and then there’d be the devil to pay and a trip up the stairs to Mrs. Brown’s office.

This was before magnetic film. Optical sound was on a different spool, so action and sound were separate and kept in sync by the edge numbers that the assistant would put on every foot of film, using the Moy edge-numbering machine. These numbers, identical on action and sound, would allow the editor to keep the film in sync and to easily recognise what he was handling, since the edge number contained the slate number, the take number, and the footage. Occasionally the numbering block on the Moy would get stuck and, unless the assistant was very wide awake, this would go unnoticed, requiring you to then erase the incorrect numbers, using a solvent that would be banned today because it could give you a “high” and eat your lungs.

Ealing was fine if you’d been to boarding school. It was run on the same hierarchical lines. Sir Michael was the headmaster; the producers, directors, writers, and heads of departments were the senior staff; and everyone else were the students in varying degrees of seniority.

Being a trainee, I was at the bottom of the ladder but would gradually claw my way up. Working at the studio was pure heaven, and I met wonderful people there. It was the equivalent of today’s film schools, though better since I had the incredible incentive of working on actual films for major cinema release.

Those not prepared to muck in weren’t tolerated. I recall a university graduate entering the cutting room who didn’t last long. He found the task of joining one piece of film to another tedious. Naturally he wanted to be a director and could not tolerate the notion of spending his days in that way, repetitive work requiring no intellect at all. My attitude, however, was somewhat different. Yes it was dull work, but it was a necessary part in the making of a picture. It taught me little or nothing about the editing of films, I learned that later, but I felt part of the team and I enjoyed the company.

I was soon moved onto the sound of The Cruel Sea, at that time the most ambitious of the Ealing pictures. Charles Frend was directing this epic naval story, based on a best-selling novel by Nicholas Monsarrat. Jack Hawkins was the lead actor, and the film editor, just up the corridor, was Peter Tanner. I worked under the sound editor Gordon Stone. I admired Gordon tremendously, not only because he was good at his job, but because he had a wonderful sense of humour that infected us all.

We all worked long hours getting The Cruel Sea ready for mixing. Ealing had its own sound department and the head mixer was Steven Dalby. In those days, the final mix of a film was an extremely tense affair, quite different from the systems we now use. Because magnetic film was not yet in common use, all of the sound was optical, so the dialogue tracks, normally three or four, were negative or neg cut. The negative cutting of a film is the final act of putting the scissors to the negative and assembling it to match the positive print that you’ve edited. A fine cut is the absolutely final version of the film that goes to neg cut. Once it was neg cut, it was cut for good.

The editor would cut the dialogue using the rushes and normally split this into two tracks in order to create sound overlaps. When the film was fine cut, these dialogue tracks would be neg cut, since they were shot on optical negative stock and returned for the mixing process. Any post-synched dialogue would be cut separately and we, therefore, ended up taking several dialogue tracks into the dubbing room.

We normally had two prints made up by the lab, using one print for rehearsals (it’s not just actors and musicians who rehearse) and conserving the other for the actual final takes of the reel. Rehearsals were long and arduous since the intention was to iron out any problems and allow the mixers to learn the reel thoroughly before going for a take. If mistakes were made during final recording, the reel had to be restarted. Quite apart from the dialogue reels, the music tracks were also optical and given similar treatment. The sound effects were often laid up in reels or were looped, like a background of birdsong, running water, or light wind might be taken from a continuous loop of film, the join carefully “blooped” to avoid a click when it passed over the sound head. Blooping was a procedure that was an absolute pain for all of us assistants because the blooping ink used to go all over our clothes. It was, however, necessary in those days before magnetic. Every join, so that it should be soundless when it went over the sound head, had to be blooped. You would paint with opaque black ink, a triangular image on the positive optical track of the film itself. If you didn’t bloop the join, it would make a popping noise.

Eventually when the mixers had balanced everything and the director had approved, they would go for a take and, at that moment, the tension increased. Mistakes were now costly. Being a sound mixer in those days was ulcerating, though, if a reel had been going well before errors were made, the good section could be saved and used, since it was possible to neg cut the final mix too.

One of my tasks as the junior assistant was to carry the spools of film over to the mixing room. This involved picking up perhaps ten spools of film, a heavy load. The editing rooms at Ealing were on the first floor and connected to the projection booths and the dubbing room by an iron gantry that was partially open to the elements. It was said that projectionists, if caught short, would piss over the side. Legend had it that one had once showered Sir Michael as he entered the theatre below.

One wet evening, we were mixing late and I was carrying a reel of tracks over to the mixing room, when I slipped, sending several spools of film falling over the gantry and into the muddy earth below. What a quandary! I raced down and gathered up what I could. The tin lids had mostly fallen off and the tracks were wrecked. I knew there were people waiting for them. There was nothing for it but to carry those sodden and ruined tracks back into the room and apologise. All work was abandoned on these reels until reprints could be rushed from the labs. Rather than give me a stern rebuke for wrecking things, those present, including Charlie Frend and Les Norman, the producer, simply accepted the situation and went home. I, however, felt terrible about it and never again was stupid enough to overburden myself with too heavy a load.

I had become friendly with another editor, Seth Holt, and, after I’d spent a whole year on a Bell & Howell foot joiner and several more months on a Moy numbering machine, I became his second assistant. Seth, unlike most of the editors, was an intellectual. He had started as an actor, and I don’t recall how he rose in the ranks at Ealing, since he was still quite young. I suspect, however, that it was because Seth was related to Robert Hamer, the Ealing director who had made Kind Hearts and Coronets. Seth gave me my break as his second assistant on a now forgotten comedy The Love Lottery in which David Niven was directed by Charles Crichton.

* * *

It was during the shooting of this picture that I met my first wife, Jessie Holling, who was Crichton’s secretary. She was only twenty-four but already a widow with a child. Her husband, David Holling, had fallen into the Thames and drowned. Jessie originally became involved with David when he was a young scenic artist, working at Pinewood Studios. They had a fling, she became pregnant, and they married. She never spoke very much about him after he drowned. It was clear that nobody made an effort to rescue him, and I later gathered that he was a drunk and disliked by most people. Perhaps she felt relief that he had gone.

She now lived in Ealing with her elderly parents. Her mother, a Russian who never mastered English, looked after her son, Andrew, who was two. Her father, an Englishman, worked for the Inland Revenue. These were difficult times for her family, and Jessie and I, being co-workers, were often thrown together, mostly in the Queen Victoria Pub across the road.

At that time, all the younger cutting room people used to go out drinking together. One thing led to another and Jessie and I began an affair. It was my first, at twenty-one and, being a late starter, I soon discovered that movies were not the only route to happiness.

I was a regular at a special shop in Ealing that sold prophylactics. There were separate entrances for men and women. On entering I would be greeted by a man dressed in a spotless white lab coat. He would ask me what I required. “A dozen of the best,” I would reply and he’d take from under the counter a cardboard box and a rigid piece of wood resembling an erect phallus. Then each condom would be rolled onto this device, a burst of air would inflate it, and the assistant would then wave the balloon over his face to test for leaks. He would go through the entire dozen in this manner no matter how many customers were waiting in line. I soon discovered that asking for twelve was always embarrassing.

I visited Jessie’s parents frequently and became fond of her little boy, who was chatty and lively, but the relationship was riddled with friction. Jessie was given to tantrums, which I found very difficult to cope with. After six months, Jessie and I split up.

I went on to another film at Ealing and, although I saw Jessie almost every day, we rarely spoke. It was, therefore, a dreadful shock to learn from a third party that Jessie’s mother had died and Andrew had been placed in a Catholic home in Brighton. I called Jessie directly and learned the whole story. It was not pleasant and she was deeply troubled by her situation—having to continue working to support herself and the child. She visited Andrew every Saturday. Having a car, I suggested I should drive her to Brighton the next weekend.

When I saw Andrew in the hall of the home where he’d been placed, I was very upset. This little boy who had formerly been active and chatty was now a thin, withdrawn figure who didn’t utter a word when we took him out walking along the pier. I was confronted with a situation that I felt inadequate to address. Nothing had prepared me for this but I felt it was necessary to act. However irrationally, I knew I could not return Andrew to that home where he was, clearly, deeply unhappy and, yet, I did not have an alternative that made any sense. There was no real relationship between Jessie and myself. We had split months before and were not in love though we enjoyed one another’s company. Jessie was often volatile, and I wouldn’t have called her a good mother. Andrew was often screamed at and clouted on the head. She did love him, however, and she and Andrew were obviously suffering. I felt that I had to do something to help, so instead of driving them back to the home, I took them to Ealing where I deposited the child with his grandfather then took Jessie to dinner at a cafe on Richmond Bridge and proposed marriage.

Totally crazy though it was, it seemed the only way of keeping Andrew and his mother together. My parents were mystified and the Booths worried that I was making a major error.

Curiously I was not worried at all and even rather enjoyed this fuss. I arranged to move in with Jessie, Andrew, and her father and we all lived together in a small terraced house in Creighton Road, Ealing, while Jessie and I continued to work at the studio.

Because she was a Catholic, Jessie wanted to marry in a church of her choice. My mother, being staunch Church of England, was outraged. I asked my old Boston friend Chris Sharpe to be my best man.

The day of the wedding arrived. Jessie went into a funk and refused to get up and go to the church. Chris and I, with the aid of numerous tots of brandy, finally hauled her out of bed, got her into a dress and to the church where we had kept the guests waiting.

We had a reasonably happy life afterward, continuing much as before, though we could now afford to have Andrew cared for during the day. It wasn’t long before Jessie was pregnant, and Kate was born in 1956. It was clear that the house was no longer large enough to hold us all, so I bought another home in Ealing on Warwick Road, which was nondescript but big.

Life with Jessie was seldom tranquil. She was not a natural mother, being subject to fits of temper that were often hard to accept. After she quit working to stay home and look after both children, she mellowed considerably. Having two children to attend to absorbed her, but it wasn’t long before she was pregnant again.

* * *

By this time I was gaining some ground at the studio, busy most of the year, rarely out of work and I had been made an “assistant” to Jack Harris, who would be crucial to my future career and development. Jack had started out in silent films. He’d had a long tenure at Twickenham Studios where he supervised film editing in the thirties. He had immense experience and he’d cut a lot of films for David Lean. As his assistant, I was very interested in his working methods. Jack was a terribly slow thinker. If you asked him a question, you had to wait at least five minutes for the answer.

Jack was both painstaking and non-intellectual. He was more interested in his garden than anything else. Very tall and thin, he smoked like a chimney. In fact, we used to worry that the ash would fall off his cigarette into the trim bin and set everything on fire. You weren’t supposed to smoke in the cutting room at all because the film was so flammable. Jack never did actually cause a fire.

When Jack had a scene to cut, he would ponder the material endlessly. He would never begin thinking about the cuts until he had all the material to hand. He’d have the rushes on a spool-loading Moviola. There would be ten minutes of film on a reel that he would run backwards and forwards, backwards and forwards, incessantly for a day or so. It used to drive us all crazy because, it seemed to us, he was never going to cut the film. As an assistant, you’d be sitting there, just dying for him to stop the machine, take it off the Moviola, put it on the synchroniser, and actually make a cut. He would just keep spooling in a silence you could carve with a knife.

Jack was a very mild mannered man, but he did require that his assistants behave themselves. If there was too much noise, he would turn and say “Hey, Cocky! Be quiet!” One always knew when Jack was angry since the “Cocky” word was only uttered when he was disturbed. Normally, while concentrating on the rushes, he would not speak and nor would we.

Finally, after much cigarette smoke and silence, Jack would take his grease pencil and make a mark on the film. We’d all heave a collective sigh of relief, put the reel onto the synchroniser and he would cut the scene. He would then cut the scene very quickly, not joining the action and sound but attaching them with paper clips. The actual joining was done by the assistants on the finger-eating Bell & Howell joiner.

When the editor was cutting film in those days, the assistant would stand behind him, trim bin in hand, in order to hang up the discarded film on the correct peg, ready for filing. The filing of trims was one of our main jobs. We’d collect all the trims, action and sound, rubber banding them and winding them up into a single slate, then adding a label, which identified it. The slate was then put into a can with top and side labels. In theory this would prevent loss of material.

Some editors, while working alone at night, would be totally undisciplined and allow the trims to fall into the bin. The poor assistant might come in the next morning to find a chaos of trims, all of which had to be sorted out and filed, but Jack Harris was a very disciplined man and made life easy for his assistant by being scrupulous. I don’t ever recall losing anything on a Harris picture.

The great value of Jack to a production, in spite of the time he spent contemplating the rushes, was that the rough cut was so expertly done that most directors wouldn’t tamper with it. What I learned from Jack was patience—a trait that has served me well. Today a film editor has to be really patient. Not with the material, but with the producers and financiers, who, once the director presents his version are in the cutting room, arguing, stating their opinions, and making calls on their mobiles. It becomes a bedlam. Back in Jack Harris’ day, nobody came near him.

* * *

I was still an assistant at Ealing when I was called by Basil Wright, a great documentary filmmaker who I’d met briefly at the Edinburgh Film Festival. He was producing a feature for the Children’s Film Foundation, The Magic Marble that was being directed by John Durst. His editor had suddenly been called away. Basil wondered if I might be interested in taking over the editing. This was an extraordinary suggestion. I had never cut a frame of film in my life, but it was a tempting idea and it only took a short time to make my decision.

The news was not received well at Ealing. Mrs. Brown more or less said I would never work there again.

Nervously I arrived at Rotherhithe studio and walked into the cutting room. The film was larded with special effects, the premise being that a small boy owned a marble that, when rubbed, would produce a genie and so things grew smaller or larger. I do recall that I was much helped with this magic by Vic Margutti who was a special effects wizard of the period.

The shoot lasted only about six weeks because the Children’s Film Foundation did not make films with large budgets, and I do recall that we moved away from Rotherhithe and took a cutting room just off Kensington High Street. The film sound was mixed at Anvil by Ken Cameron and, although Basil Wright and I never had words, I got the feeling that he was disappointed in my work. We certainly never had any connection thereafter. I believe the film won some kind of award at a festival that year and was released under the title One Wish Too Many.

So there I was, a film editor without a film—nobody knew me so I had little chance of landing another job. Things got quite desperate for a time, and I eventually found work with the Disney company in London who had offices in Old Compton Street, Soho. This was followed by editing on two short documentaries that were directed in Cinemascope by Geoff Foot, himself an editor. One was about Scotland but it turned out to be a short job and then they had me cutting some puppet films featuring Sooty.

This was the lowest spot in my career. We worked in a basement room in Wardour Street with no windows. My assistant and I sweated over these wretched puppet films until I was about to cry with despair. There were moments when the idea of throwing in the towel and returning to Boston with my tail between my legs seemed attractive.

As a sort of desperate act, I called up Jack Harris and asked if he was doing anything and did he need an assistant? Jack must have realised how dreadful my plight was. It turned out he was about to start editing The Prince and the Showgirl for Laurence Olivier, but had already hired a first assistant, Desmond Saunders. Jack wondered if I might be interested in being the second assistant? Without hesitating, I accepted. I went directly from being a film editor back to a job as the joining boy. It was a move I’ve never regretted since it got me out of a rut and made me realise that life in the real world was hard and combative. I knew I would be happier in a more secure situation. I went, in one move, from Sooty to Marilyn Monroe.

* * *

It was during this period that Jessie suddenly died. Bending down to tidy up after a children’s party, she felt a searing pain in her chest. She was eight months pregnant.

When I arrived home, she was in the bath, hoping the heat would stifle the pain, but it seemed to increase rather than diminish. Since she was only a month away from completing her term, I thought it best to take her directly to the nursing home where she could deliver the child.

It was a short drive, during which she was doubled up with pain. I left her in the care of the doctors and returned home.

That night I had wild and vile dreams. I was awakened at around 6 am by a phone call from the nursing home. At first I thought they were calling to tell me Jessie had given birth. That was not the case. There was some sense of panic in the doctor’s voice as he said, “Come at once.” I dashed to her bedside. A priest was just leaving, having administered the last rites.

She was dead when I saw her. Just dead, still warm—I looked at her in complete disbelief.

The doctor tried to explain. An aneurism...the wall of the heart collapsed...blood into the lungs...terribly sorry...nothing could be done...have a brandy. I was so stunned I forgot to cry.

It was not until I walked into the hallway and saw the bag of clothes we had brought for the new child on the previous evening. I stopped, looking at the little bag—no longer needed—and then burst into tears.

Jessie’s funeral was a sad affair and most of the friends who had attended our wedding were there, certainly all the old friends from Ealing Studios.

Andrew didn’t come to the funeral. I thought it too soon to explain what had happened to his mother. It was some weeks before I told him his mother had died. He was five at the time and probably did not fully comprehend. Kate was not yet two so she had no way to comprehend what had happened. It was only a few weeks later that I adopted Andrew legally and Jessie’s father came to live with us.

When you are young life seems limitless. I was twenty-eight when Jessie died. I had been married four years and had two young children to support. It was without reluctance that I went back to work. It seemed the best therapy.

FLASHBACK: Nevill Holt Prep School

Many parents sent their kids to prep schools when I was young. So when I was ten, my parents sent me off. Nevill Holt was the prep school for Uppingham Public School and lay between Uppingham and Market Harborough. It was entirely isolated and stood on top of a hill that overlooked a great valley. It is no longer a school, but at that time it was home to eighty boys.

On the big day my trunk was packed, my tuck-box filled with any extra rations my mother could spare, along with toys and other amusements. The box, made of soft white wood with black painted steel supports at the corners, had, on the top, my initials in bold, black letters. I arrived there in the Spring of 1941 clutching my gas mask and Mickey Mouse annual. My father had driven me to the school, using precious petrol coupons. I was introduced to the headmaster and his wife, a formidably large lady of French extraction. Then came introductions to the matron and a variety of teachers followed by tea in the headmaster’s study.

It was then time for farewells. No tears. Just a kiss from Mother and Father. The crunch of the tyres on gravel and in a flash they were gone. I was left to myself and my fate. That was the last time I saw my parents in the light of innocence; and though still a child, from that moment on, I had to learn the gentle art of self-preservation. In some sense my childhood had just ended. I was ten years old.

It was, in many ways, an enchanted place. The school had been constructed from a series of connected buildings, which had their origins in Elizabethan times and earlier. I recall King John’s Tower. The buildings were joined to a small church, which was never used. Another series of buildings housed classrooms, a swimming pool, and a quadrangle for gymnastics and other communal gatherings. Small cottages were dotted about, used for staff quarters, and there was a farm attached. It was a completely self-contained domain, quite isolated from the rest of the world. The nearest village was a few miles off. A minor road lay outside the school, rarely used in those days.

I made many new friends very quickly. I played games. I learned to swim, read voraciously, and took up painting. My music lessons progressed beyond scales. The food was always good and the school farm kept us well supplied with fresh produce despite rationing.

My bed, in a dormitory shared with four other new boys, became a dark and secret room where I could become invincible. This was the time for homesickness to take hold. Other boys cried themselves to sleep. I don’t remember being homesick at all. This new community life was too full and too exciting.

I had a torch through which I could project pictures onto the ceiling. I had a supply of slides for it and we made up stories to illustrate the pictures. It was the star of our dormitory. It was primitive movie making, for this was before I had really fallen for the cinema in any big way.

My real fascination lay in aeroplanes at that time. I had a copy of Jane’s All the World Aircraft, which became my bible. It was a slim volume, hastily produced for aircraft spotters. All Allied and enemy planes were illustrated graphically. This, and the Stanley Gibbons Stamp Catalogue were my main reading for some years. Later I was to devour a new Edgar Wallace thriller every night.

Very soon I realised that I had to develop an inner life. My mind became a fortress. Generally I enjoyed school life, so unlike home life, which intruded when term was over and the holidays started. Before school, my natural habitat had been the nursery, which was my universe with Nanny Ada when I was small. Now it became my first home cinema.

The spin off from Father’s home movies came with a Christmas gift of immense potential that he gave me in 1941. It was a 9.5 mm Pathé Ace projector, together with some short comedies and, best of all, a complete print of Alfred Hitchcock’s Blackmail. From this, without any doubt, came my permanent and lifelong interest in film editing, for I hand cranked my way through many screenings of this silent classic. The sound was added later and was not necessary for an appreciation of the montage. Even at the early age of ten, I began, slowly, to understand something about the rhythm of the cuts. I couldn’t have put it quite like that, but I was aware of the cuts and fascinated by the construction of the images into scenes that had suspense and tension. I remember my nursery with those images flickering on the wall.

The Pathé Ace must have been handed to many children of my age. A projector, however, has to be fed and Father allowed me to join a library operated by Wallace Heaton in London’s Bond Street. He then, without complaint, began to pay for my habit, which quickly grew. The number of silent films available from Pathé at that time was huge. The catalogue was a treasure trove. I would comb through it for hours before deciding what to rent. Then would come the thrill of waiting. In those days Boston had a direct rail link with London. I would cycle to the station to await the arrival of those brown fibre boxes in which the films were dispatched, often disappointed when they failed to arrive. I could have the films for one day only, after which there was an extra charge.

Films were very important in those pre-television days. At the start of term, boys who lived in large cities would relate the entire plots of films they had seen during their holidays. The more extreme would even act them out, mostly in the dormitory before we all fell asleep or Matron called for “no further talking.” One boy, I recall, had somehow been admitted to an H, for Horror, certificate picture, which was very rare indeed. He had to act out the really horrible bits many times for our “delectation and delight,” a phrase I’d learned at Butlin’s Skegness Holiday Camp. I think the picture was The Bat, maybe not, but I know it had Bela Lugosi in it. I rarely had to tell the plots of the films I had seen in Boston because they had been doing the rounds for months and were considered old hat by my more sophisticated friends.

The early interest I had from home movies with the Pathé Ace was fanned at Nevill Holt because the headmaster loved films himself and the school had a 16 mm Ampro sound projector, quite rare in those days, and a source of great interest to me. Films were shown on Sunday evenings during the winter terms, and this was when my interest was really kindled. The boys would sit on the polished wood floor of the Elizabethan ballroom that had a screen raised at one end and the projector stood at the other, operated by the headmaster. The loudspeaker and projector were permanent fixtures, the speaker high up in the ceiling, and the projector locked up in its case between the piano and the lectern. We also had church services in the ballroom, with the headmaster, officiating. Because the war was already underway, supplies for the Ampro were a matter of great concern to the boys, since the projection and the wonderfully worded “Exciter” lamps, essential to the sound, were prone to failure right in the middle of a movie. Spare lamps were at a premium, and we prayed they would last through the film. Later, when American soldiers and airmen were stationed nearby, the problem eased; it seemed their friendly PXs were well stocked with Ampro spares.

Excitement about the Sunday film would grow from mid-week when a small notice would go up announcing the title. It might have read:

Ask a Policeman

Will Hay, Moore Marriott,

Graham Moffatt. 8 reels.

It was that last bit of information that really got to me. I knew that a seven-reel film might not be too good, certainly not very long, whereas a ten-reeler would be the bee’s knees. The headmaster always included a short, introducing me toThe Secrets of Nature and the voice of E.V. H. Emmett as well as to the black and white Mickey Mouse and Popeye cartoons. How we boys laughed. Just like Sullivan’s Travels.

It was the high point of our week, and the headmaster, well aware of this, used it as the ultimate punishment. Far more hurtful than any beating was that awful moment when he told you that you would retire to bed without supper instead of seeing the film. The dormitories were ranged around the Elizabethan ballroom, so the punished boy would lay in bed, in broad daylight, miserable, listening to a soundtrack, trying to imagine the pictures that accompanied it.I only suffered this once and made certain after that to follow the rules, so itmay be that my passion for cinema taught me to be careful. Too careful, I sometimes think.

The films—mostly British—that we saw had been carefully vetted by the headmaster. He subscribed, I later realised, to the GeBescope library from which I also obtained films some years later. In fact the arrival of their annual catalogue was a real high spot. I never became a projectionist at Nevill Holt. Mr. Phillips, our headmaster, was far too possessive to allow that, but he did let me help rewind the big 1,600-foot reels that held forty minutes of each film. In many ways I owe a great debt of gratitude to him, for my first job at Ealing Studios many years later consisted of just that. Many of us in the cutting rooms began as rewind boys.

In the winter terms I longed for the Sunday film show. The weekly evenings seemed so long. After evening prep we were allowed two hours reading or playing table games before bedtime. Often, a few boys were invited to read in the Great Hall. This was a time I really enjoyed. The Hall had a magic atmosphere, exuding the ancient traditions that surrounded it. The lofty oak beams could reach the sky, or so it seemed. I often wondered how they changed the burned out lamps. Trapdoors in the roof was the answer. All around the panelled walls was a collection of spears, swords, muskets, shields, fox masks, and immense tapestries. In the centre of the long back wall was inlaid a great fireplace, on which huge logs lay smouldering for days. The chimney above it was so wide that two boys could climb it simultaneously. The wood smoke smell was unforgettable. It clung to the room even in midsummer. The jewel in the Hall’s crown was the grand piano, maybe a Steinway, it was long and thin like the hands of a pianist. When my music teacher, Mr. Lindner played Chopin and Bach on it I was transported. Lying on my back, my imagination would soar beyond the roof and up into the stars. The Hall, the music, and the wood smoke were a potent mixture. When the music stopped, only vague shadows could be seen in the oak beams, and the creaking of hungry beetles.

Although parents were able to visit the school and take their boys out for lunch on a Sunday, that was a rare event for me. Petrol rationing had prevented that. One, however, had little time for parents in schooldays. In fact, a visit was sometimes simply resented, particularly if it involved missing a film.

My parents always encouraged me to bring a friend home, which was too embarrassing. On the few occasions I did this, I had reason to regret it. My mother was sure to say something that my “friend” would then spread around the school. Apart from writing the obligatory letter home every week, which was scrutinised by the teacher and heavily censored, I rarely thought of home. Others blubbered in their beds. Some had good reason for they had lost their fathers on active service. One boy in my dorm, named Barwell, lost his father early in the Battle of Britain and mourned him dreadfully. I think we understood and perhaps didn’t tease him too badly.

We were, indeed, still at war and none of us could forget it. Perhaps because we were growing up we became more aware of events surrounding us. Dunkirk was now far behind, the Japanese were sinking most of the Royal Navy, and I had heard about the collapse of Italy during the summer holidays when we waited for a train at a country station. War news rarely reached us at Nevill Holt where no newspapers circulated and no radios were heard. The Blitz had not ended yet, and we knew our air-raid drill by heart.

Nobody seriously worried that Nevill Holt school might be bombed, but there was a large steel mill at Corby across the valley, which was regularly visited by bombers, and on these occasions we were forced to take shelter. Late one night, when I was asleep, we were awakened by rough hands, whisked into dressing gowns and slippers, and marshalled rapidly into the shelters in the garden. These had been standing idle since the early days of the war. They stood under the broad arms of three massive oak trees. Stumbling sleepily down the stony path, I lost one slipper and stubbed my toe. This woke me up. I reached the shelter and sat on the bench. Inside, the masters had lit oil lamps that gave off the sickly smell of paraffin. Not enjoying enclosed spaces, I began to feel ill. The Matron took pity on me and bound up my bleeding toe. The Headmaster urged us into a singsong, and soon the round “London’s Burning” was going strong, an appropriate number for the occasion. Cocoa and biscuits were served. This was quite a party, a sort of midnight feast.

Presently, as we began to doze in our uncomfortable positions, the drone of engines was heard. It was the enemy. We all looked up and held our breath. Even the staff was quiet. It must have been quite a big raid. The engine drone coming through our ventilation shaft, pulsing, with an off-beat built into the tempo of the engine. The sound increased and some of us looked alarmed and pale under the weak lamplight. Nearer they came. Some of us prayed. I held my toe. I looked around at familiar faces. No laughing or singing now. The bombs had not yet started to fall. I glanced at the Headmaster, looking different in his dressing gown. He was nervously pacing in the centre of the shelter, moving his lips as if rehearsing a speech for Parents Day. Then came the dull thudding sounds that we’d been expecting. Corby was getting it tonight. We thought of the poor people on the other side of the valley. I think many of us were aware of our mortality for the first time. Some idiot master mentioned the fact that the bombers very often dropped the remains of their load as they turned to leave for Germany. That meant us. Or could. We’d be a nice little civilian target with our big old house and church high on a hill. The very thought of knocking off a church spire might seem fair game to a Nazi. For us, the worst part of the long night occurred when those planes turned for home, Matron busied herself with more cocoa. Another master led us in many choruses of “Ten Green Bottles,” and eventually the threat died away. The engine sounds receded. We heard the all clear from the village and, relieved, wandered back to our beds through the damp dawn.

In the morning, we saw that the land was covered in thin strips of metal, dropped by the enemy planes to confuse our radar. Collecting these strips became a new hobby.

It was with some shock that I saw bombed buildings in Peterborough from the train that took me back home for the holidays. There were signs of prosperity at home. This seemed strange with a war going on, but the War Office had sent battalions of troops and squadrons of the RAF into the area. They spent much time marching the streets by day and drinking at night. Many men were billeted locally. At our house, the front room, which was normally unused, except at Christmas, had been turned over to two RAF sergeants. My father was always inviting strangers home for a drink so the house was never empty.

I went to the usual summer fetes, had tea on the lawn, played with friends, went for bike rides, and read my books. My chief interest, however, was in the cinema. The New Theatre was in effect, my real school. It’s a Marks & Spencer now. The box office would have been just around where they place the knitwear at the front of the store. Mr. Howden’s sister, with knitting in hand, presided. She knew me well, as I regularly arrived with my pass which read, “Please admit my grandson and friend.” I used my pass regularly, twice a week at least, for years. Certainly between 1942 and 1951, when I finally left Boston, that little scrap of card was my passport to a world that existed solely between the solid walls of that theatre, which became my second home. When they pulled the theatre down and built a store over it, my childhood ceased. The Regal was newer and did not have the allure of The New.

There was a foyer with cane furniture and a potted palm, with framed portraits of the stars. Walking toward the stalls or up the stairs to the circle, you could usually hear a Victor Sylvester record, though sometimes it was Charlie Kunz, whom I hated. The auditorium is now the Food Hall. Before the place finally closed, I went backstage. It had been built as a theatre before cinema was invented, so the stage was deep enough to allow for pantomimes and travelling theatricals. Under the stage there were the very dusty relics of many productions and trapdoors for the demon kings. The two big Western Electric speakers straddled the stage behind the screen. It was said that the sound system was the finest in the county. When the lion roared, you were in for a good time at The New.

The projectors were first installed in the early days, when gramophone records reproduced the sound. We used to debate hotly whether the RCA or the Western Electric systems were best. Because MGM employed the Western Electric system and I thought of them as the last word in quality, there was little doubt in my mind. In any case I’d met the Western Electric district engineer, who regularly serviced the equipment, and I’d never seen anyone from RCA.

Under the stage, covered in many years of dust, stood three wooden packing cases. I’d been told about them by the projectionist, who often allowed me into his booth. He reckoned there might be some old films in those crates. I had no permission to trespass onto the stage, not from the owner and manager, Mr. Howden, who might not have been too happy with the idea of a filmstruck teenager wandering around under there. I was fairly nervous as I edged toward the packing cases. There was no light other than the flashlamp I carried. It was spooky, the place being empty and me trespassing, but once I saw the big boxes, I sensed that I might be onto something. Perhaps it was the sweetish smell that came from them. Or maybe it was the smell of the acetone we used in the factory. I saw the name “Howden” written on the boxes and realised that they had no lids. When I reached them and flashed the light inside, I was not too surprised to find them full of old rolls of 35 mm film, all highly combustible. Nitrate film stock had been the cause of many cinema fires and I had stumbled on the equivalent of a giant bomb that might as well have been a box full of nitroglycerine, though I didn’t realise it then. Just as well I hadn’t struck matches to light my way. The heat generated by torchlight might have been sufficient to set it off. I extinguished my lamp and stood in darkness, savouring the sweet, deadly smell. I suppose glue sniffers experience that kind of high. I made my way back to the stage door, knowing that I had to return with some help to retrieve the boxes. Having reported back to the projectionist, who was rumoured to increase the speed of his projectors on Saturday night in order to hit the pub before it closed, I gathered some chums and we lifted the boxes out of the theatre and into my car. Then, in the factory, I opened them very carefully and discarded all those films that had turned to jelly, keeping only those which that appeared not to be too far gone. Eventually I had several priceless reels that dated from the early 1900s and, after contacting the National Film Archive, I drove the films to their vaults for safekeeping. I guess they are still there, safe and sound.