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Conversations with PTSD
ОглавлениеThe sounds of prison are so loud
and some nights I was afraid
that I would never get out
my first response call
was a diabetic seizure and stroke
it was the last time I ever saw him
I thought about it all the way home
the weapon was laying on the ground
blood rushed down his arms
he looked me directly in the eyes
sometimes I still see his face
before I fall asleep at night
the ambulance began to drive
it was my first transport
he leapt from the stretcher
we wrestled him to the floor
his blood got on my uniform
The wing was quiet
I found him beat up
It terrified me so much
that during movies I cry
at the sight of blood
I took an oath to serve and protect
they never prepare you
for when it's all over
but you can't forget