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We bought the house. Stanley’s parents made the down payment as a wedding gift, and we moved in. We set up a tent in our living room that first night. We ran around naked and made love in every room as a christening ceremony. Then we shared our ideas on how to make the old place a home. Then we made love again.

I fold in on my memories so I can relive them. I can still feel his arms around me. The way it felt to be held by him.

We cleaned, pulled up floors, and knocked down walls. I found myself lost just watching Stanley work. He would catch me staring at him, and it would always make him blush.

“You are so damn sexy, Mr. Epstein.”

“Why thank you, Mrs. Epstein.”

And he was! He had such a handsome body. Defined muscle, not like a bodybuilder or anything, just perfectly toned and so strong. He never lost his ability to make my heart race. But he was always so calm and collected. I would have to come up with new inventive ways to make him lose his composure.

Stanley was hanging shelves in the kitchen. So I walked in wearing nothing but his tool belt. His jawbone tightened as he dropped his hammer. He grabbed me and pulled me into him. His breath was hot against my neck as he removed the tool belt and lifted me to the counter. We would lose ourselves in each other. We desired one another, consumed one another, our bodies melting into one.

The taste of him, I long for it. Even now.

Afterward, Stanley stared at me, running his index finger from the top of my head down to the soles of my feet, touching each part of me as he traveled. His touch was light and tender. His gaze unwavering. He would study my body, taking in every part of me. He made me feel so beautiful.

The pale blue walls in the living room…I drift through the rooms of this house as my memories take me there.

I was painting the living room. We agreed on a light pale blue, almost white. Stanley came in, dipped his hands in the paint, and smeared it all over my shirt.

“Look there, Juliet. You should take that off right away before it’s ruined.”

I met his smile with a devilish grin. “You’re right, Mr. Epstein, I’ll need to soak this right away,” I said, pulling off my shirt.

“It is so hot that you don’t wear a bra.” He reached for my breasts. “Let me help you out of those shorts, Mrs. Epstein.”

Afterward, we lay there laughing and talking when suddenly we heard a knock at the door and a familiar voice.

“Your mother!”

We scrambled to get our clothes back on. Stanley’s face was covered with blue paint. I had blue handprints all over my body. He smiled at me and went to the foyer to greet his mother. “Hey, Mom.”

“Stanley! What happened to you? Did you fall? Are you okay?”

“No, Mom, I’m fine. Just getting some painting done with Juliet.”

Her face turned a deep shade of red as I rounded the corner and joined Stanley.

“Juliet dear, you two better hope that is water-based paint. I just stopped by to bring over some wedding gifts that arrived today. These are from Stanley’s relatives in Israel. The ones who couldn’t make it to the wedding.”

“Thank you so much for bringing them all the way out here.”

“Well, it looks like you two are enjoying the renovations.”

Stanley put his arm around his mother. “Mom, thank you for stopping by. Let me walk you out.”

Stanley winked at me and followed his mother out the door.

I watch as the door closes. I am alone in this house. Our house.

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