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THE POWER OF ‘NO’ AND PROTECTING YOUR ATTITUDE

On two occasions, I’ve actually walked out of business meetings before they were due to end. In both instances – and this takes some courage – the only explanation I’ve given has been, “I’m really sorry, but your energy doesn’t feel right to me and I can’t stay here any longer.”

Yes, they’ve looked at me like I have five heads and perhaps I could have used less hippie language, but for some reason those words ground me and expressed how I felt in both moments. They reminded me to leave the toxicity, the negativity behind in the boardroom when I left and not carry it out with me.

It was about looking after me and honouring my boundaries, and in both of those moments I couldn’t have cared less what those left behind thought of me. There is power in that.

It might sound wacky but I’m sure a lot of people reading this can identify. Whether it’s a business meeting with someone who’s drained you or a catch-up with an old girlfriend who just wants to bitch about people you both know. Perhaps it’s a family member who is a glass-half-empty type and spends hours in a monologue about the slipping standard of society.

Another person’s toxic energy can be draining, exhausting and demoralising and it’s important to protect yourself. Make no apologies for doing so. As I’ve worked on myself and become more in tune with my core, I’ve also become more sensitive to other people’s energy. That’s why I now make a conscious decision to be around fun, uplifting, bright, light, positive people, because negativity is contagious and will hook you in. For me, this manifests by making me feel drained and worse, low and even sad.

Choose to be around positive, inspiring people and put yourself in places and spaces that uplift you. Most importantly, don’t worry about removing yourself from situations that aren’t feeding and nurturing you. This rule still applies even if (and I’m sorry if I sound harsh here) the person in question has been in your life for a long time. I once had a mentor who said to think of life as a train – people get on your carriage, you may travel happily together for a while and then get off at different stations. It’s not about judgement, but accepting you’re on a different route. Everyone has their own journey, their own agenda, their own motivators, and sometimes other people cause you to be unnecessarily critical, negative and resentful.

There are so many people out there willing to point out your flaws – how your idea won’t work, that you look too fat or too thin. The people in your life should give you momentum, pushing you forwards, and if they’re not, then call an end to your journey or at least go your separate ways temporarily. Maybe your paths will cross again down the track. If it’s meant to be, it will be.

This leads me onto the most import aspect of attitude for me – you are not your past, you can be anyone you want to be. Perhaps in the past you’ve been labelled a certain ‘type’ of person – a pessimist, an introvert, a troublemaker, someone who is ditzy, bright, quiet, difficult or conventional. It’s not too late to change if you want to, to be whoever you wish to be, to break the mould and morph into any personality trait you wish to inherit. Nobody’s personality or purpose is set in stone, and don’t let anyone tell you who you are, or who you’ll be forever.

If I’d listened to people, I’d still be working as a secretary in a real estate office, which is great for some people but it wasn’t my passion and I had no genuine interest in it. It was my first real desk job after being a pony trekking instructor. I was there for 18 months and remember my dad saying when I quit, “Why would you leave such a great career path?”

Luckily I had the strength, stubbornness and thrill-seeking mentality to say that it wasn’t for me. You have to allow yourself the courage to take risks, to be free, to hope for more and say ‘fine’ isn’t enough. I think something fantastically fabulous is out there for us all.

Every day we have the opportunity to be reborn, if we give ourselves permission to forgive yesterday’s mistakes – from the small to the big – and be liberated from the past. I wouldn’t be the person I am now if I hadn’t hit rock bottom around the lifestyle I was leading when I was partying, drinking and dancing on tables. Today I still dance on tables, only now I can remember it the next morning and I do it for fun, not because I need attention.

If you remain attached to those stories, those arguments, those ‘ugh’ moments that make you cringe when you think of them, you will get stuck. And what a waste of the rest of your life that will be. We all have the power to flip the switch, change our attitude to gratitude and illuminate not only our world, but everyone’s around us.