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Birth is a feminist issue. And it’s the feminist issue nobody’s talking about. This book aims to start that conversation.

As I’ve gone through the process of writing this book, I’ve had a few moments where I’ve wondered, why me? My inner critic (don’t try to tell me you haven’t got one of those) has said to me, ‘Milli? Do you really want to open this particular can of worms? As if talking about childbirth wasn’t treacherous enough, now you want to drop the F-bomb?! Are you nuts? That is literally the worst combination of topics. You are going to get burned at the stake – well, metaphorically speaking, at least.’ My inner critic is such a gas.

It’s true, it’s not always easy to talk about childbirth, and it’s not always easy to raise feminist issues. People can even argue about what feminism actually is, but to me it’s simple: feminism just means noticing when women are getting a raw deal, and taking action. And this is where the problem lies with childbirth. Not enough people are noticing that women are getting a raw deal, and not enough people are taking action. We’ve become blinkered to the massive imbalance of power in the birth room, and somehow come to accept that birth is inherently unpleasant and undignified, or even traumatic, degrading and violating. ‘That’s just how it is!’ Well I want this book to tell you it doesn’t have to be that way, and as feminists we must no longer tolerate this state of affairs.

Feminism doesn’t have to be complicated, and it doesn’t have to be exclusive. Giving birth like a feminist doesn’t mean giving birth a certain way, just as doing anything else – career, relationships, parenting – ‘like a feminist’ doesn’t require a one-size-fits-all approach. You can give birth like a feminist in any setting and in any way, from elective caesarean in a private hospital to freebirth in the ocean. All that’s required is that you have somehow moved from a passive place where you view birth as something that happens to you and over which you have no control, to a place of understanding that you may get a raw deal in this experience if you don’t wake up and get yourself into the driving seat. Essentially: take charge, take control, and make conscious choices.

When I speak at mainstream maternity events, I am often shocked by the fact that telling women and their partners that they have rights and choices in the birth room so often seems to come as a revelation. Many people have no sense of themselves as autonomous or powerful in their labour and birth, nor do they feel that there is anything they can do or not do to influence the way their birth unfolds. They are often misinformed and, to compound this, their belief that they have little or no agency then prevents them from seeking out much information. What is the point in learning about your options against a backdrop in which the phrase ‘not allowed’ is used with such alarming frequency? Most pregnant couples believe that the majority of choices are out of their hands. In practical terms this means that, on a daily basis, fingers enter the vaginas of women who do not know they can decline. How can this be acceptable? Even the most progressive of maternity conversations emphasises ‘informed consent’, with the unspoken assumption that consent, not ‘decision making’, or possibly even ‘informed refusal’, is the goal. Maternity professionals will speak of how they ‘consent’ women – using it as a verb, ‘I am just going to go and consent her’, as if the professional is the active one in the exchange and the women herself is passive. It’s time to challenge a system that perpetuates this myth of unquestioning co-operation and female powerlessness.

When you raise a complaint about a female experience, you quite often get quickly reminded of how unusual, niche or rare the problem is, and just how good so many women have it. This focus-shifting is epitomised so well by the hashtag #notallmen – used to remind women just how many good, well-rounded men there are in the world when they try to highlight any issue from mansplaining to rape. ‘#notallmen are rapists. #notallmen have sexist attitudes. #notallmen beat their wives, remember!’ Hang on, the women say, we don’t want to talk about the large percentage of wonderful men who respect women – we want to talk about the other bunch, who don’t. But in the diversion, the point has already been diluted, making the aggressor seem like the victim in the process. This diversionary tactic happens in conversations about birth, too. Attempts to complain about anything from lack of consent, to women not being properly listened to in labour, to institutionalised misogyny and racism in maternity care, are so often met with protests from health workers of ‘It’s not like that where I work!’ or ‘Not all midwives/obstetricians are like that, it’s important not to make sweeping statements’, etc. So, before we get started on our journey through this book, I want to stress that my focus throughout is not on individuals, but on the systems in which they operate. Maternity care is a system that needs to be challenged, built by and within another system that needs to be challenged – patriarchy. Please don’t divert attention from this vital issue if you feel that you personally are working in a way that fully respects women as autonomous, or if you received gold-standard care in your own pregnancy. This is indeed wonderful, but it’s not really what we are all here to talk about.

Likewise, there can sometimes be protests that we should be doing more to celebrate the wonderful men – and in the same way the wonderful maternity care providers – who are ‘getting it right’. It’s true, there are some brilliant midwives, doctors, obstetric units and organisations out there who are providing the most fantastic, refreshing, woman-centred, personalised maternity care – and yes, praise is a good thing, and yes, some of them are in this book. But do we really need to repeatedly celebrate those who are simply providing what women need and deserve? Do men who treat women with respect need a great big pat on the back? No – they are simply behaving normally, with the required, standard levels of kindness and compassion. There should not have to be medals for this, and for the same reasons I have not devoted endless pages of this book to good, decent, rights-based maternity care. Listening to women, caring for them as individuals, and respecting them as the key decision maker in the birth room should cease to be seen as a shining beacon in the darkness and start to be viewed as the baseline norm.

Currently, we are not getting birth right. This matters primarily because birth is a key human experience that will be remembered in great detail by a woman, and her partner, for the rest of their lives. In this book I have tried to ask some difficult questions about the kind of births women are currently experiencing vs. the kind of births that may be possible or desired. These are not easy conversations to have, not least because all women are different and will want and prioritise different things. Added to this, there is a weight of emotion brought to the discussion by those women who have already given birth and had traumatic or disempowering experiences. In spite of the complexity of the topic and the difficult feelings that discussing it evokes, I sincerely hope that this book will pull women together to work on this problem by truly listening to each other and in the true feminist spirit of solidarity. We owe it to those who are yet to give birth to ensure that we all collectively approve of the direction that the birth experience is taking.

Intervention rates in childbirth are rising rapidly, and we should all be concerned about this. This is not just my personal viewpoint. Leading bodies such as the World Health Organisation have expressed concern that the medicalisation of childbirth, with its focus on how to monitor, measure and control birth, has left the question of how women actually feel about their births completely off the agenda, potentially robbing them of a life-enhancing experience.[1] The world’s most prestigious medical journal, The Lancet, has drawn attention to the ‘too much too soon’ approach to birth, most often found in high-income countries, in which treatments that were originally designed to manage complications are now overused, missing an opportunity for women to feel strong and capable.[2] You will notice that in this book I have given plenty of attention to the issues around ‘natural’ or ‘physiological’ birth, because I do feel that this is a key topic for feminist focus. In writing about natural birth, I have often had the sense that I am ‘championing the underdog’. Because we have to accept that, currently, natural birth – in which a woman has a baby without any pharmacological input such as induction, augmentation or drugs to expel the placenta – is very rare. Rarer still are what I call ‘hands-off’ births, in which women, rather than being ‘managed’, rely on their own instinct, follow their body’s lead, and are not guided into certain positions or told when and how to push. Women who have their baby in this way, feeling totally confident in the loving support (and, if necessary, medical help) that they know is in place in the background, but left to give birth entirely under their own steam, will most often talk of the experience in evangelical terms, as life-changing moments in which they felt sexual, sensual, strong, vital and powerful. You can’t help but wonder when you hear their stories how much the world might change if more women were getting this transformative power boost as they crossed the threshold to motherhood. Instead, it’s becoming much more ‘normal’ to have a birth in which you feel unsupported, disempowered and traumatised. I therefore feel it’s vital that we have a conversation about the value to women of this type of ‘straightforward’, ‘physiological’ or ‘natural’ type of birth experience, which is currently on the brink of extinction.

We also need to talk about those women who don’t want or cannot have straightforward vaginal births. There is literally not one single birth scenario in which increasing empathy for the woman, listening to her voice, respecting her decisions, and honouring that this is an extraordinary day in her life will not be valid. There is literally not one single type of birth that we cannot improve upon. The best way to find out more about this is again to listen to women. I learned so much about what women want in birth from talking to those who have experienced caesarean, and in particular, caesarean under general anaesthetic – often the most difficult birth experience to process and recover from. From them I learned that the smallest of gestures can make the biggest and most life-changing differences. Taking a few moments to photograph the newborn on their mother’s chest, for example, even if she is still unconscious, will create something she will treasure for a lifetime, a tangible antidote to her trauma. Women repeat again and again how much it means to them to know that their hands were among the first to touch their baby, even if they were not ‘there’ to experience it. Every small gesture matters, and we can always do better.

Two radical ideas underpin this book. Firstly, birth is a really important experience in a woman’s life and it’s time to stop telling women that it’s ‘just one day’ in which they ‘leave their dignity at the door’ because a ‘healthy baby is all that matters’. These are old-fashioned ideas, riddled with disrespect for women, for their autonomy, and for their feelings as sentient humans, that have no place in the twenty-first century. This book will try to unpick these ideas by looking at some of the history of birth, at various feminist perspectives, at the links between birth, female sexuality and power, and at the current culture of fear and disempowerment that continues to prop up these faded ideologies. Simultaneously, the book will try to replace these outdated perspectives with new considerations of women’s rights in childbirth, their bodily integrity, in particular through the lens of #metoo, and take a fresh look at what we might find, both literally and figuratively, in a birth room built with women’s needs in mind.

The second radical suggestion that this book will make is that pregnant women should be elevated to the role of key decision maker and most powerful person in the birth room. I can tell you from a decade of talking to women about their maternity care that, while there may be frequent reassurances that this is already the case, in reality it tends to make people uneasy. We see this most clearly when women try to go against the flow, birth outside of guidelines or refuse to consent to or accept the standard protocol or approach. These women, and often too, the midwives or doulas who support their choice ‘no matter what’, will often meet huge resistance, and risk sanctions or even punishment, as we will see in several stories in this book. We need a shift in consciousness, that moves to trusting women to make the right choices for themselves and for their baby. We need an acceptance that the image of a wayward, misinformed, irresponsible or even ‘mad’ woman, who does not have the best interests of her baby at heart, is a damaging and misogynist stereotype, used to justify the control of women, and rarely to be found in reality. In this book you will find several references to ‘freebirth’ – where women choose not to have any medical professionals attend them but simply give birth by themselves. I have to be honest with you and say that I personally would never choose to birth without medical back-up. However, I totally and utterly support another woman’s decision to make this choice. Do you? Because I believe that the key to birth freedom, for all of us, lies in supporting women in choices that we would not make ourselves, or even choices that we just feel are plain ‘wrong’. We need to trust women. Ironically, if we manage to move to this place, we may suddenly find that the numbers of women who wish to freebirth or birth outside the system, begins to decline. Increasing numbers of women, quite understandably, don’t want to birth in a system that doesn’t listen to them, respect them or trust them.

Whether you are reading this book as a pregnant woman, a health care provider, or just as a person who cares about women’s issues, I hope it switches on a light for you. First and foremost I hope that birth is suddenly illuminated as a feminist issue for you in a way that, perhaps, it never has been before. I hope it gets you thinking about the ways in which birth matters, about women’s power, agency and autonomy in birth and about what we could be doing differently or better. I hope you are excited or inspired by some of the things you read in these pages and, equally, I am sure that there will be parts that you fervently disagree with, that are hard to hear, or that even make you angry. That’s OK. As I keep telling my adorable inner critic, there will be many different reactions to this book, but ultimately all of them, ‘good’ and ‘bad’, will be much-needed voices, adding to the dialogue about birth as a feminist issue and moving it forwards. And this is essential if we wish to create a future in which women get the positive experiences of birth that they so desperately want, the medical help they truly need, and the power, respect and autonomy they so absolutely deserve. Let’s start the conversation.