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Side Note
ОглавлениеAfter having the opportunity to experiment with Happy Smile’s ideology, I start to believe in the power of coding and respecting my words truly;
I understand the assignment more deeply than before. From now on, I would like to change the code ‘need’ and start writing ‘2334’ instead.
My goal is to share this experimental lifestyle of coding my reality (without the parasite words) and the journey of believing in myself, most truly and cleanly possible.
This is my way of raising my awareness and sharing what I truly find valuable in my practices with humanity.
I understand this language is new for many people. And it has never been done in a bigger united community of people. Yet.
One question I have for you dear reader is:
“Do you want to experiment with clean coding and create a new reality (exactly how you want) for yourself?
I believe it is time to use the information we have as humans, start being way more aware of our own coding, and use the words with their true meanings with sureness, in unity.
Every person I had a conversation with, has the information that words are powerful.
Yet even after having conversations around this topic and sharing their wants to delete “have to”s or ‘2334’s from their language, I often witnessed them using these words on autopilot.
Even when they just want to share that they like a dessert in a place and they want a friend to taste it.
Autopilot mind takes over, and they choose to share and create a necessity by coding, that their lovely friend ‘2334‘ go and try that dessert.
I believe this life is like a video game.
Choosing to want every step, and code with the feeling of ‘wanting’, changed the game for me.
This practice supports me every day to follow and focus on my true wants instead of what I or other people think I “should” or “2334’ in my life.
I am choosing to change the code and start wanting everything in my life coded as ‘should’, ‘must’ or ‘2334’ and grow my belief that I am a free human. I got to want everything in my life.
And the more I believed in it, the more I felt the support of time, deleting those ’2334y’ situations from my life.
Thanks for your attention, let’s dive into the story.
Those times, I wasn’t as familiar with these subjects as I am today. And Happy’s beginner-level English was making it a bit more mysterious for me to solve his perspective on life.
As a yoga teacher and a self-improvement seeker, I was super interested in the topic of reprogramming my mind and using my words wisely for it.
I was sharing my perspective on the topic with him, yet I wasn’t sure how much of my words he was truly understanding. He mentioned that until that day, I was the first non-Russian speaker he had a proper conversation with.
Still, I felt our connection and his presence on another level from the beginning.
After an attempt to share a past trauma of mine – to point out how my approach has changed now about that experience, and how grown I am after the pain I have encountered in my life – within my first words, I felt Kirill’s looks on me, with his elevated eyebrows.
I understood what I was doing and I shared space with myself to step out of my autopilot mind.
What was the point of going back to the past and using their attention to put into a version of me, that I was proud to evolve into something new? It was already past.
I understand the game they were playing deeper that second.
I decided that I truly want to let us all be new and free from our pasts, to live a fresh life without any assumptions or limited beliefs of yesterday. (Which took a long time to get used to.)
So, I decided not to talk about my past, what university I finished, how young I am, and what is the age of Happy Smile. Even I was super curious about that part.
After our food was done, I was feeling quite elevated and content, as if I were in a slightly different, happier realm.
I heard this island is built on rose quartz rocks, which are known as ‘love stones’. Island magic, I thought.
Then the man without money asked me if I wanted to go to their villa.
“Oh?” I said. “A Villa?” ‘Yeah. Happy House,” he said with a very big smile on his face.
Kirill started to share proudly how he made a pin for their place on Google Maps.
It turned out to be that same house, on the same street where I was staying, as you can guess.
Since it was next door to where I already was staying, I agreed easily, to go and visit their villa.
On the way, they shared with me the story of it.
They stumbled upon this abandoned villa (or ‘lost villa’, as they call it) while exploring the island. It had a pool and furniture inside.
The owner hadn’t been in Thailand for the last 3 years. By chance, they managed to contact the owner through his lawyer. And they found a way to stay and even host parties there.
Kirill’s eyes were shining in a way while sharing with me his perspective about Happy;
‘Happy hacked this life, somehow, and he always finds his way to be landed on his feet, in any scenario.’
We went to the villa. There were a few cozy yellow puffs on the terrace, which Happy was very fond of. Palm trees in front and the pool behind us, it was such a beautiful place to relax.
We lay under the sky full of stars, touched hands, and listened to a music set that he mentioned he had recorded.
“I do DJing,” he said, his eyes shining with love, as he spoke about his music.
The amount of love a person could share with mixing music was something I couldn’t fully grasp at the time.
“I love all the music. All music is made by love on this planet, there is no other way.” He said. He was very passionate about it.
Piece by piece, I allowed myself to immerse myself in his music and into his arms.
A few days later, he shared with me that he had promised himself not to make any moves on any lady until he heard “I want you” from her lips.
“With you, there weren’t any questions,” he said. “It was clear you were following your wants. You wanted to be near me, and you were sure about it.”
Waiting for a woman to approach him, and wanting the first move or expression of their wants, truly, could be tricky for many people, I thought.
When he shared more about this matter, “Oh baby, before, I believed that a woman could not be interested in men without any money” he said.
In his past life, he paid for everything every time. He even encouraged his other male friends to pay for checks and provide fully, in many cases. And in his past life, love was correlated to having and using that money to get the attention man wants.
“You are the first one that is not interested if I have money or not.”