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first girl
ОглавлениеFor the girl who won’t laugh in front of me,
you cover your face with curtains made of your fingertips
you hide your bursting smile with veins and skin
you find something to be ashamed of in your burst of happiness
you don’t realize that loud happiness is the best kind
your loud happiness
it reminds me of home
it reminds me of hope
it reminds me of security
it reminds me of feeling everything
For the girl who distracts me from my homework,
i don’t think you distract me
i think i distract me
i think i captivate myself with your words
i think i spend too much time looking at your album on my phone
i may have done significantly less work since i met you
i may have felt a significant amount more
For the girl who doesn’t check the weather in the mornings,
don’t worry
i’m always cold
i’ll always have a spare sweater
For the girl who pours her heart into forcing playlists together,
be patient
i’ll have all the songs memorized soon
i swear i’m +trying to learn them all to sing to you
For the girl who walks me in circles,
hold on
we’ve got a long road to walk together
that doesn’t revolve around the engineering building
For the girl who loves numbers,
stop counting the days
they’re going to be infinity
and you can’t count that high
For the girl who’s sweater smells like hope,
i’ve called you my friend
so many times in front of my parents
that maybe they believe it
For the girl who’s made my sweater smell like her,
the truth is that you’re not my friend
maybe you were for about three days
maybe you should be
maybe you shouldn’t ever be
For the girl who brought me hot chocolate once,
i can’t describe how much that hot chocolate warmed up my morning
but it was nowhere near as much as you did
For the girl who forces me to touch bugs,
if that isn’t proof i’d do anything to be your date
i don’t know what is
For the girl who fist bumps me whenever we’re together,
fist bump me as many times as you want
somehow it makes me feel more than a million kisses from someone else
For the girl who makes me majorly gay all the time,
yeah
thanks for liking girls, Lovie
For the girl who lets me love her,
hey
i love you
alotso
and i’m going to keep loving you
alotso