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It’s a bit of a mystery for the feminine gay guy to want to look like a girl and sometimes they go overboard with it which in my opinion is ridiculous. Personally I think it could be a number of factors: genetics and hormones or maybe they idolise women including their mothers and want to be like them. Could it be that they too might have been molested as a child and not want to look attractive as a male, to a male predator? I remember watching a documentary on two twin boys who would have only been around five years old at the time. It was weird because one of them was a real boy and would play with cars and trucks etc. His brother on the other hand was real girly looking that acted it out and played with dolls so in my opinion because he was so young, this had to be genetics and too many female hormones. This was definitely not a choice for him because he was way too young to know any better, so you can throw that theory out the door!

I also came across this real feminine gay guy one night while sitting in a café with friends. It didn’t take long for him to spot us and he decided he was going to invade our table and tell us his story. We didn’t mind at all only because we were curious. First he started off by telling us he had been taking hormones because he wanted to become a woman but not anymore. We were intrigued and wanted to listen. Then we got the shock of our lives when he lifted his shirt up. What the hell? He had boobs! I think the guy was totally confused because he then told us he wanted to go back to being a man. Well that totally confused us too. We all just looked at each other and obviously with the same thoughts going through our heads: “Why would you do all that and then decide you don’t want to go through with it? Was he really gay or straight?” Only he could answer that I suppose. I just don’t get that if he wasn’t gay; why still carry on like a girl? In reality woman don’t carry on like this at all. Don’t gay men want a man? If so why do they go after someone who acts like a girl? Maybe it’s the opposite of the feminine chic going after the masculine chic. The macho guy might like the girly guys because they are still attracted to females but have been hurt by them in some way?

Who knows?