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In 2003 I moved to another country. I was 24. By that time I have graduated from Institute and spent one year in the military in my homeland. When I was driving to another state, I had no idea what was waiting for me there. I was hoping that I’d get a job in my specialty and would live like everyone else. But something went wrong.

When I arrived, I started looking for work in my profession, but all people that I was calling for help kept telling me, no. In search of work, I began traveling to other cities, but people continued to ignore me.

I was a good-looking and intelligent young man, but at that time I didn’t understand what was going on. I was too young and never expected to face such madness. It was surprising to see such human behavior. People ignored me because I was not local and had an accent. They rejected me because I was a person of another nationality. God knows, what they have in their mind. My accent has an impact on these people like an electric current. And many years later, when I became more conscious, I realized that it was the collective human ego.

In 2012 I suffered from very deep depression. That suffering was caused by my life situation I found myself in. And one day on the Internet I found an audiobook, which was called «The Power of Now.» When I started listening to it, I immediately realized the meaning of that book. At that moment I already didn’t need any explanation, because I was ready to listen to this teaching. By that time I’ve already suffered enough to realize that it was my salvation.