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When I walk down the street, I sometimes notice following: if people don’t pay attention to me, if they don’t look at me when they pass me, then something in me begins to resist that. I spontaneously start feeling some negative energy in me.

And now I ask myself, what can it be? Is it something that comes from the depth, from me or is it something superficial and selfish? Maybe is it my ego that wants to look at him? Or is it the universe in me which needs continuous attention? It’s an unpleasant feeling, and that’s why I’m inclined to think it’s my ego.

So when I feel something like that, it probably means that I am unconscious at the moment. I need to be more alert and have to focus on the present moment. At the same time, I shouldn’t isolate myself or keep away from people. I have to keep on watching people, but now I need to do that more deeply. I should see myself in them and then this negative energy will no longer prevail in me, and I will get joy from this watching.