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If the person is unconscious, it is evident from his behavior. You may have noticed how your wife or husband shake their legs while you sit around and talk. It can also happen when your partner watches TV or sits at his or her computer. You may have noticed it also in your own behavior. Many people do that without realizing it. But why this happens? Have you ever thought about it?

It’s often the case that all of a sudden you take a deep breath and then exhale. You do it as if you’re tired. In the past, when I was mainly unconscious, my father used to ask me at these moments: «What happened? Do you have any problems? Are you not good? Why are you sighing?»

I don’t know and can only guess why he asked me about it. Maybe he recognized this symptom and wanted to hear what I think about this. I used to say him, that I don’t have any problems and it was true. At that time there were no apparent life’s challenges by which I could justify these deep sighs. Nevertheless, at these moments I felt some tightness in my chest. I didn’t know where that pain came from. Periodically, many people feel it, but no one knows – what it is. It arises, you again sigh, and then it seems you feel better for some time.

While walking, I often pay attention to the faces of people who walk pass me. Watching people, I can see how they burdened by their thoughts. Some people’s faces look like as if they are in physical pain. But the thing is these people do feel pain. Only this pain is not physical, but emotional. These people are constantly in emotional pain. Eckhart Tolle calls it pain body.

You may notice that in your unconscious state, you often talk to people not looking at them. Most people talk not looking at each other. There is no direct contact so to speak. It feels as if they are talking to themselves, and it happens very often. In the process of communication, your mind draws an image of the person who is standing in the front of you. Even though this man is next to you, you are unable to find a contact with him. You talk to an image that was drawn by your mind for you. It turns out that you talk to himself.

There are times when some incomprehensible depression and sadness comes to you. And you don’t see any reason for this. You’re not hungry, and you have a roof over your head. It’s even possible that you are a relatively successful man but despite all this, you become dawn. In these moments you just want to cry. But where does this melancholy come from? No one can help you to escape this pain, even doctors. It’s a common problem, but no one knows how to deal with that. It is the area of spirituality.