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I could hardly wait for the next day. The first thing I thought about? There will be food. I thought that there will be enough children as at our place and I will be able to play with them. Mother collected some clothes to me and I together with grandfather left. On the road, it was a little heavy at heart for me, because I left my home for the first time.

We reached the place Apple, only there we didn’t see any apples… So, this place was named where the bus stopped. There only one road runs. It was possible to think that it appeared somewhere in mountains. Only a little further, when we came out of the wood, beautiful fields, houses and kitchen gardens appeared. Sounds of some unknown to me tool were heard from far away. We stopped to have a rest because I couldn’t go further. Grandfather explained to me that it was a pipe sound. Then I fell in love with this tool still even without having seen it. We continued our way by an easy step and arrived home.

In front of it we were met by grandmother Stana. A big yard was stretched in front of grandfathers’ house. In the yard, slightly further from the house, there was fencing, and in it several tens of beehives. Below, a little away from the house, there was a kitchen garden. Freshly sown on ions and garlic, potatoes, beans, corn and the rest can be found on any rural kitchen garden. Under the house, one more fence weaved out of rods and behind it there were twenty sheep, two cows, five – six goats and one pig. All this I noticed while coming to the house.

“Go to your granny, grandson” – she opened hands and accepted me in the embraces.

She kissed me gently and caressed so that I felt that tears began to flow from that warmth which I felt. I was never so caressed at home. And when I injured my leg, I became a hindrance to all because I cried almost all the time of pain. I remembered that in the last couple of days, more precisely, from that day when grandfather took me on his hands, I don’t feel pain at all. Granny began to fuss and cook food for us. Whether because of clean air, or because of the road or because that I still always was hungry, but only then I gorged on for the first time and this I will remember for all life.

In comparison with our lodge, the house of grandfather was a real palace. Ancient doors were closed by a latch from the inside. Walls were from a stone, more than eighty centimeters thick. There are two big rooms, kitchen and huge storeroom. This is the top part of the house, and the lower part is half earthed, served as a stall where they kept cattle. Granny and grandfather discussed everything that occurred to us for these couple of days, and I went out for a walk from the house and to look around. At once I returned because near the shelter for cattle I saw two big dogs.

When I approached to the door, I heard as grandfather speaks to the grandmother:

“A few months remained to him, Stana. After his death, it will be easier for all family”.

Instinctively I felt that these words concerned to me. I entered inside and scaredly I asked:

“Grandfather, it remained to me few months of life?”

Then grandfather took me on hands, caressed me for long time and explained that he took me from hospital to cure, because if anything happened to me bad or if, God forbid, I died, then grandfather all life would have to be in prison. He explained, calmed, only a sparkle of doubt remained in me. Here grandfather declared to us with grandmother that he will speak on Serbian with me, without Montenegro dialect, because when I return to the family, it will be unusual to all to listen to me. And with others he will speak as usual. I told him that I saw two dogs about the cattle. Grandfather took bread and led me to feed them.

“Now they, at my presence, will smell you, will remember, and you will become a friend to them forever – he looked at dogs and wagged with the right hand and when both hung the heads, he threw bread to them. – Remember, sonny, a dog is the greatest friend to a man, but so far it eats it shouldn’t be touched at all”.

Dogs ate bread and grandfather allowed me to stroke them. And they began to lick me and to twirl by tails. Later I spent much time with them while I ironed and scratched these two dogs. Also, other animals of grandfather, and especially a pig I liked very much.

So, my first day passed with my grandfather. And the others were similar. Every day grandfather cooked broths and did bandages on my knee. Every morning and evening I ate honey and everybody could see the result soon. I recovered and the leg worked better.

Once grandfather put me on a horse and I carried to Plav. It was not a big town, but for a long time, still with Turkish eras, it was known shopping center. All the way grandfather told me fairy tales: Ivica and Maritsa[16], Cinderella, Little Red Hood, Three pigs and others. In Plav we bought several t – shirts, pajamas, trousers, opanka[17] and a contour[18]. This footwear which was lined with metal I could wear longer and it was several sizes bigger so I could carry it two – three years. I couldn’t recognize myself. I was happy, but I already began to miss my family. Every day it was more difficult for me without them, but on the other hand, on my leg because of which I came here, a huge progress was swept up. It could almost bend up to the end. I had no pain and it became thicker and thicker. It seemed, and in length I grew up, I didn’t limp more as it was earlier.

And then Vesco, Rada and Sasha arrived. These are grandsons from his son Misho. They lived in Ivangrad and every summer spent at grandmothers’ and grandfathers’ village. These were the finest days in my live which I still remember! In the morning, we released the cattle and grazed to a midday heat, in the afternoon and till late at night. Every day grandfather showed something to us, explained and taught much.

In the wood, there were many wild animals and therefore we always had to be attentive. We collected wild strawberry, raspberry, blackberry and other wild berries. Grandmother cooked various jams from it. Grandfather daily massed me and put lotions and the leg became almost like right. I didn’t drag it anymore and I could do almost everything, as with the right. My restoration was just amazing.

And then came the second of August. That day grandfather dressed me beautifully and we set out on the road. As always by the way we talked a little. We went by bus and arrived our home in the city of Pech[19], and many people gathered there. Many of them cried. Getting closer to them, I remembered the words told by grandfather when he took away me with him:

“A few mouths remained to him”.

Now I understood – these words concerned my father. We reached there. Tear – stained mother embraced us. And I began to cry. It was terrible. I approached to brothers and sisters. They looked at me with surprise at first, without believing that I managed to recover so quickly. I looked at them with surprise too. It seemed that only I one grew up and they remained thin and not fed. There were also children of our relatives. We, having moved away from all, began to play. A bit later the priest came and my father was incurred to bury.

All this ended quickly. We came back home. There were several relatives who after a lunch went home. Grandfather remained to spend the night. I thought that I will remain with my family, but grandfather and mother explained that I need to go with him for my recovery again. He told me that everything changed now and we will return soon.

Then a new period in my life began. Grandfather signed up me in a school and I had to go there every day on foot about five and a half kilometers. Only about one and a half kilometer from our house I met the first student, and then four more joined us. There were six of us, four boys and two girls. These September days everything was good. Nobody forbade children to regale on fruit from his garden. Quite often old people offered to take apple, pear, quince, grapes or what was chosen. In the afternoon we could take everything we wanted, but as soon as darkened – we didn’t dare to enter others garden because it was considered as theft. Any of children in the dark didn’t get into others garden or a kitchen garden to break something – neither we, nor elderly people.

Two boys and one girl were one year senior, and a boy and a girl – first graders as well as I. On the way to school and from school we played, chased one after another. I didn’t lag behind all. We competed who gets a stone to the tree for distance, who will jump higher, who will throw a stone further from a shoulder, who is quicker, etc. At first all beat me, but very quickly I became the best. Almost always I won. Nobody could ever that some time ago I had to be operated and amputated a leg. I liked very much to communicate with children. Only those one and a half kilometers which I went one were for me the most difficult and boring.

There passed days, there has come the late autumn. Less people came to grandfather for the help. With the turned yellow leaves cold days have come. The first snow has fallen through the winter hasn’t begun yet. So are nature whims in these mountains. The second, third, fourth will fall to this snow so that won’t thaw to the end of April. These winter days we thought out new games which enjoyed. Almost always we came to school wet from snow. We gathered at the furnace and so dried until teacher will come. Not better we looked when came back home from school. It, however, disturbed nobody because we always were in the movement, and woolen socks and sweaters didn’t allow overcooling. Grandfather saw me off these one and a half kilometers and in the same place met me when I came back from school. I was an excellent student. My grandfather has made a toy pistol which he for fun called a small gun. It, in fact, was a can from jam with a tin cover. It was extended, similar to a gun trunk and therefore grandfather called it. He has drilled it from two ends and made a hole so I could carry it on my neck. In the back lower part he has punched three holes with a nail. He put inside a piece of carbide, closed a tin cover and to the back lower part with three holes brought fire from a lighter. Carbide lit up. There was a detonation, explosion as if someone has laid down a bomb. He also gave it to me that I could try as these small top shoots. I managed. I was delirious with delight.

Grandfather has explained to me that it needs to be carried with myself when I go and when I come back from school:

“They say, sonny that fox is cunning, and I can tell you that the wolf is more cunning than it. It will never attack a person or on an animal before, it won’t check whether it is save for it. Therefore, sonny, you will carry this top with you. It is required in cases when you see a wolf, and it will always appear before attack you. If it will find out that you were frightened and you begin to run away from it, it will attack at once because for you it is impossible to escape from it. This animal is very quickly. As a rule, it appears before a person on fifteen – twenty meters and observes his reaction. This observation lasts about one and a half minutes. Most of people are frightened, and this a wolf feels and then it freely attacks. Fear will paralyze the opponent and, thus, guarantees itself a victory. Therefore, you don’t dare to be afraid and has to be quiet. You will pull out a lighter which always has to be in a pocket and you will kindle the small gun. When the flame will escape from it and explosion will sound, the wolf will be frightened and will escape from you. This wolf will nevermore attack you, but don’t relax because there are also other wolves”.

I don’t know how many times grandfather allowed me to test the top and to blow up it. It seemed to me that I have completely mastered it. I have frightened by it the dogs barking at us on the way to school. This dramatic incident has happened on that part of a way home which I should pass alone. Friends have gone home and I needed to pass one and a half more kilometers uphill on the wood. I passed about seven hundred – eight hundred meters and there was some presentiment so that I several times groped a lighter in a pocket, pulled out and cleaned again. The concern has seized me. In the depth of the road on which I had to pass, I have seen a wolf. With fear, it has seemed to me huge. So, it was. It stood and looked directly in my party. The first reaction was to run, but grandfathers’ words were remembered here that this animal is quick so that to a person is impossible to escape from it. I have calmed myself and began to prepare the top. I have noticed that hands were uncontrollably shaving. Only I have pulled out a lighter from a pocket and wanted to strike as it has dropped out of hands directly into snow. I have tried to bend down and pull out coolly it from there. The wolf still looked in my party. I looked too while I rummaged fingers on snow so far and, at last, have found it. Now simplification and confidence have appeared in me. While hands brought a lighter to a toy pistol, they didn’t shiver any more.

“I won’t let out it anymore and I will kindle a toy pistol” – I thought self – confidently. I have struck. There was nothing. I struck the second and the third time. There was nothing again. “Flint has got wet…” – a thought has flown by and I was captured by panic. The wolf as though waited only for it. It has made a step, then the second one. And when it was going to rush for me a roar was distributed. During that moment, I looked at it and have thought that it is my toy pistol have so thumped. No. Because of a tree, in fifteen meters further of wolf, my grandfather with a gun in a hand has appeared. The wolf lay between us, quietly shaking.

“Grandfather, this time it was dangerous” – I could hardly speak.

“Don’t be afraid, grandfather’s Parapanats, – grandfather have accepted me in the embraces, – here is your grandfather to protect you from any danger.

“What would happen to me if you were late for couple of seconds”.

“If you allowed a wolf to cavort, it would seize to you a throat and would break your neck but only my bullet has caught up with it. I have hidden here and was waiting for ten minutes before you appear here”.

“Did you see again what would occur?”’

“Yes, sonny, my spirit follows you and as soon as I feel something wrongly, I always hurry to help you. Let’s take off the skin from the wolf and we will carry it to Stana” – grandfather has told, pulling out a knife from a sheath.

I helped him, holding the wolf by legs while grandfather dexterously worked. And when he has finished, we put the skin connected by a rope, then grasped the wolf and dragged it on one hundred meters from the road.

“At night, other wolves will smell it and will take away. I have dragged him on one hundred meters from the road that nobody passing here was frightened…”

Grandfather has charged the skin on his shoulder and we have gone home. Again, I was surprised of his force of clairvoyance. Everything that looked impossible was feasible easy for him as a pie.

The long – awaited spring has come. Grandfather taught me according to the school program and everything that is important for life in the village. All spring, summer and autumn days he always took me with him and we gathered herbs and fruits of which he did his medical ointments. Since the early childhood he taught me as it is called and as any medicinal herb looks. He told me about his life. How once he has been bitten by a serpent and, after that, the clairvoyance gift has opened in him. Because of which people come to him now. Then I have asked him:

“Thanks to clairvoyance you mass and help people?”

“No, sonny, it doesn’t help. God helps me and this power is more feasible than this heat which I have in hands. It is a healer’s gift”.

“Grandfather, above all I would like to have this gift”.

“Sonny, everything that you love, you wish also all you believe in – everything will be on your way. If you know, sonny, how much one thought is valid, then you would never think anything bad!”

“And how, grandfather, I could learn to operate the thoughts?”

“Eee, sonny, give me some days to get into spiritual contact with my great – grandfather and I think I will be able to tell you everything. Remember, sonny, that I was younger, than you now when I became the Elect”.

“Grandfather, and who is the Elect?”

“If it is given, then grandfather will tell you everything, and if not, then and you haven’t heard it…” – grandfather answered me, remembering the words told once him by his great – grandfather: “It will come time when you will reveal this secret to another, but he will be a child of another tribe, but close to your sort”.

Few times in midnight silence I was awakened by grandfather when he rustled in impenetrable silence at a window leafing through pages of the records and whispered something. Five days later he called me up and told:

“Sonny, I saw as you have twice woken up and wanted to understand what I was whispered with my great – grandfather. I heard sounds, but I couldn’t sort the word”.

“Grandfather, how could you be whispering with the great – grandfather if he has died long ago?”

“Eee, now grandfather will tell you what powers has a person if he knows how to use it. You will find out why God has ordered us to die. You will be surprised to a lot of things, but believe that all this is truth. But for you it will be a hundred times easier to learn because I have written down everything for you, and great – grandfather owed me hundred and one thousand times to repeat in order to remember everything completely.

You will be able to read all this. Only when unmistakably you learn everything, only then you will be able completely to use and operate this force correctly. It means that you don’t begin to use it until you would remember everything properly. If there is no all force entirely inside you, then you won’t be able to react and dispose of it completely correctly. It is not a joke. Understand! If you begin to use spiritual contact, but you won’t be rather trained, than at the moment when your spirit comes into contact with spirit much stronger than yours and will want to return to your body, that won’t allow it and, at that moment, you will die. If you think that you have only one life which has to protect, then you should know that after death your spirit will be based forty and one year, time of spiritual clarification, and after that the spirit for a while gets to Heaven. There the Lord shows what is good and what is evil. Kindness is in paradise, and the evil in hell. After very short time spent in paradise God allows spirit to pass into a body of the newborn known only to God and in this new body you are waited by new destiny. Sonny, I have hurried with these revelations. Not everything that I tell, you will be able to understand at once. I know what was to me once and therefore will begin with the beginning.

When God has created light, he has created a person just like him. God has ordered to the person to be master and the owner of all at the sea and on the earth. He has given him to use all gifts of the nature and a lot of things. And then He told: “I have given to you everything, but I want to give you my force only five – seven percent and in some abilities ten percent or only ten percent of functionality of a brain, because, having given you everything that I have, you very quickly would surpass me and I have overthrown from a throne”. So, the person, thanks to God, became master of live in this world, thanks to brains which gave him the possibilities to think”.

Records of grandfather won’t be coordinated with the Bible. God commands a human brain to function only from four to seven, and for phenomena – up to ten percent, while modern medicine assures that functionality of brain of ordinary people is limited by twelve – fifteen, and for phenomena – in eighteen percent. Even if we take these data as possible, we wonder what happens to other part of brain? What is approved by medicine? What appointment remained eighty – two – eighty five percent of brain which aren’t use. If the brain of a phenomenon is developed only three percent more than the brain of an ordinary person and at even with this create such innovations which influence changes of a picture of the world. What will happen to the person who has reached consciousness level at increase in functionality of a brain up to twenty, thirty and more percent? What phenomenon would be such a person rather other mankind and what would be his power. For mankind there is Bioenergy’s secret, Hypnosis, Telepathy, Telekinesis, Teleportation and many others to which science can’t offer an explanation. And a basis to all is belief that what you trust really in. Medicine recognizes nothing from this, because there is no chemistry, a formula and the solution of these tasks. If we feel heat of a radiator, then we know that it is from warm water, and having felt heat of a hand, the science reluctantly recognizes that it is bioenergy. Or hypnosis force. Or the clairvoyance force which mankind has been convinced one million times. The same is with telepathy, telekinesis, teleportation and many other not studied phenomena which modern science rejects instead of studying.

We won’t pursue science and medicine to prove them what is possible and what isn’t present. We will work at achievement of our progress and let scientific men do their own job. Our progress will be in achievement of force as a result of development of that part of a brain which is in sleep mode now.

Now we will return and we will finish a conversation on God and person.

The person became master over the dead nature without knowing that in the stone, metals and nonmetals which disappear in natural subsoil, contains unlimited number of unused energy. From the beginning of the world people tried one million options to go by the way of knowledge thus to become immortal and to overcome completely all diseases existing in the world. With development of technology and medicine, people are working in many fields of science and creating all new and more modern drugs, but they failed to discover the secret of immortality. They find one serious illness medicine, so God sends another one, that is even heavier, than the previous was. Then, after thousands of years from the phenomenon to Christ’s world, God has solved to one person, who by tradition was called the Chosen One, a possibility to reveal a secret of how to increase functionality of brain and how to use energy from water, stone, nailing also other metals which in the rest of the world aren’t available. Using this energy and developing functionality of brain the Elect will receive indescribably big force.

God has told that person that he is GOD’S ELECT and that it is a sacred secret which he has to protect at the cost of his life. At the end of his life he has to impart all the knowledge to the following Elect and so to a half of the third millennium. Then there will be many servants of evil spirit who will begin to sow hatred, rage, contention and all worldwide the worst that will lead to destruction of the human race on the earth. This dissonance will last slightly half of millennium. In many countries wars and mass disasters will break out. Servants of evil spirit with passion human and spiritual will destroy all. Brother will hate his brother, sister will begin to hate her sister and parents grow to hate children and children – parents. Intolerance among relatives and neighbors will appear. Everyone will wish to do much harm to another. As soon as one shoots a little ahead, dozens of others will seek to destroy him. All spiritual in this world will be destroyed. There will be no coal, oil, gasoline, gas and all other natural wealth. The earth will become absolutely fruitless. The number of inhabitants on the planet will be sharply reduced. Hatred and envy will destroy God’s people. Then many will think that the kingdom of evil spirits has come, because everywhere in the world there will be cataclysms. And it is valid, then many will try to overthrow God from his throne, but they won’t manage it.

And then the Elect will appear. Then again, the God’s light will begin to shine around the world. Again, the human race will understand that it is created on a face and God’s similarity and has to go way which God has taught them and from which they have curtailed back several hundred years ago. These remained people, and it will be about ten percent from present number of inhabitants, who will be completely betrayed to God. Then the mankind will be lifted to other level, it will receive force which only few elected people still had. Then the earth will be able to yield fruits again. Again, the people will breed and will be settled on the world. Only these people will surpass today’s”.