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We listened, without blinking, without understanding how many his story lasted. There were some patients whom he had to mass. We had to wait for the following opportunity to hear continuation of this strange story. Everything he told us had basis under it and we believed that it was the truth, but not an invention. According to statements of many people, whom he has cured, we come to a conclusion that it is not a common story.

Approximately at seven thirty in the evening he has finished work with patients and continued the story:

“Believe me, it is a lot of things, from what grandfather told me, it wasn’t clear. I have also told it to him.

“Yes, sonny, and I at first have understood nothing, but when you begin, every day it will be clearer”.

“And what it is necessary to begin, grandfather?”

“First, you have to execute all these exercises and then the turn and all the rest will come”.

He has shown me notebooks and I have begun next day.

I had to look three hundred days at the sun. I have begun to be engaged approximately for ten seconds at first morning hours or in the last hour when the sun sets. Every day I prolonged this exercise for ten seconds. And so, till two hundred seventieth day or to watching at the sun forty – five minutes, and then I reduced thirty days by one minute and I have come from forty – five for fifteen minutes. There were cloudy days when I couldn’t look at the sun, but as soon as it appeared, I continued the process.

We agreed that we don’t interrupt Miki, but at that moment Marko told:

“May you explain to us why it is important to watch at the sun?”

“I wondered then. When I began to train, I had no patience. I wanted to reach everything for a couple of days. Hundreds of times I was warned by grandfather that nobody managed to build a house from a roof and everything has the order. It is necessary to make at first the base, to construct walls and only then a roof. So, I should do everything in sequence. In addition, I had to meditate to learn patience and peace of mind looking at the sun, when in my body energetic batteries were completely charged for these three hundred days. In my early youth, it wasn’t so simple. Mother, brothers, sisters and everything that I loved most of all and what was most valuable in life, gradually transferred to other plan, and these exercises and meditation became the most important in my life. I couldn’t wait for tomorrow to renew exercises. Every day I brought new joy. Always I opened something new and crowded with delight I hurried to tell grandfather. He compared any change in me to himself when he was in my family way. Some of them were same, and some absolutely others.

After ninety days of watching at the sun and daily static meditation my grandfather brought me a stick from a hazel grove at which in the lower part bark was a little removed and I told that now I shall meditate hundred thirty – three minutes when walking barefoot and continuously say what he wrote. The secret of all force which he possessed and which he wanted to transfer me actually consisted in these secret records which seemed senseless. I can walk on grass, sand, concrete, asphalt, stones, the earth and water, but when I look at the sun, I can’t be on a grass or in water. I continued. I managed more and more. This year I managed to reach till hundred eighty sixth day of watching at the sun, but rainy days began here. After these rainy days snowfalls began and it proceeded to the middle of April. Snow thawed and I returned to my exercises. Besides, after a break in several months, thirty – one days I watched at first at the sun on a minute, daily increasing on a minute until I reached last year results, and then began to add for ten seconds. Grandfather told me that next winter I will manage to control the feelings, I will be able to walk barefoot on snow and I won’t feel cold. When temperature exceeded twenty degrees, grandfather poured water in a white glass bottle without label which I closed a shot glass for raki and I put down in the sun. Every morning at eight o’clock he put fresh water, and at fifteen o’clock took away it from this place lit with the sun and allowed me to drink this water. It was warm and fresh, but I noted that my body freshened up much more. And, thus, in addition, I accepted solar energy in my organism. As grandfather told I created energetic batteries and filled them daily.

Once, when I meditated and went barefoot on the wood, suddenly I came across a huge snake which was stranded waiting for the victim. As soon as I came nearer on half – meter, it reacted. But, instead of attacking me, suddenly it began to run away. To me it was terrible. I interrupted meditation and scared went home.

At gate, with a smile, grandfather waited for me.

“Was frightened, sonny?”

“Of course, it was the biggest snake which can be imagined. Twice as much as me. I haven’t noticed it and when it had to bite, it suddenly disappeared”.

“I know, sonny, I saw everything. And it pleases me especially”.

Again, I have been surprised. In spite of the fact that I knew about his abilities, I asked a question how could he know, how could he see and what pleased him.

“Sonny, – has begun grandfather to answer me as if he has read my thoughts, – I have seen as you were frightened and the snake was ready to rush for you, but it was frightened and it has run away. Do you know why it made so?”

“I don’t know, grandfather”.

“Therefore, sonny because it felt your strong bio – energetics and instead of a child it has seen you as fire and therefore escaped. Snakes aren’t afraid of water, but from fire they run as mentally ill people. Today exercises and meditation haven’t worked well for you, and tomorrow repeat all over again. Also, be not afraid, sonny. If someone has caught the whole bag of snakes and has let out them in a half a meter from your bare feet, then all would run from you in different directions and any wouldn’t bite you”.

These words pronounced by my grandfather have assured me of this surprising force which I received with these exercises and meditation. Of course, I continued and achieved excellent results. I have entered in a new, for me nonexistent earlier world. If I stretched palms to the sky or towards a tree, then I felt how the falls of energy from them join my palms. Or if I a naked breast and the person nestled on an oak, I just felt as on his veins and branches vital juice which joins my body proceed. Grandfather will bring me into an oak grove and will leave me there so I watched trees for several hours. Nothing occurred at the beginning. Much later or on the one hand, or on the other side of trunks yellow color began to appear. I have boasted about it to grandfather and he has explained that it is excellent result and it is necessary to continue. By persistence and heavy exercises, I managed to see a range of flowers which every day became more and more visible around trees. Grandfather always gave me all new and new tasks. This time I had to be completely nude in water within several hours. Water in the mountains can’t be warm in the summer, and it is hard spending in it two – three hours and more. Any my step, exercise or meditation weren’t lungs. I have understood that nothing in life comes easily. The road to success is heavy, and this way elected by me and given me by destiny seemed to be the most difficult of all possible. Every time when it was insufferably heavy to me and when I thought that I can’t any more, as if by magic grandfather appeared near and supported me. Near him all my barriers fell as a house of cards. I managed to master solar process completely. Many times grandfather directed hands to me. He moved me in spite of the fact that was in several meters from me. I tried to resist to him but only in any way it was impossible to me. My grandfather has explained his secret in details.

“Sonny, my spirit, my belief, my desire and my brain, which was more developed than yours, also allow me to reach everything that I want. You need to learn still much, but soon and you will be able to do so”.

How much it is necessary to be engaged, meditate and when I’ll achieve the objectives? Many times I asked about it and at once I remembered words of grandfather that patience and tranquility are the best allies for achievement of goals. Be silent, study and everything will rise on the places. I understood his words that I will reach everything as its support and actually I need enough months for implementation of it. Uncountable number of times I doubted whether there will be enough at me patience that about one purpose is a lot of time to reach, but right after its implementation I completely plunged into achievement following irrespective of what is the time it will borrow. I was stubborn, persistent and incredibly sure that I will manage to do it.

Then grandfather came with one offer:

“Sonny, you are ten years and you have to undergo starvation”.

“Why grandfather? There is so much food and you know as I love everything that granny cooks”.

“I know, sonny, I know everything. Besides I say to you that it is hard, but you will see what opportunities will open after that. I will be with you and at any time, if you aren’t able to mature, we will stop starvation”.

Again, his quiet words convinced me. I began also this process. I thought that it will be difficult for me, but at the beginning very well transferred starvation. At first, I starved twenty – four hours a week, and then my grandfather increased it to thirty – six, forty – eight, sixty, seventy – two. It lasted more than two years. Surprisingly, but after the next period of starvation I couldn’t wait when those days while I starve again come. Grandfather explained to me that power batteries, which were created in my body, help to mature starvation irrespective of the fact how long it proceeds. After long starvations, which lasted for three days, my grandfather suggested me to starve within ten days. This time wasn’t terrible to me and I hardly waited for the beginning. This long starvation differed from short. About five kilometers I had to go every day, and with the help the grandfathers’ tea every other day to clean intestines. During starvation, I drank three, four liters of solar water.

I maintained hunger very well and then for the first time during my exercises and meditation on a big change I have boasted to one of schoolmates. He has told other children and soon all school knew about my secret. Many of them laughed, scoffed over me. I never was so angry. I didn’t know that at this moment I have directed hands to the traitor so far, he laughed with other children, and he suddenly clutched at the head, bent and vomiting began.

What suddenly happened to him? I asked about it, as well as all others. One of teachers took out a glass of water and began to wash him. It didn’t become better for him. He choked. I didn’t know that this was in me the reason of his weakness. At that moment, I don’t understand from where grandfather appeared about me and I have hit my hands which due to a misunderstanding remained directed to my friend. Nobody has noticed these events. All attention has been paid to the patient. Grandfather has approached to him, he stroked him hands and the child has got up as if nothing has happened. There has come silence. Some neighbor’s dog has begun to bark. It became a signal and all have rustled. Grandfather has approached my teacher who thanked him for help given to the sick child. Grandfather has counted it unimportant and at once I have asked the teacher to exempt me from occupations. The teacher released change and we went home. When we left enough and no one could hear us, my grandfather began to criticize me. The criticism has sounded by a quiet, authoritative voice to which it was necessary to listen.

“How do you think, sonny, if I was late at least for five minutes would be living your friend?”

“Grandfather, I was surprised with this? It was suddenly bent and has begun to vomit?”

“And you have paid attention to the hands?”

“I know that you have struck them when has come, but I don’t know why”.

“Sonny, many times I said to you about, what, at the cost of the life you never dare to tell anybody anything”.

“I thought, grandfather, he is a good friend and he would tell nothing to anybody”.

“Sonny, your thoughts have to remain only yours and have to be directed to success. If a person knew what force of one thought, then would never dare to think of bad. I already told it to you. And you have made it now. I have dared to lose tranquility, faith and self – control because of the mistake. I have allowed rage to direct you. You have to understand that there is a positive and negative energy. The rage, anger, concern, pain and other unpleasant feelings attract negative energy. You have attracted this negative energy and have directed to the friend”.

“But grandfather, I didn’t understand how I did it”.

“Yes, sonny, but even if you didn’t understand, the result was very strong, and if you would understand, what you were doing, you could ruin your friend. Therefore, I have taken you away from school that again you haven’t become angry and on ignorance have done much harm to somebody. Any negative direction of energy creates to either you, or to whom you direct it, a heap of troubles and pain”.

His words were deeply imprinted in consciousness. I was frightened. All heart I wanted to help people and the energy to cure of all diseases, but I have nearly killed with incorrectly directed energy my school friend. And what, if sometime, when very much I want to help somebody, I should direct energy incorrectly and I could create for him indescribable problems? Again, grandfather has read my thoughts and answered without asking question:

“I see, sonny, that you were frightened. It is good because this fear doesn’t allow make mistakes. You are still small, sonny, and you aren’t able to control by yourself. That is why it happened to you. Don’t worry, you go in the correct way and you will learn soon. And when you will learn everything, never without your desire energy will harm to the person whom you want to cure. And my great – grandfather helped me in the beginning. It happened with me the same in the beginning. Once, I in one church have become so angry that I directed energy to one Grace, have taken away from him a rod which he flogged me and, without touching, hit him several times. Therefore never, remember, never you dare to become angry. The most necessary for each person is peace and Gods’ blessing”.

“Grandfather, will I be able sometime to move a rod or something else?”

“You will be able, sonny, you will be able. When you finish starvation in forty – one days, then there comes time of occupations on which you will learn it”.

We have reached the wood and grandfather interviewed me what colors I see about different trees. Almost all colors coincided at me and at him. He has led me a little further to a huge poplar. He asked what colors I see here. I thought that this huge tree and it has to have much more flowers, but I have been disappointed that I didn’t see them. I have told it to grandfather, and he burst out laughing.

“It is necessary, sonny, to look at people in the same manner too. Don’t think that if the person is big then he is healthy. These colors which you see around a tree are aura or the power field of any living being. The brighter colors, the energy potential is higher. When there is no color, paints are greased or indistinct then is at this being of a problem with health. Than brighter stronger aura, that the person is healthier. People have more or less energy. The same is with a tree. This tree is huge, but it has small energy potential.

With this conversation, we have arrived home. For a long time, I was warned by grandfather even to granny who lives with him, not to speak a word about all this. When we have come back home, grandfather played with me as though he had as much years as I. After all I was still a child.

And he started new occupations every day. He took me into the wood again. I have made paper plain and incurred with myself. I have thought that we will play with it, but grandfather put it at meter distance from me and have told that I have to concentrate on it, to look continuously at it without thinking of any more until I won’t force it to fly up yet. He left me and I have started performance of a new task. I thought that paper is light and everything will turn out easily. I was wrong. I suffered within several hours without any results. When I have come home, my grandfather has told me that he has managed to make it when he wasn’t five more years old… Then I have been disappointed.

“Sonny, sonny, I have told you that never you dare to become angry and you are never able to afford to be disappointed. You are a good fellow and you will reach everything. Everything that hasn’t managed today, you will reach tomorrow or after a while”.

And it is valid, after few weeks I have managed to shift without difficulties. Later, in several weeks, grandfather has begun to put before me other, big and heavy things. It has demanded additional torments and work, but I managed to move them also.

I remember, in one of days, while we had a rest, grandfather ordered me to try to move grandmother.

“How it can be, grandfather? She is alive and will resist my influence”.

“She will try, but won’t be able, sonny. You have to be stronger than any person, and sometimes you will become stronger than me”.

Then granny was kneading dough, and grandfather leaving kitchen gave me a sign to perform the task. I have given hands, directed energy and grandmother has begun to be removed from a table though didn’t want it.

“Gatso, give up misbehave! Are you ok? Why do you move me again, and I have a lot of cases” – grandmother swore, thinking that grandfather moves her.

My following task was to bend a metal spoon by thoughts. It was heavy to achieve the objectives this time. I suffered more than twenty days. When spoon has begun to be bent, I exulted with happiness. Then I sent thought forcing a spoon to be twisted several turns. And here I needed several days for obtaining result. When and it has turned out, I was happy. I have taken a spoon in hand and I have tried to unwind it. I was surprised as far as it was heavy. Whether it is possible that by thoughts I have managed to twirl it, and by hands I can’t correct it. I have gone to grandfather and told about it. He has burst out laughing and added that there is no power on earth that I have managed to reach.

“Take the spoon by fingers from the edges and order it to improve”.

And I have made it. Without problems I have received necessary result. Now the turn of big objects has come. Grandfather allowed do experiments independently. I can twist and correct, lift and move all these things at the same time. I did at the same time two actions. Everything turned out. I have thought that I’ve reached perfection both with one, and with another as grandfather gave me a new task. I have brought the sheet of paper, crumpled it and put before me. He told that it is necessary to concentrate thoughts and to force paper to light up. Again, there was subject to tests. Again, the patience and persistence have yielded results. All that at the beginning seems to be impossible very quickly, by persistence and trainings become real. Forty days were necessary precisely to manage to light up paper. Someone will tell that it takes too long, and grandfather has told “time doesn’t matter if there is a result”. I lit paper without problems. Grandfather broke branches and I put them in a small group and demanded from me to light them. It wasn’t heavy. After one day, I have managed to make it. Then I put chips. In the first day, I have suffered a little, but then and I have managed it. After that I could light also large firewood. Once there was raining and grandfather ordered to try to light paper in such conditions.

“How it is possible, grandfather, when paper is wet?”

Then he directed hands and to my astonishment paper has lit up.

“Understand, that you have such force that all what you will wish you will be able to make only if hundred percent trust in it. Never say – how to make. Only go forward and you will see that it is easy for you to reach everything. Your hands transfer energy in spite of the fact that eyes and consciousness want to achieve necessary success. Direct your energy by hands and you will achieve success quicker. And tomorrow, when you will treat people, your hands will achieve result.

Since then I directed my hands to energy. All I tried to obtain in several hours earlier, I got now in ten – fifteen minutes. I was very happy, there is only no grandfather. I had to be engaged still to try to obtain everything at any time.

“Sometimes one second decides life or death. Therefore, you have to be engaged and reach everything with a thought speed. And remember. No – is as well as whether I will be able! The absolute belief in success guarantees success. Therefore, absolutely trust and hundred percent will be able”.

For the next month I have reached true perfection. At that time it was the true perfection. Only having wished to move or to lift something, at the same moment I made it. When I wanted to bend I threw or to light something, at the same hour all this has been made. I improved it some more days and then grandfather ordered me to concentrate and direct consciousness to the schoolmate until I learn his thoughts. I tried to make it several honeycombs of times, but unsuccessfully. Stubborn and persistently I continued. I didn’t want to admit before grandfather that I can’t. I was sure that everything will turn out obligatory, but I didn’t know when. At some moment, after I don’t know how many attempts and when already it seemed to me that I have felt something, the teacher has called me. I haven’t heard him as my consciousness has been occupied by another. When he has called me for the second time and I haven’t answered anything, all children have begun to laugh over me. And I didn’t hear it. Only on fluctuation of energy I have felt a disorder. When I’ve regained consciousness – all laughed loudly. I have heard words of my friends that I have finally gone crazy. Again, in a flash the rage has begun to boil in me. At once words of grandfather were remembered that I dare never to be angry. I have quickly calmed down and began to laugh at myself. The teacher has calmed down all and has addressed to me:

“I’m interested in what happens to you recently? I have noticed your disinterest and carelessness at my lesson”.

“Teacher, I know everything and I’m listening carefully to you, just now I’ve thought of something and didn’t hear about what you have asked me”.

“You want to tell that you know about what we learned at the previous lessons?”

“Yes, teacher, I know”.

“Then now – I stop the lesson and I want to make sure that you really listened to me carefully”.

“Of course, teacher, ask me all we have learned”.

While speaking these words I have felt energy fluctuations. I have heard what several of my schoolmates and schoolmates were thinking of, Mercy My God, it is never known when you want to help me, and now you helped me when I hoped for it. All were on the party of the teacher. They expected that the teacher will interview me and they will be able to laugh and enjoy my failure. I have felt that the teacher thinks also. I was engaged and I knew everything in this subject and I was ready to answer questions. The teacher has begun to ask questions from what we had learned. I have concentrated on him answering his questions and felt how he was getting angry after each my answer. In his consciousness, I read out answers to all questions which he was going to set to me. I have answered him even those which we didn’t pass, but I read out answers from his consciousness. And then I have declared that we didn’t study it. He has been extremely angered, but he has been forced to stop poll. He has praised me and asked to be more attentive and to listen at the lesson to what he speaks about. He gave me the excellent mark. On the same day, I answered to four teachers more. All of them have called me. I answered and knew answers to all tasks. It was not hard for me as I received all answers from their consciousness at once. When I was question to material, which we didn’t study, I noted that we didn’t learn it yet, but I knew the answer.

“Then answer if you know” – they said to me hoping that though I won’t manage to answer this question.

And when I answered this question, they had no other exit except how to put to me excellent mark. That day I have received five excellent estimates. Within one day my popularity has so grown that the whole school spoke about me. All friends and girlfriends who laughed over me earlier wanted to approach now. I knew that they think: “It is good to him, he knows everything…” and there were a lot of similar. I came home happy. Again, grandfather waited for me with a smile upon his face.

“Good fellow, sonny. Clear head, grandfathers Parapanats!” – He kept saying embracing me.

“Grandfather, I am afraid that all this will disappear and tomorrow or some other day I won’t be able to learn their thought”.

“Again, sonny, you make a mistake. We have agreed that such questions like – “How to do?” whether or “I will be able?” – We don’t ask any more. If once your brain gets a new opportunity, then it will be able to achieve excellent results always. Don’t worry, tomorrow and in the next few days you’ll be in the center of attention and all will ask questions. When you prove all the knowledge, the director will come and will want to send you to the Olympic Games. Agree to go. Represent the school in three heavy objects. The director will offer only one, but you’ll tell or three, or I won’t go at all.

And it has occurred. After daily set questions in objects in which I didn’t answer yet, nobody could believe how I could know so much. Teachers have reconciled to the fact that there are no questions on which I couldn’t answer. Every day I received only fives. The director has come. We have agreed that I will go to the interschool Olympic Games and I will represent our school in three objects there. I have got three gold medals. Teachers from other schools spoke about my improbable knowledge. I was very happy.

“Sonny, you will have one more task, one long starvation, and then still something and after that that you’ll be able to tell that you have performed all tasks put before you. I see that you have perfectly mastered a method of reading others thoughts. Now it is necessary for you to order other person to execute your will. You’ll see that this task is the most interesting and to carry out this task a huge pleasure is. Remember, I remind you that you never dare to abuse the following task which you will receive after starvation…”

“Grandfather, you know, I respect you and I listen to everything that you tell”.

“Well, sonny. You can also train it on animals. Using thoughts make a dog to bark or let sheep go wherever you want. Make the cock crow. And when someone from people will come to me and I will finish reception, you can order the fact that you will want, only don’t go too far”.

I have begun to be engaged in it also. After fifteen – twenty days first results have been appeared. At first, I have forced a donkey of the neighbor Marinko to shout, then our Bug dog – to bark. I have forced a rooster of the neighbor Milovan to crow. Sheep almost didn’t need my supervision and went where I wanted. Then one very sick person, who has come to grandfather to reception after his termination, I have forced to laugh. The person has left home happy.

Once we with grandfather have gone to Plav. I have grown up and grandfather wanted to buy me different clothes and footwear. When we had finished with purchases we entered into one candy store to regale. I have mentally forced the owner to treat us with lemonade and sweets. Grandfather has pulled out money and I have paid in spite of the fact that the owner refused money. When we left, the first that he has told was:

“I watched you during purchases whether you will want to influence sellers that they reduced the prices. You haven’t made it anywhere, and now you made a mistake too. Possibly you have forgotten that you shouldn’t abuse impact on others consciousness”.

“Grandfather, it was only a joke”.

“It so, sonny, but if thus you take what doesn’t belong to you, then it will harm to you a hundred times more expensive from the spiritual party. Easy come, easy gone. Don’t take anything instead of Him, He will give everything that it is necessary for you. If you want to be engaged in His work, He will take away from you everything that earlier I have given you. “Naked you have come to this world and without my favor naked you will leave” so to be told in the Bible[20]. If you use this Charisma to be enriched, know that you will lose spiritual power, and it is billion times more important than all richness of this world. Because of it I warned you that you don’t dare to abuse this and following task”.

Now I have completely understood everything. In this euphoria days went and here grandfather reported that I have to starve forty – one days. I have easily sustained ten – day starving and I was sure that I would sustain it. I had to perform also this task. Grandfather explained that after that I would be able to treat people. It was my most treasured desire as wanted to be as grandfather. He told me when it is necessary to begin and I have begun. It has coincided with a post before day of Saint Peter. Whether it is possible, but I haven’t paid attention to the fact that summer vacation has begun. I have again plunged into performance of a new task. For the third day of my starvation, grandfather have led me in a shed which he has made of boards that I could do in him everything that is necessary for me during this period. There the turned plastic cans for water were hung. One had volume of three liters, and another – five liters. In a smaller can of grandfather I have poured three liters of water which before it stood in glass bottles on the sun eight hours. I have closed it with a cover to which a thin hose has been attached. I have hung up a can back so that it has been turned. I have closed with my finger the hose opening so that water didn’t follow. Grandfather ordered me to undress, lay down on a stomach and he inserted the hose into me so that water from a can joined my thick gut. It was unpleasant to me, but I have obeyed him. When all water has joined me, he has pulled out a hose, I have turned over as he ordered me and he began to press a stomach. Inside the water swirling was heard. Grandfather ordered me to sit down over an opening similar to a rural toilet. All water and a set of the sewage which were saved up in my large intestine came out. Grandfather has explained that we have to carry out such clarification every other day so far from my organism only clear water won’t begin to come out. Then he has sent me to walk.

“You have to go to Slobo’s house, but not by a short way”.

“My God, grandfather, it is almost on the top of the mountain Chakor”.

“It is necessary so, sonny. Every day you have to go there barefoot”.

When I went there, I didn’t feel any fatigue, but when I reached, it was so heavy to me as if I was run over by a fast train. My feet were ill from walking barefoot. It was necessary to come back. It was easier as I climbed down from mountain.

“Sonny, it is necessary to walk barefoot every day as today and every other day to clear the organism. With clarification, there all toxins will leave your organism, and with walking the motility will increase and so there will be no desire to eat. You will be able to take out all this easily. As soon as you feel hunger – tell me”.

Though every day I walked, but this night because of additional walking I’ve fallen down as a child. As the old people say “like a dead man”. During the following clarification, I have noticed that in this shed grandfather hung up another one large saucepan. When the next day I have told him that I feel big hunger, we have entered inside, he ordered to undress and pulled some handle. Thirty liters of cold water have poured out at me. I have endured small shock. I have put on fast and grandfather directed me to walking. Again, as well as every day I went to the house of the neighbor Slobo. It became my daily route which I had to overcome. Now I can easily overcome it.

Days ran as minutes. Sometimes I felt indescribable feeling of hunger and then grandfather poured over me cold water and forced to walk. Crisis went out and I continued to feel also well as usual. For the twenty sixth and twenty eighth day of clarification it came out already absolutely clear water. Grandfather was happy, but all of us still continued starvation and clarification up to the forty first day. I lost in weight already enough, but I thought that I could compensate everything when I’d start to eat after that dumped starvation. Grandfather didn’t control me, and I had to accept the minimum quantities of food. At the beginning, it was juice which was squeezed out of vegetables and fruit. In twenty days for the first time I ate a little food in the form of mashed potatoes. So, under observation of grandfather, I continued day by day. It became now heavier when I accepted minimum quantity of food than when I completely starved. I passed also this forty – one day of an exit from starvation. Now I ate as a hungry wolf. I quickly gained the lost weight. Grandfather didn’t allow eat too much that I didn’t put too much on weight.

“You see, sonny, it is a big mistake when someone says that by starvation he wants to lose weight. Irrespective of how many it starved when a person begins to eat, again gains all lost weight. Therefore, it is much better if someone wants to lose weight, only to avoid bread and nothing to eat after five hours”.