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The second half of the year of my seventh class has come. Again, I represented the school at the Olympic Games. In three objects I have got gold medals. Grandfather watched my training and each made work as well as every achieved success. When I’ve made sure that in all occupations I achieve absolute result, he called me and told:

“Sonny, everything that you passed was slower, than at the previous Elects. You are the first Chosen One not bearing the pure roots of our race and, therefore, your training proceeded so long. I don’t grudge either the efforts or all your torments because I see that it has yielded results as if you were a thoroughbred member of our sort. Be happy, sonny. Carry it as a great gift and the greatest Divine mystery of this world”.

Tears have run on an old face and I have been struck with some grief. I embraced him and nearly began to cry myself.

“It is sad and happy moments, sonny. Sadly, I know that it is a little more than in a year when you graduate from the main school, and you will leave us. You will begin to live life and conduct the fight. With me and my woman there won’t live more, my Parapanats”.

Now tears have rushed on my face. I have begun to sob as a small child. Tear slid on grandfathers’ face filling in his senile wrinkles, only he could better constrain them. Granny, who just came in, after seeing us crying, was afraid that something bad had happened. We have explained to her that we spoke about that time when I graduate from school and I will have to leave them.

“Yes, it is sad, but we live only for this reason. It is heavy when children grow up. But still there is a lot of time so let’s not be upset in advance” – grandmother has calmed us and we have continued light party of conversation.

“There were happy moments of my life – execution of my great – grandfathers’ precept to impart to you all knowledge and forces which were left by them to me. I have carried out the most essential task of my life. I have created the new Elect. Your abilities are one percent less than my or previous Elects. When time comes, such task will be carried out also by you. Your son or someone from sons of your brothers will be perhaps following Elect. Maybe he will be from our sort again, only you’ll never dare to force him and to force violently. We will discuss it later on ”.

“Grandfather, be only alive and healthy, and we will agree about everything”.

“No sonny, I won’t be living. I remember and I have asked great – grandfather whether it is predetermined to you to become the Elect. You heard whisper, but couldn’t sort the word. This is five nights in a row great – grandfather checked me if I have forgotten something from his precepts to write down in the notebooks. When he has seen that nothing has been passed, he gave me a sign that we can begin. And now we have executed an oath. I have imparted all knowledge to you. The only thing I couldn’t give you is clairvoyance. It has appeared at me after a sting of a snake. In fact, it isn’t necessary for you, you can read others mind and by force of the consciousness to give commands to other people to execute your orders. All opportunities which you have you will be happy to help much, and clairvoyance would be a huge burden. As thousands of times I saw many fine things, I saw also troubles which are comprehended me and my family. I have managed to change many things, but I could not affect to what was intended and it caused indescribable pain. It is very sick to see what will occur, but not to have an opportunity to affect it to change. I know that at the beginning you won’t adjoin to it and life will take away you on absolutely other ways. I know when you begin to help people, you will make great progress. You will meet a person from a far – away country and I think that he will be from Russia who will save your child. You will want to pay back for the good done and thus you will show the opportunities disappearing in you. Make friends. He will come to you and you to him. With him you will bypass many countries of light. He will tell you about all troubles and problems which he has in life and you will want to help him. There will be other person who will be a friend to your friend, and he will help him with everything, he will create a huge company with him, and after that he will deceive him and will take his wealth which he has created for him.

You will pay back the friend for all good that he has made and you will force the swindler to return that belong to your friend. Then it will become known of your force and there will be a set of problems. I can’t open everything for you. I’m not in forces to affect many events. Many influential people will want to learn your secrets and to receive your force. Imperious and rich people are always not satisfied with what they already have. They will want with your knowledge which is contained in these notebooks, to elevate themselves to the God’s throne. Against you there will be not only one person, but many. Different bandits will pursue you to take away these records and you will have to use all knowledge and cunning of this world that they remained with you and helped with everything. They will try to break you by means of black magic, but they won’t manage it because I will be able to help you, cleaning all negative impacts on you. Your life will be overflowed with adventures and dangers. They will promise you huge money only to receive the spiritual wealth inherited by you. Remember words of a national song: it is better to lose the head, than to take a sin on soul. There is no wealth in this world which would be equivalent to all this knowledge and force. Therefore, don’t sell these notebooks at any price”.

He has finished, and I have blurted out:

“Grandfather, you have excited me such speeches”.

“Don’t worry, sonny. A lot more years more will pass and you will forget everything told now soon and will begin to occur that I have told you. You have to prepare for these events in advance when they begin you will have no time and then you will lose everything. You’ll learn to play chess. You will be one of the best. Thanks to the abilities you will begin to win also at grand masters. Reading their mind, you learn the best courses and it won’t be difficult to surpass them. This game will teach you to make the best course or all necessary at the crucial moment of life. When all are against you, you have to use tactics of the best grand masters to survive. If you make only one incorrect step, if you aren’t ready to this fight, then you will lose everything – both secrets, and life, and family”.

Having seen concern on my boyish face, he has calmed with words:

“Don’t worry, sonny, I have told you that there will pass many years before it occurs. And when it will begin, I will be with you. Now go to play a little, and then we will begin to be engaged”.

I have left. I remembered these words always, but over time they have begun to disappear from my memory gradually.

I have finished the seventh class. In the middle of July grandfather has decided to visit mother, my brothers and sisters. Already many times during the day and nights I have visited them. I knew almost everything that happens to them. One night it has incidentally come in dream to me as one rich person has stolen a sheep from my poor relative. He had many sheep, but to treat friends who came to him on a visit he has stolen a ram and has pinned it up. That night I couldn’t tell in any way the relative so I have solved when we come back home, publicly to accuse the rich man. When in the morning I have told about it to my grandfather, he has answered me that thus “the rich man will be turned out, he will convince people that all of you have arranged, and then he will tell that your mother and brothers have made it”.

“Grandfather, I saw where he has dug a skin”.

“It is not the proof. He can tell too that someone from yours has made it, and accuse him”.

“Grandfather, I’ll influence his consciousness and I will force a prison…”

“Also, you will make of him the enemy!” – Grandfather has continued my incomplete phrase.

“Grandfather, he is not my friend when I know that he is a thief”.

“Most of people steal, my sonny. There are poor people stealing kilogram of potato on a market and the whole city will seize them about it, and there is a rich man who will appropriate huge money, nobody knows about it and he remains as if an exemplary citizen. The rich man will be seized by theft, and he will pay the lawyer, he will lift communications and acquaintances, eventually it will appear as though theft wasn’t”.

“Grandpa, how can I get him to pay a loss to my poor relative?”

“Never try to be allocated or people will speak about your abilities and will praise them to skies. Be quiet and peaceful. Every time when you want to make something, make it in secret that nobody knew about it. Thus, justice will be embodied and nobody will hate or condemning you”.

That night I in the form of spirit I have visited this rich man. It was the first such visit when I wanted to reach something and not simply as I visited my house to see as there are affairs at my family. I have a little strangled him, and then I have allowed him to wake up. He has jumped from a bed as scalded.

“Hoosh, Satan, leave me!” – He has begun to shout in panic fear.

I knew that he doesn’t see me. I bleated and groaned as the innocent person whom he has taken. His wife who was woken by his shouts has entered this moment.

“ God be with you, Perot, that you scream in the middle of the night as if you are slaughtered by all devils from hell?

“Oh, my wife, give me a little water”.

His eyes were rolled out of fear, trembling he has hardly managed to take glass with water to the lips. When he has taken several sips, he has felt that it became easier for him.

“What happened to you, for God’s sake? – The wife tried to find out while she continued to shake him. – Calm down and tell me”.

“Spirit of a lamb…”

“I told hundred times to you that you didn’t drink any more, and you don’t listen to me. Do you see what happen to you?” – Wife by a strict voice has reproached him and I have mistrustfully crossed.

“No, wife, it is not from binge. Believe me, this time I drank much less because also guests have not especially drunk. I lay down and has perfectly fallen asleep and suddenly I felt as on my legs something heavy has pulled hard. I wanted to shout, turn and call for help, but I have managed nothing. The weight from legs rolled on all body and it has reached to throats. I felt – I choke. Here this weight has released me. Only I have thought that everything has come to the end as suddenly I heard bleating of a lamb as that night when I killed it”.

“Sin on you, Perot. I spoke to you not to steal, and you have rested and have robbed the poorest person in the village. Go, confess and return him the threefold price of this lamb. God will forgive you and nobody will appear any more”.

“Are you crazy, wife? Do you know what then will begin for me? My authority would reduce to zero. All will scoff at the richest person in these parts”.

“As you want, Perot. I have told you what should be done, and you, if don’t want, then and it isn’t necessary. Let’s sleep, tomorrow is a new day, we will see what to do next”

I have again visited them in two hours. The wife has fallen asleep, and he didn’t sleep. I have read it to a thought. He looked for any way to get rid of this problem. That night I didn’t touch him more. Next day in the evening I have again visited them. If day struggled with bears, Perot would look better. Only then I have understood sense of words of grandfather that this is most powerful weapon in the world. Only one night of alarm and fear has forced such person to be bent and bent strongly. I have visited him to find out whether he has made something for recognition of the sin. Besides I have heard in his thoughts as he suffers. He was ready to give ten sheep with lambs only not to recognize that he has made it. I swore that he would never return to steal anything from anybody. I felt sorry for him therefore I have decided to change the plan a little today. At first, I have gone to other room to his wife and have sent the consciousness to her dreams. She dreamed that she has to help him. She will tell my relative that his lamb came into her kitchen garden that night and she wanted to banish it and struck it unintentionally. The lamb has fallen and hasn’t risen any more. Perot wanted to give other lamb for indemnification, but this lamb wouldn’t go to other mother and then substitution would open. Then Perot has told that the lamb will ruin us and she has unintentionally killed it. She decided to dig it and to tell nobody. And they have made it. And I have seen a dream at night and because I have hidden the truth, I need to pay the threefold cost of damage.

I ordered to dream her as my poor relative refuses to accept this money. Then I have ordered her that she has to present them to him, otherwise the spirit of this lamb will visit her husband every night. And here I have awakened her. So far, she has drunk couple of drinks of water and reflected as delirious what to do next. I have passed into the room of her spouse. He still didn’t sleep and has been frightened. I again bleat as a lamb. He has again jumped and began to shout. As well as last night, his wife has come to help him and brought a glass of water. When he has a little calmed down and she has confirmed that trusts him and absolutely not from binge, and he has been shown her in a dream that should be done.

“We have to return him indemnify loss three times. Instead of that one you stole and killed you have to give it three, chosen from herd”.